而阿樂，也回到了當初。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6oZ6DMuWi
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青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1xbphGqTk
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阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZpY3gh4by
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1SejNrtUv
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYdTaoIukF
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又是如此，又、又、又。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQMihMYUeh
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和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLerJE9L9Q
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkohIEDw5e
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOURraOyZo
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNJqQPwvoT
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYds8YUmsXm
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksgAmgj2yK
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJi2s6EZlb
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEQypNhLsZ
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOw7efXwfA
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRu50Z6tGD
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76v05IwUtt
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她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Pyy0QZzij
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh6W4KUQvx
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtCwLLW938
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他追上去，拍拍她的肩。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkc35hZVYZ
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qMMmVy1Ha
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8c5b5AjOB7
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「做咩啊？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmwGgButFc
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkxWwph6E8
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c9IdBD5dm
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoRky4pki8
他享受了她的體温。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpsxh8iyNz
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmRbdzo0f7
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2nAhBSoMx
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO5MHqHaeC
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71c4RgOpvJ
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMOTMR5ZJD
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8RmIQ7gAR
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他不解。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7MTJwP3IO
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「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EVk5Cl7nR
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUc5suwqFy
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssRQThTeIQ
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「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ob8gB9KyZ
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所以，我以為我都可以。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yi8oGMSRG
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阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH08WP15r7e
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即使他們同為人類。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz6wfMgVw3
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但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2gFlCJXyl
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此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO31qygwGFj
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是嗎？577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfc9zXMVvW
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單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvgJOiQFvi
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是嗎？577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIet7O9vjA5
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「哦哦，好，冇事。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthgYN6VGXl
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Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJ2jKKUDe0
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一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTQbXQkoPr
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他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoE7PBO5i0E
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但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9K8DjwYoG3
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他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuf4O9Q4McE
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說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g3MLTgPDc
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他應該明白，應該早已習慣……577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVxbYzwtnS
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkkoSfXriL
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl438FoUzRJ
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回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5BE0hxjb9
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoLx51uVEz
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddCqq06Fpo
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCOJECmLth
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn38h3sWll
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「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAu2L8siMX
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58arbIJEw4
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTKHBIARFa
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUzUEJLqpa
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvH7d3MevyL
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbuxceWSWh
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfdLIxES94
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiBTIECtMg
「好。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuzo1LLCMU
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsdzAnQp7F
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmegyYlWyH
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmSLtHSFKA
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMp5dZRDa1H
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