而阿樂，也回到了當初。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQIroascYJ
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlmseAEHm1
青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalSHFDI0x3
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阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5rUXfZRs1
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9IkDYCy89
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGy7PPVe1M
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又是如此，又、又、又。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYu9iF4l13
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和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PUwCSv2SJ
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdLLWuBc8v
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP07EzdROFA
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PWXEW50gy
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3C6ICBKqrQ
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wAuLLfaW6
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn38NQYMuj
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1oTC07KxO
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4Yr4MeUiG
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8fhWjXHG0
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0bZ8iT3MG
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZIU7argAJ
她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9anduXOXaQ
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOG1i6HbkPE
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcg39uJaA1
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhncVIy8lR
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWfvpJaLPw
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI0fnB27Uv
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTtC9P5cTx
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2ZpGZZxBy
「做咩啊？」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzgRKeBoup
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeEClFoHP7
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKArGUepUmt
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj9w08bwsl
他享受了她的體温。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT11n1vqUmY
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCivQKlunLg
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3d8lW0eOF
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsMtRBS63V
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lnmGCLboL
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTrEvFrENy
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEI2BeBsbg
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他不解。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlm8G5y0cZ
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgrqOdfQuC
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObf9fTkf57
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XUAAiwfJT
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOpFhk1Igl
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJtEsyHIJP
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGhf5eE8EB
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G9gNutCVe
所以，我以為我都可以。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZURlsBYEon
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRACxvggLwR
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEN6HwggxW
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即使他們同為人類。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZp5fWN3j72
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmYWbHvFYm
但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BpniFcuSC
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1nAyqWsd1
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g5cECQba7
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是嗎？623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqFYJzMhVN
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nkldwip9N
單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvPtyU7n0K
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是嗎？623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnstiOEasc
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「哦哦，好，冇事。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRqepwqGD8
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Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDCsKPhZ1s
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一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTChSZtxV5
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIZiCzzbVj
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjGpIcuOj5
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但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pLlJlO8ns
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrAG3jiBUE
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RKKCwSXhj
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1lgV9fnhx
說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAZ6z2RHif
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他應該明白，應該早已習慣……623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh5UDFfsNa
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBTD9jvm6W
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGsXCmuLJl
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回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpBdQgwWA6
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV2TuTnQ8G
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmGyWb1Dpe
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青青看見他低落的樣子，問：623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYhmDChFOz
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「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBcXFaGKK6
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPcGyqdcoK
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFX1PeYygO1
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DSuBVW1VI
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXCb1VD8AX
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhblYuV4KyT
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3qiATifhG
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDjaC4X5xk
「好。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71J1CIPvBE
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMU0tnPwSp
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0IJLNasJ6
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eMBWGvES7
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3TfEAo9vC
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