「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmcjN8E8z0
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啫係叫你收皮囉……580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcHYJQVEon
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhznWL047m6
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQkw0DAgsh
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNr3LWxUs1
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHvldQGyni
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSYl01y1cS
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3tbaS9DMg
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGROLUFGtb
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxarDg1Enx
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ49PCMT0mQ
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ7AV2pWbY
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdD1XhZgmN
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dXYx11hZ1
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBxIvIr38w
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6wKYSg1kK
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXKei7fP5H
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhVJ8MRbEz
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXAAzbsH7Z
「點算？」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPwEgEnktS
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0J4lBbNXn
「睇你㗎咋。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvMTgTKzL5
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEg9oZfqfwX
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzDTuO99MF
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCh4C3DhpAt
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwDMb7bsSU
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNc1FzYV7g0
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtAboes0zC
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62tT2GBreU
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUbS4vnYcQ
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ecyHNF6RF
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5KiSTKOPj
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkyVIMM2Mc
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5RvpNMBh7
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ri1Nvt1S9
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavvYUGt7zH
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZzalCLIck
「冇呀，睇你。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3YCA5Gj5j
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrs2dkFmh0
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM85FEX3aaa
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLReLSTg5Id
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJY291wzKh
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZZM8H4v5f
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZr1sKHA5q
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0SCzVbEq4
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchKlTPo7aw
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIlHfJye0T
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhrWuTfSqm
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaEuGJhpOD
「唔知啊。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb6UVLEAtT
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbXiWDStz1
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIJIxWnm7g
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWNvGJ8KOl
「同佢一齊？」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc1opaPDBS
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VLiuay8xx
「可能係啦……」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLuTwqINXY
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zJFuV3i5g
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVHK9YGIxW
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED0f4FIDwT
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTzKkcy9cb
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAIKzGm9lt
「係嘅。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkVqSkUhv9
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8MNGUUH8T
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92mnFAH0Mt
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYoZ05T7Js
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVndrNJE4t8
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65wwUWwejc
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiYpMhjtC7
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NrVYqUEHm
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqIzPcmQOS
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGqZSvcSxQ
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmijp1ybn7
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZSakAcOzS
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fDOZLz6ql
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoG0QwI6O1
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM96Cy4IpRf
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUqeSqf9KR
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNJAD8jVRV
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEq8pTtBKed
「你咩都唔知㗎。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gBfG8yyNu
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL28Ft5Bhg
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk0yMUotax
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb5uMnu94I
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwURVurkwzo
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9vYKO54La
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqpm7pBwUH
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpKZ1jYv9e
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JqdiszeKY
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaAHixusB0
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQalHzBdW4X
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBk7hZs1nx
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dA4f8HlX6
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ihVc8Xs8c
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYnK1KkPzx
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz29tIvLM84
「Sorry。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xhBP3JhIU
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWpLtfJtbm
「我都係。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLFqNSt3Yp
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ABWVkdssx
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvADaxwd0VG
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA2BRd7xli
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhvXybz10O
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQRV8vOQt8
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbQkaykLSa
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlNhuNldqX
「係嘅。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF32zYk7SNW
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEma504IGH
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xpx7gVsu1
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGz8J8VvTAT
他們都沉默許久，青青說：580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z2V2QNEdd
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviI9mZmE1D
「阿樂啊。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCAc2aauRg
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4bYsgSZwk
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MU1g2GSJO
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHauJ8AabR
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz8vTj7T6m
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6S26qo8P2
你自己開唔開心啊？」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIYCTs1QjL
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOayxz04dG
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLG6XPh4Xr
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3BsSKRySF
「媽媽。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSUjtUekla
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIY0EWrTloY
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwf9uz475d
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUKhiSwHZN
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMoqNk1Cu9
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebh33iVozy
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3h7tOmFuE
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GAodhFNaY
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs531FUSXcQ
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxhkNSkKxs
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJkm7KgS9g
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡammhsaXuB0
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXCsohBupN
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5OuhIUK1a
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSJC1e0TEJ
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLL7tnXen4
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqOgPs6iYn
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPIJCZXTP6
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT42UArWjsu
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzn5tTLX3L
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHNKdiZ4Yb
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I7uhSdnIl
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OHzoucKSE
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXZ48A6PlE
「多謝。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXDLLq5jEV
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp12MxBjaM
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUmoQJAeBJ
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpD4FnP1vn
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekQ5HDgXSg
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9VFk5FfND
「係有啲長氣。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbpHMipk0h
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LK2QvElMB
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCxf6Owhak
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DWdWOnrx8
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8xv96OGQa
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRUcU8hhvN
「可以啊。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsWXy5SoUk
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hMP9xLqF2
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCT1M4Mn2T
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwSMGXEK3A
「好。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfICHQlAoWu
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEVUfcz6ct
一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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