「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94ISpLH88Z
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcXEtQ5gbm
啫係叫你收皮囉……522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusm275iPyL
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEmARsPIjy
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxtjq7gHWg
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YpC2DpLQe
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHRR9hiLGO
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gjK3Hd7hc
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtqB7FVaQa
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8z52yteLrv
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5ASN2nxtq
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRKLnG3yFV
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHalOj5GtBx
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9B5kIkLSW
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDepL9HONR9
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSiBhBx4k7
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIesk0bjFz
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKiE6pSPj9
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQdYDe5D9h
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8icKUAmRa
「點算？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaDO3yiqOP
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2TmwEe7Mm
「睇你㗎咋。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetFpLuyvHM
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQwE8i1LYd
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXAZ1mZlQM
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoAE8B5tsY
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L1cxzyFnx
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeNjilOYze
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpka2QPDdR
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw5nv8JtyE
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVx0AQjphH
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWL51tOcw4j
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFmjQzw4W0
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8J4CGRwQS
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyM6hbhtNN
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwo37MbpDmk
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6J2ZlE9Poz
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qFF0k0TMo
「冇呀，睇你。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebS21R9zKz
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMEuHAmC0x
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0ymh3NTyj
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhUhDpKRga
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAIfvmFOE0
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnVjabJwV6
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29BoLlCQ1B
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNP3WkNqVQ
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfephxiCeSA
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVkHCVddCF
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZMJCYCDu1
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SszCdok7F
「唔知啊。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlykniicaHp
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9EOI89SjD
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaeE8Y0GW9
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3SG4s3LVZ
「同佢一齊？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2nktVW5Yo
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJun1ByX6R
「可能係啦……」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3zBL6FdiT
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWSVgXQZ2S
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUZXjjTbMI
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fNX95UvHx
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQAFVp1NZm
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6u06MtmZKK
「係嘅。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsTE4Op5tx
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALyFYOlLaY
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNEf2A3aMp
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbhFivsCXU
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfDRCOmuC0
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEIvstDM8S
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAsCHkGN1z
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC0E92zvWM
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVW1e59fI6
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPW84p3Gui
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHS1Ns5XJj
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqhHrzIkQK
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM4YhyQdrQ
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMlgxK1fXp
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4I0ZUGrcz
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9QW4s8RGD
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSoYap3Q1l
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1KYww1KZC
「你咩都唔知㗎。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRg8i4gUno
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vi5trvWLK
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BzhbtDLLx
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7TeENsOc3
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5esv7wT75
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dLgfUrmtv
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP1EaHOxSp
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDPUsznj8t
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJwpI9KT34
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mnWpfIY8P
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV3hXYt6Tm
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B8pet0wLO
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIu20xe4BH
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi60JAcQv7
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTGYGuPLZW
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVLSDPGvFG
「Sorry。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvO9RlW9g5v
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27AmObNyB6
「我都係。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcjR1rUPkf
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RXEdlxCWn
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZu7x8tAC5
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdE396Iq6I
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DkcTIFxuf
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9W6iWdoYb
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwou52La61M
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeIxQwhbnt
「係嘅。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLNMDkqODE
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFHqeEdQA2
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoh5NAFljJt
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfbbBtNdBo
他們都沉默許久，青青說：522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4htsb0iIC
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM614sOtqwo
「阿樂啊。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4FvwNiHsf
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfpbCRexpG
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIDSoALEMv
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wsI7N5tkq
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghKsivPzh4
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsn4oCmCBJa
你自己開唔開心啊？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQA5V3Kqj5
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQqmm9w2kz
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKjFqZI97b
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMvwEm1M6e
「媽媽。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8j1XZERXd
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlTWg5fVv6
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fzrcTV1Z4
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeUT4vDzYk
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAtZWWpLe8
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLRZSWqkDh
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0Fx03oNG5
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxeLjodwzv
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORRJmzz0uX
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDzlGV9kln
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCZjgYx5ea
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfFDrPxtz5
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHStDdfYCs
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuX2GTStKQX
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3rR3mMFhu
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQOjX2X1qk
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaPNZlFDNE
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWq9xAs1sH
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ0bXZjV2l
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAszHVSPyfT
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfu8bG3YWh
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuH967dqVyr
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls0l0VnvTk
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg66yxkjIA
「多謝。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAyVMwKyJ7
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGGeNclLRC
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRztJhEGgVi
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKS6v44DNJ
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eCVHidDFa
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDV4n9CF1U
「係有啲長氣。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vfcpHxgCV
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4R6INWPd0e
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvVQfK3tmm
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75eFwo9iz7
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLJeXhjaxC
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUArssvVr5
「可以啊。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDL2wDQcur
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29IRpgwifK
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjz6tEKBtG
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAi9HST1oG
「好。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4eHTuoBQZ
522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR75V7MCRze
一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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