「咁你呢，又點呀？」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGZ9JbQqqd
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi8yVIpDvm
阿樂問。這段時間，他和青青接觸得不多，他們的吃飯時間，各有各。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNelpBIODZ
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnGYaI00AX
「托賴，幾好吖。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzezpybbST
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqjF8iIdTz
「你咁樣叫幾好？咪玩啦。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuiXwRCsK6
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9FtdM1JCY
即使不夠光，但阿樂還是看得出青青的憔悴，突然又說：「上磅睇吓。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSIWSNsO54
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrLm3i10qy
阿樂想確認是不是他的錯覺——他覺得青青越來越瘦。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFdmhEd9Vl
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHFT4sHcgZ
然後搬出體重磅，叫她站上去，電子屏幕顯示37.1kg，身高只得米五多一點的她其實不特別瘦，只是脂肪輕。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn13TTxVnV
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsrIkoNIjS
「搞咩啊，宜家仲要係夜晚，啫係已經重咗……594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrUNiurZA4
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMD9edTCRG
我煮啲飯唔好食咩？你遲啲返到屋企，你阿媽會唔會以為我哋唔俾飽飯你食㗎？」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ISs60T3Yv
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WIONftEDU
阿樂卻知道她的臉一點點地削下去，原本包得很的圓臉已經消減，和她Instagram的舊相差很遠。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCXXkN2aJo
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5uui4ZjWB
「好食吖，已經慢慢食多咗㗎啦！未到啫未到啫。」她說。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSch8LPgJN
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpxim23jwL
失戀之後，青青的身體差了很多。晚上失眠只在被窩裏漆黑地消耗入睡的耐心，入睡之後卻不斷醒來，有時被雨聲吵醒，有時是發夢嚇醒，有時就是不知何故就醒，每天都只能睡一會兒。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ326cuDmrbv
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzOqRRLYoQ
白天的胃口不是特別好，總感覺整個人都很暈。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZBhTkAgWO
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9M5EGwwZj
她有吃飯，但也就是為了活命吃的，有時感覺不到餓就隨便吃兩口，即使阿樂煮得很好。晚上又會忽然有心癮暴食，吃完之後又覺得愧疚。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzfM7OesEJ
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZbJQNfnne
她的憔悴體現在臉上，眼皮的膠原蛋白流失，眼窩就變深，令她的雙眼皮有點老氣。黑眼圈也明顯，連上眼皮都像塗了大地色系眼影一樣。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pDqG5NP2I
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69olKeltpe
月經來了一個多星期後，下體又少量出血，不知何故；頭髮大把大把的掉，面臨少年脫髮危機；胃在反覆的飽和餓之間，經常隱隱作痛。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwgWn8dviX
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLQnHQi0Gk
每天都不想做任何事。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFNHqkwtBR
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaDwQ3UlhG
如果看數字，她確實跌磅了，上年的八月她比現在重五公斤。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPiYA3yaKB
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXJtdaAlw3
明明，她是她家人、朋友的寶，為什麼要這樣自我折磨呢？看來脫落的不只是曲折的頭髮，看來還有智商和理智……594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupSLB8wgIO
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUKBJMxhjP
明明，她很清楚，就算她橫屍街頭，已離棄她的人都不會在意，最多像看新聞那樣心裏閃過一刻的惻然，假裝悲情地歎一口氣，然後遺忘她的存在、過自己的快活日子。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCP5bJsEZ4G
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8mArhO7uT
阿樂向青青投向懷疑的眼神，她再強調：594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ093Y0CkFc5
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0EaLeYhAN
「放心啦，邊睇得出。而且，我已經有食返多啲嘢啦。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTMsJLd7fR
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnKjjjWSG1
「係咪酸嘢易入口啲？聽日煲番茄湯？」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqElTqGel5
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcyMl2otpX
「好——」她的聲音戛然而止，又說：「我諗緊聽日出唔出街。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpCuPoftOO
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TbueUzXeZ
最近的好多事，她都不想和好朋友說，因為其實也只是小事吧；而且，她的驕傲不允許她說太多真心的脆弱。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzIVA44DSH
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmU0T3Q6Uw
此刻的環境，如阿樂剖白心聲那樣，感染了她，突然覺得晚上就應該大肆地分享，好的壞的也是。阿樂和她只相識了兩個月，她感覺可以在他面前不用握緊無謂的自尊。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AIq9O7wJ5
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTseSUjpIO
何況，他們如此親厚。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2zuoP5F9L
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCKErIbari
阿樂問：「去邊？」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4DR7sdhqW
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx0tcMUnNV
青青站起，去房拿出電話，決定給阿樂看她的WhatsApp對話。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiGE4qogLi
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDzhjQdyLS
她的一個中學同學Sean，從朋友處知道她失戀，然後開始頻繁地找她聊天，講一些曖昧的話。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g398xDJCA
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzkOpBgAgk
青青直接問：「你想媾我？」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivHpckqpKN
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCVar4GRd4
Sean回答：594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3U04cJoyl
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjJTkwXMmJ
「係。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Y4zFmD3KR
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjHkQdmqVt
以前中學嗰陣我已經鍾意你，諗住DSE完就同你表白。但你嗰時已經有男朋友。所以，我都係冇講到出口，淨係Grad Din嗰陣揾咗你影相。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtDTD1xwO3
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQDdO8KrbO
隔了兩小時，Sean見青青未有回覆，又道：594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWROx73PLq
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKa1PSI8eS
「不如我哋聽日出嚟食餐飯？」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9enyDOiMQM
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUybq3moxc
阿樂看完後，說：「佢都幾積極吖，去吓囉。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY8MxFr5P0
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sRjuwHEDn
他完全沒有吃醋、難過。他認清，情感一時的高温驅使他對青青有意，但短短十幾天的時間已足以冷卻。反而，如今她聽他講心事，他也想做一樣的事。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNYBx93Yj8
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQskRbhf39
「唔知啊……好突然啊好似。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vq8n22ff7
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNflwmKQcl
除了通識分組同一班、初中曾經同過班，青青和Sean根本沒有太多接觸，她都不知道他喜歡她什麼。不，應該說，她都不太認識Sean，她只知他成績不錯、朋友不少；長相若不是查看了Instagram，可能也陌生得記不起來。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0feUT0rz5
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i23m2uvGV
「想試咪去囉。」阿樂鼓勵。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKnLB0g4I1
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTEibigHF6
「想試啊，但係，又唔敢。」青青停頓數秒，又講：「都係算啦，唔會得㗎啦。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eR9aSh9Og
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnpqP7u276
她突然直覺和Sean不會後續了，她突然覺得毫無心思，在這寧靜的空間裏，分辨自己的念頭。她回覆Sean：594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU95IvKIsrl
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy5By0Dk71
「Sorry，我唔想。多謝你。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsQdOlS5sE
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWvYXUvesx
阿樂邊看青青看電話，邊調侃她：594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uJJn5lYuH
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fhG6YWphi
「咁我咪好好彩，話哂你都肯試。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbfjYx5SrV
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7dA4UQ841
「係呀係呀。」她也笑。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2PGGcUT2S
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtVY0Cd9TH
阿樂質疑：594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4QhbHXT0B
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBh5TPLFGE
「點解唔敢呀？唔係叫我狗衝㗎咩，要勇敢㗎嘛？」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t0B55gGSG
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IwKbSUGPu
青青思考，然後緩緩地道：594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdCXwsDJJa
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspPF3fFB7d
「我好驚啊因為。我太垃圾啦。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDEd3h1wSi
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wk0SV58BZ
啫係，我成日都覺得，無論幾鍾意都好，最後都係會走咁。我頂唔順呀，我份人好撚老土㗎！拍拖要拍到八十歲，一生一世㗎嘛。但可能，真係太天真，宜家又仲咁後生。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02Lp4yG4sr
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf58Ah0rpRf
我好唔鍾意呢一個過程——好唔容易先至全心全意認定一個人，由冷漠去到開始熱情、開始信任對方，然後佢就走咗去。其實係咪我問題？係唔係好易接受㗎？594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWIoLu0WM4
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZVZ0I3OjG
因為佢，好似一啲都冇唔捨得我啊。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUrTzrknC0
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyxYkdqdsz
青青緊盯前方的電視，阿樂見狀，突然醒起什麼似的，開啟電視，又放了一隻DVD進去。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31ITwYXTxs
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTgGlj7wZV
畫面出現一個火爐，火在熊熊燃燒。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQQ17jMiL9
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnN9t0Yb1Xp
「搞咩啊？」青青不解。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xii7Sf5uS
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv6QAENzJh
「之前買咗呢隻碟，播住睇，感覺個人會温暖啲。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40nzv9vkAo
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyXkBoeFn9
「宜家夏天喎Ching！」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqZlwN78zG
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJSVNSgPTd
「你個心咁凍，啱㗎啦。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcro5iKIm9q
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwX3nhb5Se5
阿樂微笑，青青覺得很奇異。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQRfDf7a7W
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUniUt3FHP
電視上的火光在搖動，映在了他們的眼裏，也透着橙紅色的活潑。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijaKTIIcxU
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT2qc2PoFX
「OK啦。」她的心沒有變暖，但確實覺得很有趣，竟有人花錢買這種碟看。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GjHS1ZewA
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Efll87i9M
「因為咁，所以唔信人？」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcC2lzQUAu
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpBWJfpeUa
阿樂回到剛才的話題，青青正色：594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTCOV5HmJt
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIB66LDqBjF
「係啊，好似覺得，無論對方幾愛，到最後都係會走。佢夠話愛我一生一世啦，夠話以後淨係愛我一個啦……起初唔信㗎我，後來我信，之後佢就飛咗我啦。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QHd2aaJ9w
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1mInPoYs8
頂……我成個怨婦咁。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuh8BFvh8xc
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW08jFvwO1
青青自嘲。乾癟癟地「哈」了一下。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvV3RirY6Z
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTHqPxfAjP
她發現自己有些恐懼。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBUyFf6SU2
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qfX0qgOWu
到底，曾經甜蜜如Matt的愛意，最後也化煙。明明是Matt追求青青、首先表達愛意，亦在戀愛中對她極好，令信心不足的她從懷疑到沉淪。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwhZm4RjMh
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrognChVhXw
明明是他先到來入侵她的生活。仿佛，二人為新居添置不同的傢俬和私人物品一樣，眼見室內環境已經非常完善；但他宣佈要走，隨即撤離其私人物品，卻留下共同購買的傢俬，供她睹物思人、念記舊時歡喜；她卻因這居室過分和暖而心無怨懟，無法盡興地發洩情緒，獨得傷心在無眠夜裏壓着她。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ5r03n40h
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuJW2r22TX
最後，Matt離開。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw3LXrWuL9
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSDNdWEp10
她可笑地見證了這一段關係的興落，從築起到繁華，最終傾頹。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDt2Tk9193
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZVo3vhnGg
她始知，原來，愛情是這樣的一回事。愛，兩個人，開心，然後不開心。某些Happy ending，唯有期望將來會有。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOacT5wfl0u
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KpfXL4GVJ
阿樂破了她的處，沒有令她長大，那不過是幾個姿勢、幾番高潮、幾潭愛液，處女膜破裂，只是暫時的生理性疼痛。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCYu8RBYt8
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzEdLAp6A1
但是，Matt的光臨與離任，真令她成為大人——不是好人、不是壞人，僅僅是一個「大人」，她開始明白許多道理，那些她有過的天真的熱愛，都冷硬起來，被摔到地上粉碎得無法拼湊，像攤開手就忘情飛揚的骨灰。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtAfW4Ju0g
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YENwt9Enx
是Matt教青青：愛情世界是殘酷的。曾經她想像過的一生一世，其實只是童話般的幻想……594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvMivtOas2
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oz5O9IBgh
而他們，已過了讀童話的心境了，因只想窺探幸福快樂之後的日子。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbXEjJd635
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecTNNuKDUt
阿樂只好拍拍青青的肩。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBVOrKIRtM
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg63dvloS1m
此時，阿樂又冷不防地說了一句：594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGUtVvl8iD
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRWk2OJDgI
「佢嗰句『Love you forever』，可能係Made in China。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuX5f1jpbVM
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnyJzQYQ6R
青青被此話篤中笑點，覺得很抵死。
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