「我都係咁話。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOrx5zxuk3
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDgvLA3U9t
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阿樂點頭：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosRxDb9k1L
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「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AEOnCCSQt
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「係呀。算啦。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF3jh0EyYf
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他們各自回房。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyzUqwFvuM
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XoVIw87R7
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuU16N9quA
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縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2e0kTEEv7
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1Wk2iEKp2
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCG1RfkHHT
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinnD3E8vhH
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54W14GYfyH
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iKCKgod89
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpOBQJ2f6X
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V3ijLSJRB
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvOBuEvpvq
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjRAW8ldiL
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7CO5jMw55
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0h1p96xUE
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBoeEdkxoc
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlS9h8UEI5h
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbbQnKGsXG
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcJGFSSp6T
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyF4oDfUf3d
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaZE7HftXg
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Zk6xYHMj2
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjvfqA8Egv
她有什麼問題嗎？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7r8YnfYuiy
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她是不是很不堪？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl52IyBBbET
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為什麼？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOd9ndNjDM
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYlfTLYvN3
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3xXNl8IhP
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9Hjy9Uj6J
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbByoLr6bX
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuPQL0ogS9
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHjHBxrbwE
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpa9X2JgU8y
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3g4SlXULu
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGu76tAXehH
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMfiTNV6cF
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWWRbHmc16
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GiNKukhWj
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2iviAWihz
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUOWayj1LV
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVVnZe4Q00
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0nxbvyXfc
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她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5Du7yH5si
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1iEE2r9bY
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVnAxtKvDd
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFI8OQ0Fja
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rFod6bcmU
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVweA1F3VLU
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSt97FvjSP
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4mCm3hsOR
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf84TrZTet5
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsg8FzqZxu
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kypAUpidu
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7a4CGmjyCy
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUKNjp2Oas
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrCdpWcsJR
「靚仔，考成點啊？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDGsbAdhze
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但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM8ZYzQ0DK
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgdO257Cya
「點解你喺度？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIYKv13RoV
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1aF7lPzRB
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDNFh7Op5i
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaVL5BlvjC
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4h2VzbLKJ
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOOieLjZcs
他皺眉，有些兇地講：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaiFdB0dIr
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmxUNwt2BR
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXy2yLe6Xe
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OWfW3wWul
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5oxU3PxHJ
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7T50acdhro
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU3m1HHTym
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhFcKODv7J
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlDvosEunp
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BE2HFyn27
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTwmbQ21sO
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT07q2HMVgr
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXkG69mFES
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPzNuhPNE4
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2UpMgapbd
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「以後唔好啦。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3Qz28uDtD
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她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVB9VxH8z8w
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokt9aog1SI
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbIGHBW4Tc
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKCmNTPq6s
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡea9ddc6Cq6
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTvJC4GjYg
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZXQCcqaho
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAdKTkjCDA
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbLmxegWFq
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCIJRgzpT6
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWj08MGKPI
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdcjs3O4c0
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWa8cUPeYL
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SwUTDgE2R
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI44QN12bdZ
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很明顯了吧。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8azbwDWiC
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoV299TLp5P
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqvXitJnVv
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxR0xMXGcX
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Dzm6AlPKB
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所以，她恐懼。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL2qPReUSk
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7INVKk3eTe
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRMHPFBzQT
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNBwqwJma4
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbc7sPU907
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDp3RCPxvML
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR3d0cDQAk
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnodQODH5Uf
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRT1SZ6Fj2
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創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZn18Rie95
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