「我都係咁話。」616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bZxnslMHr
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRuAL3MJ79
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阿樂點頭：616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtxlyAzFQv
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「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgwd9rCKCB
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「係呀。算啦。」616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISPhVmfDjG
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他們各自回房。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsRhPBvLEK
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi27rAq8dUe
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ534006PRY
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縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyd70Hjdbk3
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Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIulvZ9mRO
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還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMM57xWeOV5
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興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShzR5DE6OB
616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHYdEzLFYw
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFKPpnDOaV
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曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqOTZCpbbo
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對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObM1Q7F5yj
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正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4mKqwU6fF
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她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAl5Hcowcmz
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那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XjpUOg7HT
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她有什麼問題嗎？616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1X5EW4w8Q
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她是不是很不堪？616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHrbfq0suj
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為什麼？616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySRYxnHOun
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青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWFk1iChsu
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於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xc4sCtPHV
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Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3cczrg8r5
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Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrGhsQxPFN
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Matt也會秒回她的Direct。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYl9PhEPGOh
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青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARsb72Nnp7
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「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CVAZN4I1q
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Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1JNpj3hkC
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她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGTZq4oXzs
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慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32oteacXDW
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慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeO7OdtRhV
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慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx86j285uF
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然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnf5w9BNjP
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青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYD0h77f8ZR
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青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44RE9ZGFqo
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「靚仔，考成點啊？」616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3BVYL5EwS
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但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1TXd6vtbX
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「點解你喺度？」616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVanwt26kY
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語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaxfze7AQx
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「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuRerGkIhy
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他皺眉，有些兇地講：616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCna7Ra6pM
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「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ch1jAkwSD
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「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoBkKzd7vs
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傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXXgx71CZf
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然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6lIUMe02c
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「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q7BRcX0Pu
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她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPpmEAaEuI
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他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVtVWnYQUv
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「以後唔好啦。」616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCm70qtVGcx
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她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpsRFKnn1A
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直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMKtrb9Qiq
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他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQWTPPt0xa
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青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXT4LdpNpQ8
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愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWU7CBA4oyw
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那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs80Q8XNNjV
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不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFsJ9RiuUw
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其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5y0ImatmPF
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很明顯了吧。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNrEkxvNPZ
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何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxtB9Ub9sv
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叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaP06ina4x
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所以，她恐懼。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDdGLZCxVI
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青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6mnD536bf
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但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHWIKKZiLe
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她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyzq6ez0gj
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如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8rR9kOQ6Q
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創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FZCRGAHaT
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