The last days with Yazhini
For a few days, I could not accept it. I was like a prisoner who is able to get released on bail but after some days of pure freedom has to go back to jail. I was getting close to Yazhini but suddenly my whole happiness was going to disappear because of her decision. I spent hours sobbing. Indeed, it was as if my heart was bleeding from inside and the blood was getting out of my eyes in the form of tears. It may seem to be too much feelings just for a separation. However, I am a kind of person who has a lot of difficulties to deal with these types of situations.
I tried to spend the last days with her in Edinburgh as happily as possible. We would go out almost every day with the other workers or just both of us. We went to a lot of places to which I would rarely or never go such as the filmhouse, the beach, fancy restaurants and so on. I was slowly changing. As an ant which would gather resources for the winter, I was enjoying my last moments of pleasure with Yazhini before our separation. Days went really quickly. We finally reached the day before her departure. She wanted to be alone as she needed to prepare her luggage for the travel. I asked her if she wanted me to drive her to the airport. She replied that it was not necessary and that she was not going alone. Indeed, her sister was also coming along with her. Even though she told me not to come, I decided that I would still go and see her flight taking off. The previous days, I believed that my mind had accepted her departure. In fact, that night, the thought of loosing her was wrenching my heart.
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