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A little crazy but I believe
- I Knew I Loved You, JJ Lin
Translated by Tianlu @ chinesepandamusic.wordpress.com.
He had fallen asleep, this time with both of them sharing a pillow. Back in the olden days, it was said that a married couple would share a pillow.
They had kissed a few times that night, before submitting to the call of slumber. He had proven what he had to prove to her. Even when she had been at the point of almost not having anything on her when her bathrobe had come undone, he had kept himself under control. He knew she was simply trying to lose herself to him in the heat of the moment, and she had also been confused about what was happening as everything had happened in the span of a week. But this was not what he wanted with her. He desired an everlasting love with her.
He wanted to be her man, and her to be his woman. This would be the face he would be looking at every morning when he woke up from his sleep. In his 26 years of life, it had been the first time he had developed feelings for someone, and it had left a deep impression in his heart. He believed it was fate that had brought them together, and they had to be fated since their past lifetimes. Perhaps it was why he had been drawn to her in such a manner.
If she didn't love him, why did she keep kissing him? Why had she been so desirous of him? These were the questions that lingered in Zhi Xun's mind, just before she lay down to sleep. She had never felt desire like that before. Though a girl her age would be bound to sexual desires of her own, Zhi Xun's body had ached for him to touch her. And even while she was lying almost bare under the blanket, he had not touched her. Such a man was priceless. On the other hand, it was her who had wished that he would touch her. Unfortunately, he had to be such a gentleman.
Plan Z, zzz, Sleep. That was what she would be getting, unless anything changed between them. There had to be a way she could get him in her bed, she had thought.
They were awakened by the birds chirping outside the window. It was time for them to go, back to their respective lives.
"Xiao Xun, I hope you can consider what I've told you last night," Tian Yu said. He just wanted her to give him a chance.
Zhi Xun nodded. "I will. I just need time."
"Is it alright if I could ask you something?" he asked as she got into the car, and he closed the door after her.
She nodded.
"Can you let me heal your pain and your tears until you are able to forget what he did to you?"
She smiled weakly. "There's no pain from someone who I didn't love. I was just lying to myself when I was with him. Perhaps, I didn't want to submit to my fate of having to marry into a rich family for my own family."
He stroked her soft, long hair. "You don't have to."
"I've already lost my dad. I can't lose my mum," she said, looking melancholic.
"Then let me have the honour of taking you out on a date," he said. He handed her a cotton jacket for her to pull over the bathrobe she was wearing. "But first, you have to go somewhere with me."
"So after our date, if we're unsuitable, you'll give up?" she asked.
"I'll not be unsuitable for you. I will meet your wants and needs," he said confidently. "In fact, you will be happy with me."
"Let's hope for the best," she said. She had no idea what he was capable of doing, especially when it came to making money out of business.
She had enjoyed every kiss and every bout of passion between them. But she knew that every single time she had been in close proximity with him, she had almost succumbed to desire. If not for him telling her that it wasn't time yet, she would probably had her first time with him.
The more she got to know him, she would develop more feelings for him, and by then her desire for him would just get more uncontrollable. What would she do then?
He stopped his car at the security gate of a condominium, and flashed a blank card of some sort. Zhi Xun had been bedazzled by the expensive look of the high-rise building. It had been a gift that Tian Yu and Tian Yin had accepted from their parents, as part of their inheritance. Tian Yu had wanted to go independent, but his parents had wanted him to take care of Tian Yin until she was old and mature enough and hence, this was the reason he had been staying with her in the condo.
"Where are we?" Zhi Xun asked.
"I need to pick something up from my sister," he said. "Can you come with me?"
Zhi Xun gave him a strange look, but agreed anyway.
"That's because we need to change out of this," he said. Zhi Xun said nothing more.
He took her hand in his as they entered the elevator. Zhi Xun couldn't help but envy the tenants of the condo. "It's beautiful," she muttered.
"My sister is lucky," he smirked.
"Does she live here?"
"Yes."
"Oh."
They entered his place. Zhi Xun continued to admire the rooms. "Do you want to come in the bedroom?" he asked.
"Will it be inappropriate?"
"My sister won't mind. Take off the jacket first, it's a bit warm in this place."
She obeyed, removing the jacket and placing it on a chair, before following him into his bedroom curiously. In a flash, he had her pinned against one of the walls in his bedroom as he met her gaze with his.
"Xiao Xun, you're definitely very alluring," he said with a smile.
Her heart beat harder. He held her hands over her head as he rammed his body against her petite body, his skin rubbing against hers, only separated by the thin material of the bathrobes they were wearing. She was slightly aroused by his skin on hers.
"How does it feel to be the one teased?" he asked. She remained speechless. She had felt so defenseless while he had her pinned to the wall, but at the same time, it had felt so thrilling to her, that it was sparking desire in her for something more than that.
He was getting revenge for how she had teased him in the log cabin. He pressed himself closer to her and crashed his lips against hers. She felt her face burning, as she returned his kisses with hungrier, more furious kisses. He stopped, and released his grip on her.
"There's a change of clothes on the bed. I'll get changed outside," he said.
She felt hopeless as she took off the bathrobe and put on the clothes he had prepared for her. Why had it always felt that way when she was with him? How she wanted to eat him up alive.
They went to the cinema, caught a movie and ate popcorn like a real couple. She had never had the opportunity to go to the cinema like she did today, and being dressed in designer clothing, she hadn't looked a bit like her old self. She ran into her classmates, and they failed to recognise her, so she didn't greet them.
Then he took her to the arcade, and spent hours trying to teach her how to play virtual reality shooting games. If this was what having a relationship with him was like, why couldn't she accept him? Why couldn't she brave up and try and see if a relationship would work between them? Maybe she wasn't doomed to marrying some old dude after all. Or perhaps her mom might recover suddenly..after all, miracles do happen.
"Could you accompany me to dinner?" he asked suddenly, after they finally completed their mission together on Easy mode. Only after three hours, she was able to pick up VR shooting.
"Sure, perhaps we could go to the food court? Let me see if I have some change."
"Don't be silly," he said. "How can I make you pay for anything on our dates?"
He took her hand, and began leading her to the elevator.
"Sharkfin?" she gulped, reading the menu at the restaurant he had taken her to. "Bird's nest? Can we afford to pay for these?"
"Er, I just got my pay," he lied. "I've been working very hard, so let's spend on our tummies."
She looked at him strangely, but as she had agreed to accompany him to dinner, she said nothing more. But she was a big eater, and very soon wiped out the ten dishes he had ordered. She must have been starving herself for years, he noted.
The lights suddenly went out, followed by waitresses entering holding flash cards. "Will you be my girlfriend?" the cards read out.
"I will make you happy for the time we are together. I will share your burdens and happiness. Love. For Ever."
The thought came back to her. Why couldn't she at least try to be with him, and let fate take its course? After all, she would just come back with nothing in the next lifetime.
"Okay," she finally said. "Let's try that for a month."
"Are you giving me a probation period or a trial period?" he asked.
"Shut up and kiss me," she said. Music played in the background as they shared a passionate kiss. She hoped, that her choice was the right mistake. She would take a gamble and be his for a month.
He had wanted it to be more than a month, but he was glad she was making the right mistake.
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