Growing up into an almost adult in a couple years makes me realize that I’m not a good person and that I’m just a stupid girl with an annoying personality who will never be loved by anyone in her life. It’s so hard to do everything, my mental state. It all just keeps piling up, like an endless amount of cards that never ends. I’m burnt out all the time, I pretended that I’m in a good mood when I’m actually feeling tired, angry, and annoyed 24/7. But I can’t vent because I have to keep my image as the “funny person who never cries.” Everyone will think less of me if I say anything, these days nobody has an opinion. What has this generation become? I don’t know, I wanna off myself. But why don’t I have the guts to do it?! AGH IM SO FUCKING DONE WITH EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING, WHY IS IT THAT EVERYDAY I GET FUCKING JUDGED FOR EVERYTHING!? I DIDNT FUCKING CARE BACK THEN, NOW THEY”RE TAKING IT TOO FAR. IT’S NOT FUCKING FUNNY TO PICK ON SOMEONE, YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH!!!
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