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I feel like im just annoying everyone. Maybe that's why people ignore me most of the time. Sometimes I wish I could vanish or just NOT be myself. But, I dont really know what "being yourself" means if I dont know who that is. I dont wanna be who I am, I dont even know who I am. But I at least would like to mean something to someone. They always said they never thought of me as useless, but those were just empty words. I've learned better, if you do anything to make them annoyed, they start viewing you differently. They turn your back on you and leave, Im too gullible. I shouldnt even be alive right now, I shouldnt have even been born. Sometimes, I wish I ended dying instead of my brother...8964 copyright protection256ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nkoGEBSyp 維尼

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