I guess I'll just miss her. She's no longer my friend, this was my choice. So, why do I feel regretful? I loved her, she was my everything, she changed. She makes me feel like I'm not wanted. All the body shaming and name calling has gotten to my head, I didn't notice how toxic our friendship was until it was too late and the damage was done. Even then, I still care about her. I hate my personality, I'm so annoying. I KNOW I'm the problem, I KNOW that I'm just a embarassment and I'll never be loved by anyone. I just wanna kill myself, I don't deserve shit, I don't wanna be a burden to anybody else again. I can't lean on anyone because of my "cheerful" personality. Everyone will think I'm a weirdo, a pain, an attention seeker. Self-harm is my stress ball as some may say. I do it when I'm feeling any sort of emotion related to sadness, I don't know how to stop. I CAN'T stop, I don't know what to do. I'm dig too deep into the hole, now I don't know how to dig myself out of it. I'm stuck, I wanna be free from my pain, I wanna experience a happy life. Someone, anyone, please help me. I don't wanna live like this anymore, I don;t want to be this type of person.242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsIADkTnMx
Penana
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