Summary: Set in S5E15 "Gone Girl." Just a one shot on Kat's thoughts on Nadia's death.521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT243qX7KuJ
As I sit there with my hand in Nadia's, my whole world is once again shattered into a zillion pieces. Nadia and I just got in good standing. She shouldn't be the one to die. I've lost everything. Nadia was the only good thing in my life. I just got my daughter back, only to lose her again. This time for good. I'm shattered. This time around though, I don't know if I can pick up the pieces. I've been lost for a long time now, but this makes me even more lost. I can't believe this has to end this way. It can't be the end. I love her. She was my light and now she's gone.
I feel tears stream down my face, as I stay there, not wanting to leave her side. She will always be my world; More so than Elijah. I know I can't stay forever, though. She's gone from this world. She left me. I don't blame her, though. It's not her fault. Tyler's the one that bit her and I'm the one that felt like I couldn't ask Klaus for his blood. Once again, because of me, the closest person in my life has died. There's only so much pain I can handle.
"Good-bye, Nadia," I say with a barely steady voice, before slowly rising to my feet.
I want to break down and cry, but I can't right now. I will not cry in front of the Salvatores, Caroline, Tyler, Bonnie, Jeremy, and Matt. I'll cry later when I'm alone. I am still broken inside, though. I can barely hold it in much longer.
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