Six days had passed, the sickness that bubbled inside me making me bed ridden and pale had gotten worse, I could barely stand at this point, Mrs Martha stayed by me at almost all times, she was the packs mid wife and one of the doctors specialising in pregnancy, her greying brown hair tied up into a tight bun and dark brown eyes with specs of gold were very familiar to me now, she had a motherly feel to her, a calming presence.
Of course Joy was besides me at almost every moment too, she couldn't stand to be away from me which sometimes spiked jealousy within Kain's almost black eyes. My body had changed in more than one way, it reacted to every movement he made now, any energy I had left screamed to be used on him, I hated him but my body was dying to be touched, held, loved by him.
The Alpha strode into the room his eyes lighting up to see me awake and receptive. "My beautiful Queen, how are you feeling?" His lips grazed my cheek, he had been kind to me since I found out I was pregnant, maybe he was afraid I would die and didn't wish to leave any bad feelings between us. "I'm tired." I groaned moving my hand to sit against his arm, my skin tingled, wolf vibrating with excitement, was this pregnancy or was it the bond trying to work? Trying to force me into wanting him.
His almost black eyes turned pitch black, his wolf fronting. I hadn't moved but my wolf had practically bent over for him to take her, our wolves had become desperate for each other but I still hated him, no matter how my body felt I would not fall into the bonds lust trap. Kain began to pant, restraint paining him, he wouldn't try anything while I was pregnant, he had already made it very clear that he despised the pup within me.
"Stop it you two!" Martha barked, Kain respected her, always listening to her intently when she spoke. "Yes Mam." He groaned moving away from me. A whimper leaked out of my mouth as he stepped away causing him to turn to stare at me. "I'm sorry, it's not me you know that. I still hate you Kain. But Sapphire...She is making things really really hard for me. I didn't believe them when I was told that the mating bond could make your body react without your mind controlling it." He grabbed his black tie loosening it slightly, he was clearly as aroused as I was.. No matter..Nothing would change. I hated him! Right?
"I'm gonna go.. Joy, Martha please keep me updated, I'll visit when I can get control of my wolf." My skin felt like fire, I couldn't bare to be touched, If I was I feared I'd loose control. "It's ok Luna, this is normal after being marked. You will feel this way until you and the Alpha umm.. Copulate. The bond is put in place for a reason.. The werewolf population is diminishing, there are far less females than there used to be. Every she wolf must do her part to bring more pups into the world." The idea of it made me feel woozy.
"I don't wish to talk about it." I croaked, my burning desire diminishing, replaced with sickness. Joy sat up, she had been slouched in an arm chair next to my bed reading a book with a leather sleeve. "Is that any good?" I asked catching her attention. "No not really..It's a love story about a human and a Vampire, its not for me." A human and a vampire? That was strange seeing as humans were the prey of vampires, that's like a human falling in love with a cow.
"You feeling better?" Joy asked, her chocolate eyes taking my pale complexion in. "Not really, a bit hot and bothered actually." She smiled, an innocent look covering something dark within her stare. "Well, if you need.. I can help you with that." Ohh how I wanted that, how I desired to hold a woman again and not be the play thing of men but the bond refused it. "I want to but..Sapphire .. I fear she has fallen for Kain's wolf. She wouldn't let me."
Martha tried to seem nonchalant but her eyes were filled with embarrassment. "Sorry Martha, you mustn't like hearing this kind of talk. "Now now, what you kids get up to behind close doors in none of my business, I just hope you can keep that talk away from my old ears." I nodded, a laugh stuck in my chest. "Yes of course." A huff sounded from Joy's direction. "He has ruined everything! I still can't believe Kain would do this to you, to us. My mate is dead because of him and his stupid ego! I won't forgive him! I can't but I wont judge you if you do Reyna, it's not like you can help it. The bond brain washes us to love our mates no matter what, even if they aren't true mates. I'm sorry I have to go! I'm not feeling my best today, I'm still grieving, I fear I will never stop."
She quickly stormed out the door, her mind had been in several places recently, she was not herself. "That girl is going to get herself in trouble..I just feel it. Something is brewing." Martha mumbled, she liked to think she had a sixth sense. "She will be ok, I believe that. She is strong, she just needs some time." Deep down I felt it was all my fault. If it wasn't for me trying to run away from my arranged marriage to the Prince Tom wouldn't be dead, the pack would still be going strong, all this death could have been avoided. I would never forgive myself.. I was a curse it seemed."
"You alright Luna? You seem deep in thought." I shook myself out of it my heavy lashes blinking as light seeped in through the window. "I will be. I need rest, please leave me for a bit." She got up immediately, her trick knee creaking from the strenuous activity. "I will come check on you before bed time, be good miss." I raised a dark black eyebrow at her before turning onto my side. Sickness enveloped my body, I just wanted to feel better now, so tired of this, I know pregnancy isn't comfortable but this..This was something else.
My stomach clenched forcing me to reach for the sick bowl, I wasn't fast enough to get out of bed. Whatever was growing within me was not normal, yes werewolves were known for having bad pregnancy's but this..I felt like I was going to die. "Please.. Be kind to me pups." I begged, tears leaking out of the corner of my blue eyes as I once again chucked up anything I had managed to eat in the past 24 hours.
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