第九十三章：執著492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vPDe2oYAa
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7iMhqqzva
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAYjJaV5Pd
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她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlTICZurtq
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiSqkhtbIT
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIba7PEysEH
「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwBTdkRJSB
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IJKZWma06
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8dU8av9FO
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「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiawlZ5nRF
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「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVoYsfiIlb
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfVkJ9Ztx7
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNaEnFOToT
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmikcEo5mf
「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HvRGEmo3A
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3QVKkqnXF
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHar664xigE
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYBZokCThQ
「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbE08JhqW4c
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YZCXjGBK8
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMjMyEaqO1
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LwkCseg3x
「我……記得。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejS4ZvBjAj
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWxRJifSjY
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmxGoOASSk
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8NxWDvXex
「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbw1UIZoLB
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsca0s4UCa
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Mk70xwA9G
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwX81hCYpFw
「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAaFHGMRRy
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGkNC4BUg6
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCV7W5MF9W5
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接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTejL9nzNiB
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFSFHOABnA
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJao8CI2ce5
「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcWZ0oge8V
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RwhtzTtba
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTfzAjRPty
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3KO0aLpF2
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj77ai3ORGi
本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17cB0F1s3c
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohqEoWGn93
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrKyfynOc2
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4lueWwumG
「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrsnjMN77s
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1VzuNUqQ1
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEbQmtWKw2
接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzE5XCpfMWj
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgx39xWTlWE
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDWgEeYfFa
本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhrZc7Xxsw
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ040H0YcOxk
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvUc9MkyG4
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfil1bjK3F6
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvrWerR73x
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhScQxKV27q
接下來，來到了更衣室後。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ88WOTo2P
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdYxNZTWux
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymRFZ8PAtY
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡithxuI2shf
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VJfLjOrob
「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KYDWMYCfz
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0zoiX7Y6A
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiGHz8xdRj
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg36wgmdxP
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下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQyw2PdeaI
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1A6dIQ27S
在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUKrVCOGFp
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi7XeAlEuC
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFseqCgZACr
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtg8Yyf5LZ
「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQh0JyNrux
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tu56wQF1G
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2krKvQIz5N
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquHiaElROJ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk7nH8TqcV
Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuFX21h4TO
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0ZQ9NNQc4
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEu5ML0mGWc
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNW8xiC7ck
而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrdn6oX5Ec
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMGvpVoxjx
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrRfUPNr1V
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5cyTEusPI
最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2bOm6xrfa
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpqRbu6HST
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzA2ASqzYl
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50kvEvFqT0
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdk4K0Oy8a
看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeTnrO06cP
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67LQHSXlFO
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnUwGQ31VL
接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72sn02YbBj
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8SiXKefT8
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7JKxPmf8j
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC78NDeWw6W
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5c3VZX8Y9
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfrPuOUuRJ
依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKR89BWSqAj
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvq1bMD8XOq
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN13fBlxGbf
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ586DIswm1b
「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfd3Omdgdq
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9obCZ0pXpa
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL0p5FuxVJ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6EHY6kokc
因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3aOtuamPP
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2LVCLPdmI
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksYeq6vIjQ
「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7IezVru34
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByYchRv1pX
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作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR84I3bVXgR
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVMDYtJSca
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