第三十七章:問與答658Please respect copyright.PENANAb6QmqsSF9E
658Please respect copyright.PENANA4BHk0o2vfh
「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」658Please respect copyright.PENANA6lrGiPwx6u
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。658Please respect copyright.PENANAMfGRyQ5Ovv
658Please respect copyright.PENANA6dhB8ywctt
她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:658Please respect copyright.PENANAnZhfpwOr0O
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」658Please respect copyright.PENANAAkmRLlZT7A
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。658Please respect copyright.PENANAK7fr2qDPWa
658Please respect copyright.PENANAhbRiLNxupo
「做咩啦?心情差?」658Please respect copyright.PENANAXLDEzN2YN4
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。658Please respect copyright.PENANA9MZmYhvUIm
658Please respect copyright.PENANAiIjqE4gETs
「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。658Please respect copyright.PENANAKS1gbMMiy1
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。658Please respect copyright.PENANAI6UboZxVZM
避免令她感到更煩躁。658Please respect copyright.PENANAQhPlamiPqc
658Please respect copyright.PENANAACGGty16s1
然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。658Please respect copyright.PENANAGjYZxpZdVj
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。658Please respect copyright.PENANAdQBgY35YJC
658Please respect copyright.PENANAlv6sNTWLXl
然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……658Please respect copyright.PENANAHFtzzcC18U
658Please respect copyright.PENANAiVFFQVxuIo
直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。658Please respect copyright.PENANAWj0PmwfrTd
658Please respect copyright.PENANA8GYTeJxcUR
我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……658Please respect copyright.PENANAoiUvNBOmXU
658Please respect copyright.PENANAju7YNfpPaf
「喂!Alvin!」658Please respect copyright.PENANAgfuelPDjqk
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。658Please respect copyright.PENANAEF6VDFJ9gf
658Please respect copyright.PENANA13l3K9kfJU
「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。658Please respect copyright.PENANAuD75C5ijVN
658Please respect copyright.PENANAyFkf0jj4z4
我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。658Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9P3n7JgkB
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。658Please respect copyright.PENANAvqXCPYvXpn
658Please respect copyright.PENANAH671I71v5v
「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」658Please respect copyright.PENANARJCQ69vjVV
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。658Please respect copyright.PENANAlY3UPKlert
658Please respect copyright.PENANA4VAaHrrAnV
因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。658Please respect copyright.PENANAPgkt8rjAJG
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。658Please respect copyright.PENANAjOglTQPTZQ
658Please respect copyright.PENANAwKK4ei00LP
「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。658Please respect copyright.PENANAVU9ElLPpa5
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。658Please respect copyright.PENANA5DiIPdriKj
658Please respect copyright.PENANASsivQK9PRq
「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」658Please respect copyright.PENANAResDeBjPR5
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。658Please respect copyright.PENANA31DdDxC6e3
658Please respect copyright.PENANAqPw0Btz5Cv
「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。658Please respect copyright.PENANAqDTXdQ7Z8i
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……658Please respect copyright.PENANAqu3iNXLLG2
658Please respect copyright.PENANAxqaUnRzjJQ
「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。658Please respect copyright.PENANAGCFlFa81V7
658Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9MFpGabNN
「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。658Please respect copyright.PENANACTEZU14LIi
658Please respect copyright.PENANAKHzf0Foo24
「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」658Please respect copyright.PENANACnyiQN85rA
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。658Please respect copyright.PENANAwzLvDPRs7y
但我沒有回應她。658Please respect copyright.PENANAFSMJnc1fA5
658Please respect copyright.PENANAhVEZHt3bfD
「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」658Please respect copyright.PENANAM6DMPid08l
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。658Please respect copyright.PENANAzqrKUiNzew
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」658Please respect copyright.PENANAUlEQ14r6Ka
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。658Please respect copyright.PENANAO9AwLyjQif
658Please respect copyright.PENANAPa0LA1a51k
我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:658Please respect copyright.PENANAgR7bhNSDZr
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」658Please respect copyright.PENANAAtRX3Qjgth
658Please respect copyright.PENANA2JmuC1atcm
「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。658Please respect copyright.PENANAFdZsJH6NL6
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……658Please respect copyright.PENANANwkercE8bH
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。658Please respect copyright.PENANAunSULy7Mjt
658Please respect copyright.PENANAwSoZxaA9PQ
「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。658Please respect copyright.PENANA1k9aeL7y1w
658Please respect copyright.PENANAS8OF2LtKfR
「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」658Please respect copyright.PENANAV8npql9uqz
她思考了一會後再說。658Please respect copyright.PENANAvDA5dENSKK
658Please respect copyright.PENANAISkrcV0g0i
「如果啲咩先?」658Please respect copyright.PENANA8WLkwXBbWy
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。658Please respect copyright.PENANAS7y8Mz4C4w
658Please respect copyright.PENANAFLN4reTBxO
「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」658Please respect copyright.PENANAqMA1FsYDSB
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。658Please respect copyright.PENANAREA8xJ4Stw
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。658Please respect copyright.PENANASxkUmFSoH0
658Please respect copyright.PENANAHGWMNrTqYj
確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……658Please respect copyright.PENANArbS1eCfrZP
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」658Please respect copyright.PENANAIhQ3LNpYYF
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。658Please respect copyright.PENANAVkT465klZ5
658Please respect copyright.PENANA6a9oVjn8b1
始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。658Please respect copyright.PENANAXzGweXWF3K
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。658Please respect copyright.PENANA6iaXJNVy4z
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……658Please respect copyright.PENANA5wHl7ixDnb
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。658Please respect copyright.PENANAN9YVdHBUE3
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……658Please respect copyright.PENANAzmkZHhFQCK
所以我都不能確實回答。658Please respect copyright.PENANAQInLgG8Jpr
658Please respect copyright.PENANArg6Ehh1ng0
「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。658Please respect copyright.PENANAUpPkDMM6eb
658Please respect copyright.PENANA1ah9f2M8HS
「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」658Please respect copyright.PENANAFrpU91nDkg
我直接與她說。658Please respect copyright.PENANAikbYyNKsU7
658Please respect copyright.PENANAXVBGGkYAd2
始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。658Please respect copyright.PENANAlfg0x3CJ7J
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……658Please respect copyright.PENANA4LYGHFxwbn
658Please respect copyright.PENANAKaqsCn06P3
「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」658Please respect copyright.PENANADJTwRdBglR
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。658Please respect copyright.PENANA3jHfkUez1q
658Please respect copyright.PENANArVB2kKY3FQ
而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……658Please respect copyright.PENANAAjzKe04VAR
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------658Please respect copyright.PENANANTbIP6S3ov
658Please respect copyright.PENANA7aXlT6Ofpf
回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。658Please respect copyright.PENANAvw2GjFeRlw
658Please respect copyright.PENANAJwlrEOTyQT
「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」658Please respect copyright.PENANA0V6RVKkgsr
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。658Please respect copyright.PENANANWJi7lL5uL
658Please respect copyright.PENANA6UUTgs5R0V
而我正在換衣的時候……658Please respect copyright.PENANASU5ok9M9ar
「鈴—鈴—」658Please respect copyright.PENANAYJfr8tjTLg
突然手機鈴聲響起了。658Please respect copyright.PENANAKqUMj4FUYi
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。658Please respect copyright.PENANAldIWNWp1f1
658Please respect copyright.PENANAzlepcN0Mmg
當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。658Please respect copyright.PENANAA5ms1JgXjb
我二話不說就接聽了。658Please respect copyright.PENANAgFRAwAP5fr
「喂?依玲?」658Please respect copyright.PENANAXeKNIud49V
658Please respect copyright.PENANADkDnn3yhDj
「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。658Please respect copyright.PENANA0diYdTUZW8
658Please respect copyright.PENANATz5BUsYwpB
「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。658Please respect copyright.PENANAhdVfEbd6n3
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。658Please respect copyright.PENANAZeznJ9dp3Q
658Please respect copyright.PENANACHFjQ3SuhE
「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。658Please respect copyright.PENANAQojRCmmYxU
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」658Please respect copyright.PENANA08neQIWHgH
她向我道歉起來。658Please respect copyright.PENANAAveLxjMC26
658Please respect copyright.PENANAD8lFL2pwyu
「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」658Please respect copyright.PENANANhz12sjgzr
我希望她不要太過介意。658Please respect copyright.PENANAktFwEh49Wl
658Please respect copyright.PENANA9JKV1kddAo
但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……658Please respect copyright.PENANAr4zHibRfFl
658Please respect copyright.PENANAAczInuPwEZ
「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。658Please respect copyright.PENANAN8YoBDokJT
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……658Please respect copyright.PENANAftZ4YqkAfc
658Please respect copyright.PENANAPAN2ziuIor
「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。658Please respect copyright.PENANAwqh4E10oRj
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……658Please respect copyright.PENANADW8ROe9e4q
658Please respect copyright.PENANAvfaAo5H7fH
「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」658Please respect copyright.PENANAQlQGnuC6uP
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。658Please respect copyright.PENANASAFJbnEM0g
658Please respect copyright.PENANAmAZotoXZPg
「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」658Please respect copyright.PENANA3Lvkq2gqkV
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。658Please respect copyright.PENANATaYiSdfYLQ
658Please respect copyright.PENANAAItkMeXRg3
「原來喺咁……」她說。658Please respect copyright.PENANAmExT04f1O0
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。658Please respect copyright.PENANAVYFyULudj8
658Please respect copyright.PENANADh8ElPDUSA
「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」658Please respect copyright.PENANAoPepuUyRQY
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……658Please respect copyright.PENANAw074bG9riD
658Please respect copyright.PENANAiAtBRoNHcI
莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?658Please respect copyright.PENANAFygV9rNNHE
658Please respect copyright.PENANAN42oDLdesX
658Please respect copyright.PENANAwfqRM9UF4o
「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」658Please respect copyright.PENANAqI7Ulek64j