第三十七章：問與答691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO81XU1bBrX
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急，然後又要我打比你啊？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPsNbdiY6k
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoV60EcnMoh
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssMNCW9kbB
她剛回來並放下了自己的背句，然後就轉身向我說道：691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysCed8b3PF
「無啊，琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprYYzsSj3K
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TWHVkWC4W
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaW3GzWk3i
「做咩啦？心情差？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx0cMkFY8D
我察覺到她的不妥，於是再追問。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVd9tp6e9J
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVCFkaHw18
「無嘢就無嘢啦！」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxabsTtoT7
我看見她這樣，都沒有再追問下去。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqWgd7tf02
避免令她感到更煩躁。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EKavFNejD
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgeggNRmLG
然後依玲都很快就轉回身，開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課，並放到了桌上。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh89KdWsjZ
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差，只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsqgAhZA1D
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8iRSRBJ9B
然而接下來的一整天，我與她都很少有交談，今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvx71jXlUnf
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsAHmH99yi
直到放學時，我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣，比其他選修科更早下課。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHgKPChNTk
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGpuZhDZS1
我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYegDGViA0
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ2aAkLwKv
「喂！Alvin！」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQjyS3yzkW
我立即轉向後方，發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3p6uHXrK2
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6O5ykh2nMa
「等埋我一齊行啦！」Rita說道。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFOcvbFkRA
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xC1JehU5h
我站在了原地，等待著她走到與我同一級上。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HIZ0wgEol
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflnk2hUH9z
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeCjS0d0BG
「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後，我哋一齊行翻課室。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7M8fF9jVkX
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtGt8EJX18
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6eCkDqnrl
因為以往生物科下課後，我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtOTAkPRdT
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談，而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmaaamgam0
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0jsYmnn4d
「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架，今日做咩得自己一個？」我問道她。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI0VOiXIbL
而June是以前我與Rita初中時，同班的其中一個同學。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5im7gKDVYI
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk8Cp02Pr4
「June佢有嘢想問老師，所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRgQ4iKzIL
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯，然後抬頭看著我問道。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YR8uk1YSP
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACimD1i5Gh
「你又知我有心事？」我直接回答她。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGwQQyZrGM
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIM2szCCrqJ
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCv6uUdsYV
「咪傻啦你！我哋第四年同班架啦！一早睇穿哂你啦！」她笑著說。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyA8pYfPxj
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBqF9K4lEM
「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊？」我反問她。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NZ1G5Yb3g
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVSPBxCirZ
「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地，所以連帶到你都心情差啊？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFposfDDS05
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYikkRXbb5H
但我沒有回應她。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAGEbwBUbg
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74fg86XbUh
「唔講嘢！姐喺係啦！」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8823bAFii
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzOoZDCnyw
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNw1xNw4jD
她再繼續說道，並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtK9RFpOyD
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wZi8JKYGY
我看見她的語氣變了，於是便開口問道：691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcijdPmJ17P
「問咩啊？問到語氣都變哂嘅？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAbFH0a9sK
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Lrdp84IK9
「其實你放低咗Mandy未？」她看著我說。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXZpwZxzAH
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfzc643YiR
在這一剎那，如同空氣都靜止了一樣。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzJZB2DLer
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sz8XIVbVx
「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA9Yz73b7M
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0yU7nhGQy
「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊！」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVtLrserSM
她思考了一會後再說。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcIWdxg5qZ
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11VV6arT8j
「如果啲咩先？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8it9SGoED
我發現她沒有把話說下去，於是便問道。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXXanpxIJq
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIpBcJbBRH
「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQC8W8NPpm
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVbccupRXe
使得我嚇一嚇，並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzU6DGZklE
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISTkYQAWNN
確認沒有人後，我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmyOWO8NRd
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦！咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXDFAJQysW
我笑著說，但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4p7bPjgND
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5IpCXZ37C
始終在與Mandy分後，經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v5qbd3MYN
直到升上中四後，前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeucAmdnyO
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUT5Frjloem
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶，斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVlKEnfNDN
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlUZ50rUyN
所以我都不能確實回答。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhv215RUvP
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EESctXYl9
「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案，似乎有些保留。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEJjXnQO6D
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEFWGmvhce
「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛，就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架！」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAGnCWdC2y
我直接與她說。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡay14QeEhxr
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxMQlh9rlG
始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNPxNqESU1
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlz1gVvWdn
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ9wvCLFr9
「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvxm24HTwl
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上，於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoniKpfSQW
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakzHAl8af5
而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話，只是點一點頭後，就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIRSn7KpbI
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691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL4qYZU3Zo
回到家後，我立即躺在自己的床上。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWHC21BPqj
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeocXPCYZB
「未換衫就攤上床？！快啲換翻屋企衫先！」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtp0dlJHq8K
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後，就命令我立即去替換衣服。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnCyJyVIak
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSrCss9mgO
而我正在換衣的時候……691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3cDROQeCk
「鈴—鈴—」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORCmdNE2y5
突然手機鈴聲響起了。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgocOHPyO8
於我便快速地更換好衣服，並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcWACSqgj2
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSmHNqaR5D
當我一拿起手機，發現是依玲的來電。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6TBV090FX
我二話不說就接聽了。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPTsCpqmbg
「喂？依玲？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFDv0GsjR4
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8iuwO1WBH
「喂？阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊？」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOfkUzl6dF
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIgV5IaBKV
「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI2ab3u8Ge
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxRtrrsCPp
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8nr8231rM
「做咩突然打比我啊？」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQpo5bvT0c
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁，所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDZQoibIYy
她向我道歉起來。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOt0pHqpfu
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bYJ2RtfLo
「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling，同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事！放心！」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53q4CsEfep
我希望她不要太過介意。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJjcoKLFIG
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoSsqqGqf1
但當我說完後，她立即沒有回應我，反而是沉默了一會……691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bZhG8ASZZ
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91vB3XY7Lk
「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊？」她突然問道我。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMd89cZ6in
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJZPdW0tbT
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaiwtqNfUV
「唔喺啊，我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1MAYN813e
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1lonmuPrK
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbXs3cclWg
「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuCRhgzZ64
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWL5ppNTpm
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8fLHS7Il2
「哦！因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋，而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身，所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90OrS930KA
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2CpN6yac5
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CAP3VvcXd
「原來喺咁……」她說。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b2Z1pwAQp
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBMzjXeKRB
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1NJ0lho5t
「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋，覺得你兩個有啲夾……」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k8AWHU2wb
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5dqDu7d92
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwKBzvs4vU
莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事？691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcngREMsqRP
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGdrlqJ4Fc
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT2n4jaawe
「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的，但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTcGeJV27U
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