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我們分手的那一天……417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9EMrp9CeV
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ojyJuAGOQ
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg66W47ZtB
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqTSYnpiN8
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87q9pnv8F7
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o5r7k6NZr
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6qcqb4d7a
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oBVSAsKlw
顯示的卻是單剔號。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDsGqSQOC1
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdHyMZtjsO
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1OHC2wxLy
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EKs4gzvtw
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mViR5Hiik
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTK0AphiIP
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZliDVtYmv
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjzlPvm2FR
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFHzAxZToM
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53pWtFlp0U
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tCR8gTUMF
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvCluk6JDc
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9heIqZHug
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjM9aYIK3k
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvzCkMVOMm
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O7YDaeR6J
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU50bdDIFxZ
這是回憶嗎？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISsDSATISA
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUCKS2GjPH
又是回憶了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrFWEpFxeJ
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMaA9v0pxh
怎樣都是回憶。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL58XLM8YG5
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRoVOMK6mO
不要再是回憶了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMYr8Pmi8R
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eFxSHWA8l
不要、不要、不要！417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyyJzjvrzt
「我唔想離開你！」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMrB1k9twW
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「夠啦！」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZMZ8z80h0
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILJDpN1sCY
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SUh7YZwSJ
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9HcdagtYI
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHptCkk9kF
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JhuYLITP1
「咦？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh3gnMmYhz
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlGrAxsuSb
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3alCXIhb7H
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTSiVIUxWm
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrllJivW16G
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dDRxdpBPe
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFphCJ5A025
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqEK4BjKd4
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrZIu3kQNh
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIqepH2dnK
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuAZA2OHVC
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGzVRzpAB6
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrSK8MLHe1
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAXHtrco9E
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP4PMtVjAD
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCNXT3qoyh
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlRmgfFsFB
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3NDadYvM3
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqcgZMmVA7
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8cAtaS5HJ
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOouDHyD59v
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWXvvcnyPW
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7Ti6RgEp2
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyWEUupm1C
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlir1KYUswD
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL481L47aC
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SQjcqU51L
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BLKqnsoZj
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdS8JIOtzE5
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05qFqt9U7H
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqi9f9Heat
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkzNGhZVpY
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLP16aDFPJ
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNWy5UbyMB
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUFTGvJNgn
不過，當然是沒有了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeiJTerwcs
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkFiY79qcy
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpfrq3pre9
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupT2PRY46X
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMVLiP3hlz
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsky65vGz8
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnwpR7qWHb
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNjzrQ8TvU
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVBRiz1Gda
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahPNiPmxVW
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEy8rna2uv
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZYr1iQ9VP
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIEd2PFwmi
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAxabJuxRU
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPg1NNlXIjS
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8Bk1Xktel
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GzqcgzpsK
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3lPn9DgGj
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSYhHdshod
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v981qJV90
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokc1Yny1cM
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkePTtNZIku
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X9eVbhmP0
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxdpTMZdqJ
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