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我們分手的那一天……445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHQ1eEeqNE
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y58KoK6qi
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob9buvOPUT
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeS70uRG2t
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsoKrmgJoT
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJB1O7UROhz
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFk7m4VxrFS
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2u1nQrWiBI
顯示的卻是單剔號。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5is4v7O2Vi
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDm4CZty7z
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFrM6v2wa8
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGAQHVTAx9
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kIPuWDh7k
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvsXa2NeRy
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpH5ilJ5813
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWqv8vnIu7
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFXcjdBBI5
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWDP6PwHhS
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DXVnyRMGc
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Qnw2aQmKz
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLStW4dN4qf
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdon4PLmVm
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ICMyMo22f
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul29QBesnv
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdTCQLwvkD
這是回憶嗎？445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNs8ADEhFBc
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7IdA5rhd7
又是回憶了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6Uwh18FuJ
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESLNB9GwlQ
怎樣都是回憶。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpqEzT3B0U
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIk1VQI2RL
不要再是回憶了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC2GFZmWLf
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8SInyWrSL
不要、不要、不要！445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkdzwUnwuF
「我唔想離開你！」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTNwQUCPiA
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「夠啦！」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQUYFRGDg5
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfqDKOPjAC
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJucMQPUSQc
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmXWEw0y3Z
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1jyMCa8hR
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOVkfe0f9g
「咦？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFFYvlQeDF
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB4LggNkgU
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFExeoyMq2
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbaKVz1bCN
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5OnmvlVXE
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAg2Pq3fg6
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAbQcdUuEv
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5kVNtMfKc
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLsvxrUfvu
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvHJ65ppOd
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6IS0cFavR
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnoeS4YYWn
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajqRifPgfD
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUpFb0cktD
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLvt1WR2bs
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQ18FEeCVk
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhPKzbGcfu
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvTmjcISgG
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUXV4IjZuz
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q2K5APhQj
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQZQOCNXvt
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwjWKOln1L
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFiJ8uvN2P
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaM55vJXLjz
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXRON1hMxD
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwWrAsFhu9
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFzihZnn1v
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpovrZ0UesK
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxrmb0JzNH
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvgYmj8FFs
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw79kzjkd0
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdgILhahos
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKr7Xn5zCy
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO7J9YhPcZ
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGeGVYn1HZ
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB9aHRHKIu
不過，當然是沒有了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69nYAK9V0b
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS7G2tTDph
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqq3a55Oy7V
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRfIG7yhi8
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2rw6M6UIu
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN7vhDPxEf
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZxjBqlkQ5
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw7sPi7hNf
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uglrctboF
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjq6jR6MfM
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEXxPotJSo
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiYkIj907V
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPcrUHKQKL
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GQz079CpY
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZg6Vm4Fv6z
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvrpa4Bq3T
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BMu1KXfTV
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbxkssitKg
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡth5AzIcWeO
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CLJSARRXZ
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViAmFjZjz2
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1YXw87xmK
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tUUocFb4u
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7ugHLDQ8U
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZQOaYlEJs
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