暑假篇：復合？419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVvtoF8XTs
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「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpK6oU2s4h
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在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAVvBU3XXN
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Eop0y3sfr
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她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AJkeTeIXH
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQUH6zdFcv
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX4YNs9fly
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當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTfWupfAX5
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypVnqlrSlg
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe3HzTTiG8
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE23cvI0xBj
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Js9cVs72G
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此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFPNSIeEJ1
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKa6pTvTYsC
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkCXgivZUv
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQmAg3RDh4
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73aZqVXNOA
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8YFKBH23i
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPeOHuJn7b
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQGXfYIvgh
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcHRiTXJGM
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXf7GpMTlqA
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTF75EwNUTC
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXmuZeirfw
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而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgyPwxWbM8
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfMmgg83Su
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrL9TvCkygM
Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmrqGMTill
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxRBeq48uC
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3byy2u4X7
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQqZUOHDGv
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKcv0NKLwp
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAD9hbvxQUi
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7meYOwPJv
「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4myzdCBQI
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomD6l5zwr3
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE21jqmL410
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgljgFhhBtL
我必須想辦法……有了！419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGQY2unF9M
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「伏—」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fP0j3HLts
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4Iu0sw7rd
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0NO6mWW29
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9DnvMg5v0
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oY1G0sVm5
而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9HRtcee7C
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwfzdfQFr8
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryGhHxGH9R
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOob9o0oQO
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR51dJAJ3a0
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOUhR0MTKx
「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCbrMjseuh
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfUlAXoHef
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKu9FfApNB
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBvB1uXFtg
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0IQAefXKi
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn4xwkKecV
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEA6RUYowY
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1fEhfW9WE
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2peIAvyBVd
此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7CBlik2Ir
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MV83hnmjk
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDhXkvlVBU
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmXQKKDWhv
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGuQf10cuQ
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQCRTeAher
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「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0jqW3vE0p
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9va1XBTqnT
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJN1yrt0Gs
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGg3qhbpWO
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPrj9jGBXF
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvQAw79YjF
「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrrCU382Zs
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4SKZu0HMz
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHe57OWmOq
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdGFnXjaxX
但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX9eIwBtnh
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqpPzhrf4A
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPuCvEnyxs
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvXjXYxhgC
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftZcn6FojE
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「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5PAp5wUIR
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUziQhQ4rto
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rTFWUNb0m
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmI0lwuGEG
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「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3VfsRAl7X
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4rpJM2bQX
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpN79db9qj
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1nQGv0Gk8
「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyj51NK8dvp
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdpmtVMWD5
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcu9lRaepI
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz16xWWVQnq
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDxEz2yUtW
當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z2M15zGWs
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPki143wnb9
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCZhhM5ldW
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雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKjemq3KlD
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsR2vLk0U8x
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxQVURUoe8
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「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtBw0V4UnN
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小番外：419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ln1xbxkNl
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64brlDodBv
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoCSQpkz1A
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvc9FdmU5p
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42C5x1dTSW
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作者閒聊：419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHobMBxHGsd
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0N6dAH5SCd
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