第四十三章:解釋648Please respect copyright.PENANAq4eSLGN5Iy
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」648Please respect copyright.PENANAmLuhoG6Z4C
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。648Please respect copyright.PENANAhBC7eDmpZk
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。648Please respect copyright.PENANAuLV0t9ul9i
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……648Please respect copyright.PENANAouFC5v1tzR
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」648Please respect copyright.PENANAG2C0psRT50
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。648Please respect copyright.PENANAEgc22UlfzB
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。648Please respect copyright.PENANA2zFnE1eT3F
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAMOmrGi6yG1
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。648Please respect copyright.PENANAtwUUR4PPm8
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAGNOXpMYyZH
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。648Please respect copyright.PENANAu6llMPpNb4
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAV7fi3kKrO0
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。648Please respect copyright.PENANA2EieLgC7xP
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」648Please respect copyright.PENANAcbsM2tBAR1
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。648Please respect copyright.PENANAnzT8aEqblN
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……648Please respect copyright.PENANAks5yxrz9AQ
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」648Please respect copyright.PENANArFakI0F37S
她的眼淚開始流下來了。648Please respect copyright.PENANAeuTuADaEQ9
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。648Please respect copyright.PENANA5sBrnCnxvK
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」648Please respect copyright.PENANAUwLEYMi1jZ
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。648Please respect copyright.PENANAP83VrCfSz7
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「依玲!」648Please respect copyright.PENANAougwEu2Mc9
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……648Please respect copyright.PENANAM9tUabWzDx
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」648Please respect copyright.PENANAmEaZU2GwQU
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。648Please respect copyright.PENANAgDH301yvCo
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。648Please respect copyright.PENANAlcOOi0omXU
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。648Please respect copyright.PENANAhKSlVrpybz
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。648Please respect copyright.PENANAraUsNFZXBg
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。648Please respect copyright.PENANAKoU0iQY0yJ
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。648Please respect copyright.PENANAEmixGIYpST
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……648Please respect copyright.PENANAvetjVFotyY
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。648Please respect copyright.PENANAaHgzKHsqtA
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。648Please respect copyright.PENANAmhaEFu087D
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。648Please respect copyright.PENANAVPwjFSLcFx
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……648Please respect copyright.PENANAH6BgyTGwPN
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。648Please respect copyright.PENANAzqOKjDOZFv
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAhe4ICykJGj
我最終都是向她道歉了。648Please respect copyright.PENANAOEaVsBBLQP
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。648Please respect copyright.PENANAADYxLOk5GA
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。648Please respect copyright.PENANAiWS3M0bpyC
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。648Please respect copyright.PENANA8HmDaQ7jl3
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。648Please respect copyright.PENANAuT3cO73qgE
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。648Please respect copyright.PENANASuTXDnNr1N
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」648Please respect copyright.PENANAPyHgeVbMWQ
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。648Please respect copyright.PENANAaFUxngGoNn
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。648Please respect copyright.PENANAMnB053WvCp
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。648Please respect copyright.PENANAzL63FwF2RP
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。648Please respect copyright.PENANAIvkBDwiBwj
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?648Please respect copyright.PENANAGqygamBa0N
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。648Please respect copyright.PENANAqLpPDfRZqL
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。648Please respect copyright.PENANAYufYW3MVqr
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」648Please respect copyright.PENANAqUllFzHZq5
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。648Please respect copyright.PENANAC912iboZ4z
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但我仍然沒有回應她……648Please respect copyright.PENANABI9wDr8jYs
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。648Please respect copyright.PENANAyJGVHqHf7Z
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。648Please respect copyright.PENANA6HzddnpXNr
令她失望的也是我。648Please respect copyright.PENANABzN4eswGlc
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。648Please respect copyright.PENANA32cgseUfrm
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。648Please respect copyright.PENANAfGHj04hYZl
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。648Please respect copyright.PENANAjGHEvCV6o8
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我沒有說話。648Please respect copyright.PENANAIqPsbfIJ2N
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。648Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6rXsUMXcS
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。648Please respect copyright.PENANAV0Ajl0bvPi
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。648Please respect copyright.PENANAPM0xGJKx1x
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。648Please respect copyright.PENANA49ubxnh1z5
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。648Please respect copyright.PENANAMpzj1BLcsj
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。648Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ds1CR3xjC
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。648Please respect copyright.PENANAdWjuNFQeFJ
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」648Please respect copyright.PENANA9sQNZ9f34A
我仍然被她緊摟著。648Please respect copyright.PENANAjj1OgRh8uV
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。648Please respect copyright.PENANAAvQI4zhTpW
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。648Please respect copyright.PENANAQ56f2Sufof
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。648Please respect copyright.PENANAhYrgMXzZQz
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。648Please respect copyright.PENANABXPvnGcgLv
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。648Please respect copyright.PENANAAuGw4eZFSg
我不是故意的這樣問的……648Please respect copyright.PENANAQRfmB0oYXC
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」648Please respect copyright.PENANARrYpAUcOSI
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。648Please respect copyright.PENANAgGZvb78fTj
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「哦……聽到啦……」648Please respect copyright.PENANADULcfj43zk
我又被她罵了多一次。648Please respect copyright.PENANAcY8MImJ1Dl
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。648Please respect copyright.PENANAltfzIaebll
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」648Please respect copyright.PENANA5URuut5XRJ
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。648Please respect copyright.PENANAITphZDihjl
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。648Please respect copyright.PENANAzX7D6PTRic
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……648Please respect copyright.PENANA7GH4AQjzZg
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。648Please respect copyright.PENANAccuvNb61bv
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」648Please respect copyright.PENANATGF94ZeDVy
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。648Please respect copyright.PENANA4bl2s2RqV5
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。648Please respect copyright.PENANAxUNRMMQWk1
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」648Please respect copyright.PENANASAHAaR8TrJ
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。648Please respect copyright.PENANA0zuMfZHi01
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……648Please respect copyright.PENANAIFvKBZS7Tr
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」648Please respect copyright.PENANAjbal0rrh2z
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。648Please respect copyright.PENANAf2cTlQdbkq
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。648Please respect copyright.PENANAFgJfM6XCwX
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAhob3WySDZv
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。648Please respect copyright.PENANAWlpjnVRt2I
然後就拉著我一同走回去。648Please respect copyright.PENANAzLfEUB6bAT
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。648Please respect copyright.PENANAwVIHrh5PtU
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……648Please respect copyright.PENANAI7vqSndXzE
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。648Please respect copyright.PENANA5LEeMKtWkp
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAQmH0vFbatL
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。648Please respect copyright.PENANATvYOBTC90v
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。648Please respect copyright.PENANA7y6XqhlXmS
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAKZ6XprKAQ8
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。648Please respect copyright.PENANAsnelqqsVNd
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……648Please respect copyright.PENANAHAMkPICy0u
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」648Please respect copyright.PENANASCyIkZVju6
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」648Please respect copyright.PENANAXAQfEE95JM
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」648Please respect copyright.PENANAwIytXK7uq0
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。648Please respect copyright.PENANAA5AAl7CdRP
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。648Please respect copyright.PENANAB05Rq34t4X
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……648Please respect copyright.PENANAOUE3u1gExV
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。648Please respect copyright.PENANAnmflMICFqg
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。648Please respect copyright.PENANApKryeTj0Nm
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……648Please respect copyright.PENANAl2Tw5riKyp
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」648Please respect copyright.PENANAV30xBCBy7a
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。648Please respect copyright.PENANAvfWoyd5tis
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAqVbSU2Ss5G
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。648Please respect copyright.PENANA1Gm4gg1Zvs
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAVU624xnZkQ
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。648Please respect copyright.PENANAB2fIbu3iOH
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」648Please respect copyright.PENANAkMBOxLwFqx
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。648Please respect copyright.PENANAakig7Lrdj1
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。648Please respect copyright.PENANAbJ4scB7v61
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。648Please respect copyright.PENANAVL1wVMGaXO
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。648Please respect copyright.PENANANBVnVQ3QWl
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。648Please respect copyright.PENANAi2V2vDnCfn
然後就一直掃著我的手機。648Please respect copyright.PENANAr9S15mRO6q
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。648Please respect copyright.PENANAw8QsVxVxFc
我八卦地看了一下四周。648Please respect copyright.PENANAud02HsHzy8
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……648Please respect copyright.PENANAs6a6EyJa0p
我看見了Mandy。648Please respect copyright.PENANAQ54MvgX14b
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。648Please respect copyright.PENANASCRel9BXGa
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。648Please respect copyright.PENANAYl7KlsuKqg
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。648Please respect copyright.PENANA8oYrJhdLOs
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。648Please respect copyright.PENANAaIa5awkGDM
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……648Please respect copyright.PENANA1WkF2lGdZS
我並沒有再看到她。648Please respect copyright.PENANALsZGgICRb6
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直至列車駕離,人群散去。648Please respect copyright.PENANARiWIl5DEWI
就只餘下我一個人站在車站的月台上。648Please respect copyright.PENANATgZLqcM1Cp
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到底是我眼花認錯人了,還是太過掛念她所以出現幻覺了……648Please respect copyright.PENANAeBu29QcUNn
我都不知道。648Please respect copyright.PENANAc0NbUe6Cjn
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「當我離開時,我希望你能夠再次捉緊我」648Please respect copyright.PENANAL5YNwQMnvn