第五十九章：重新開始619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd8NVEkph7
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在回憶中，中三那年的五月。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MJO4k5gAR
我與Mandy在晚上剛看完一套電影後，便在前往車站的道路上走著。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡun1nekLSoF
還記得當時我手上還拿著看電影時吃不完的爆米花桶。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ablItOuS4
而Mandy則在我身邊與我討論著剛剛電影的劇情。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciLeFCBYfO
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ej3KSrORG
「Alvin啊，如果有一日我哋真喺咁唔彩分咗手……你估我哋會唔會好似套戲嘅男女主角咁，十年後先再相遇翻？」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1ySeB2nFf
她突然在我身旁問道。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM6PbHMChl
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nyHbOx3Nw
但當時的我，並沒有想太多。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFMzS6oBqG
只是從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花並放到嘴裡邊吃邊說：619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPYevokk87
「我哋又點會無啦啦分手啊。」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf0higglXc
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uqgxCTvis
當時的我，這樣想著是正確的。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qe8jEjCHQ
那會有情侶在交往著的時候，就已經會在想著分手之後的事情。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvFFQ3kKkm
中學生談戀愛，雖然不會把這段關係想得太過遙遠，不會過份考慮到將來的事。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOkVtEaFBq
但起碼此刻都會想與對方在每一分每一秒都留下最珍貴的回憶。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjq2dgwB8v
對方或許不是自己將來的另一半，但總會是自己人生甜蜜回憶的一部份。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QH8B13olG
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zLPIcKdjV
「傻，我比喻架咋……唔喺真喺諗分手啊！」她連忙為自己剛剛的說話解釋起來。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIQ3YqDtxK
看來是害怕我想多了。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnMjddfZ4M
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTDE1BpXMX
「咁就睇下我哋喺咩理由分手啦。以啱先套戲為例，男主角因為要去打仗，而佢都知道自己可能會一去不返，佢又唔想女主角浪費時間去等佢呢個將來唔知會喺生定死嘅人，所以先決定同女主角分手。」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCiK5tD3jM
我開始在分析著剛剛我們才一起看完的電影內容。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzhwCgt1gA
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5eZ2iqvwW
「但其實女主角都一廂情願，即使要等十年都願意等佢……我覺得喺個男主角太一意孤行，自動幫女主角決定埋佢嘅諗法。」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJmPWeYFC6
她開始批評著剛剛戲中的男主角的行為。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WYxA85qOY
「咁都喺因為佢哋唔坐低認真溝通一下，先會搞到要悲劇收場分手……雖然十年後又比佢兩個相遇翻，但真喺拍戲先會有咁嘅再遇情節。」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0aNbW5W0u
我說著的同時，又從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花吃著。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0gZLdZKeK
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oImw4iskp
「所以呢，如果我哋遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通！唔喺我哋就真喺要等十年後先再見翻對方架啦，哈哈。」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx61KJUUZC
她笑著說，然後同時摟住我拿著爆米花桶的手。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxMVUWCKKx
「哇，差啲倒瀉啦……可能我相遇翻之後，又會好似套戲咁一齊翻呢。」我都一同笑著說。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42InFolAkK
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOvJGRJEp9
接著，我們二人又繼續有說有笑地向車站的方向走去。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzSVSFM5s9
當時我們所說的內容，我一直都把它們當做是情侶之間的玩笑。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmil81iHMtR
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但沒有想到，我們在兩個月後真的分手了。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnkAHOKKQl
分手的過程都與那一齣電影挺相似的，不過我們是男女角色對調。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLIO0HihAI
Mandy因為要到澳洲留學，而沒有信心與我維持關係。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMETEeQbdRx
我就一廂情願希望大家可以先嘗試一下維持這遠距離的關係。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCUUTIX01g
但最終，我都沒能把這個想法告訴她。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOwo49GiCh
而她就從此在我的世界裡消失了。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9zpJSrUad
直到現在，我與她再一次相遇……619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9dFAZjQY1
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「何鵬侑，其實你對我仲有無感覺？」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLajO2UbZ55
在路燈的照射下，Mandy看著我問道。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7UMsvNPGA
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGsFMsepXa
這一個問題，在中四時，都有不少知情的人問過我。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnhPvHGqQT
而我一直的答案都是模稜兩可似的。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pML7Wkie3
或許我心裡其實一直都有一個同樣的答案，但我只是不想被其他人知道我真正的答案到底是甚麼。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1S6yZFeTo
直到這一刻，由她本人親自問道……619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcihTG8pTrI
我應該不能再隱藏這個真正的答案了。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ndh98hbHe
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77NLYGngpT
「你要我老實答嘅話，喺仲有感覺。」我說出口了。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KU9XcZmIu
而在我面前的Mandy都彷彿一早就知道了我這一個答案一樣。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuxUHRjp2B
接著，她就深呼吸了一下後說：「都過咗成年啦……點會仲有感覺架……」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfcUAmgLvX
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjkRroqiaV
「原先都無乜架啦，但同你相遇翻之後，個感覺即刻出翻哂嚟。」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnFFJIbXz7
我其實都不知道自己在說著些甚麼。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OrbeG4N98
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtC2uQN9DU
「問題就喺呢到啦！」她突然說道。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Gunqlch0A
「問題？」我問道她。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvp4Mvf9Vgh
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvrirwFpDH
「我哋依家嘅身份仲喺前男女朋友，所以一見翻臉就自然會咩感覺都出翻哂嚟……明明大家都已經分咗手成年，但你仲喺好似move on唔到咁。」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHzRuofB9k
她說完後，就轉身背向著我。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvA8t9ERe36
但聽完她所說的話，我反而感到有點疑惑起來。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtCU7FdIby
於是我都再問道：「你咁樣講，好似講到自己已經放低咗咁。」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAVKWcPZ5y
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayM5chPwyQ
她繼續背向著我，使我都看不到她任何的表情。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz2DYVnVvu
「我……放低咗架啦！」她說道。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLHBMZK7GR
她的這一個答案使我突然有一點失望的感覺。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmIRejSREn
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「喺啊……你放低到咪好囉……唔似我咁。」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2u0sonYIM
雖然失望，但對她來說或許是一件好事。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8adOCZm0d
畢竟我們的關係都只是過去的回憶而且。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEQ78sPFQR
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAJFQRGY7A
「所以我覺得點解有時我哋喺班房到會有啲尷尬就喺因為我哋身份嘅問題。」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vhP3HXykm
她終於轉過身來，但同時旁邊的路燈也因為時限而熄滅了。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGiplyFPSf
我只能夠看到她面部的輪廓，而不能清楚地看見她此刻的表情。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7x0A3ZUW2d
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFCOoLf8m4
「身份嘅問題？」我又問道她。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTytLMCrks
感覺上現在我完全是被她牽引著一問一答似的。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBDGZxhbqd
「你仲覺得我喺你前女朋友，所以有時喺交流上先會有啲尷尬……你應該好似我咁放低哂，然後就以一個新嘅身份去面對你！」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WJQ3IKPhu
她又回答著我，貌似是在引導著我進入一個話題。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfekjIjzzJZ
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhK9YT7EKX9
但這一次我選擇不回應、不問道她。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUTZz2myU6
而她知道我沒有打算再問道時，就自己開口繼續說：619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkev3hvj04
「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarhPjxiwKk
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWP8pS7c3D
「你嘅意思即喺我哋做翻朋友，好似啲典型嘅分手對白咁。」我忍不住說出來。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe27fEOyMpl
因為我經常都會在一些討論區看見一些人分享分手的金句，就是「做回朋友」。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23sbuPdo3A
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuHhCgVu0c
「咁唔好咩？你又可以放低我，而我哋又可以繼續正正常常咁交流……」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwU5fgHKRVa
她語氣變得有一點低沉起來。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGmslm997Q
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEEcf0UiAQ
問著我的心，其實這一刻我都不知道自己如何是好。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAW7ZI61T5n
一方面，我知道我與Mandy的關係已經完結了，是時候應該要繼續向前行。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Bbfsi67u6
但另一方面，知道她已經把對我的感情都放下，我反而有一點難受起來。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTr9SR4QES
我發現，原來一直以來只有我一個在過去的回憶中折磨著自己。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLQ65NRAa1
在我還掛念她的時候，原來她已經一早把我放下了並開始著全新的路程。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZYEcg5d02
看來，我與她身為「戀人」的故事真的要在這一刻終結。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdtQQNqCck
而接下來，將會開始的……只是我與她身為「朋友」的故事。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjQgV1i6lO
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNltMsUzNl
「好啦，我哋做翻朋友啦咁！由今日起，我哋就只喺朋友。」我向她說道。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqMsbJXeD4
雖然在說的時候，內心還是有一點難受。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkLyeqbTWP
但或許，這對我來說，對她來說，甚至是對還等待著我的Venus來說……619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wXpVqJ6zO
是最好的結局及開始。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1imAG9doXa
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgL1JGvrLY
接著，在我說完後，Mandy就很快又轉過身來背著我，然後開始說：619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTe0FIwu28
「好啦……時間唔早啦，你……快啲翻去買飯比家姐啦，我都要上翻去煮自己份晚餐啦！」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6C8y12bSZ
然後她就向我揮了一下手作道別，就往前方的屋苑方向跑去。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqXHoftWGq
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRumcgP3XaA
這時候，路燈又因為感應到她的動作而再次亮起來。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKYY3OVvLV
但我都只能看著她的背影慢慢遠離我。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JFAUXUv2v
「今日真喺坐過山車咁呢……」我自言自語地說著。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIn1QuGIMw
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqFFTWMEUN
619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWoHYOmnJP
「有多少人會真的願意選擇，由零再從頭來一次」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjomdY63O3c
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作者閒聊：為慶祝紙言點擊過萬，緊貼將會是59.5章。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftMadGrICf
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