第九十三章：執著464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSF5E72LCx
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfc5W5lAZf
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf60YBsPrtK
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她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcKuv5KGRh
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOW6LrvUwZV
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「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqao4U4Fnb
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgQVKiwg8F
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqatSITm5Q
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「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMmJUSjBxF
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「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSE3KskGnt
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvslwBwZkh
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzyJHlGc9x
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「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWsiVKPRkD
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4fq9PxTBr
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfkd4Qu2EE
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「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepuq7amK0o
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdfFdQwA7w
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0R5Bw535QH
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「我……記得。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2DVgDaQdP
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQopPfCx8QG
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8D8VSQx38A
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「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrC9Dz8kNn
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fIqwPvddD
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNmTCuXMQ3
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFHBa9xloZ
「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5ecnkJkCm
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpDTikL0am
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMm1XK26Jr
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2y0j7O3AX2
接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsVXqhsH4o
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0bikRdeDl
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「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRGW56mlyL
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1imZgDEckb
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlIidSj1ok
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLqFpKTL1W
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本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbNKKbuWJB
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y8FAYBGqc
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFuTaYJb1t
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06rhXxHuxK
「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEjDCIz2Gi
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1D4gnoTzM
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAWX9IXfQ5
接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqVySahXx9
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthgln98OJU
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg5rUE9ft4
本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGt9PvCxIA
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu0tBNalCz
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11uuNvyipH
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyGBdrUufn
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjBVKcSu2y
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzoTBqdPFC
接下來，來到了更衣室後。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZRX7qp4Q0
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrZIYte5BC
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZ8nj3L00F
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQeBzu2dLK
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEWRMwQHHq
「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUihqpIlW5
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJ9bM40EQO
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx95WqbogE
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8DZOHqBzH
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下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5CejX3rEe
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNsIk29RDh
在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgnET7yZcq
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcDH8rXDnT
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyoRAnImIK
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL22Mq2dzil
「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntRY039BqL
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9eKXN6hTI
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwEATOytFx
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZIS7hxyw3
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Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJdtLVrG32
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFYE9f5Wmg
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PWW3mW1CR
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡny2NXScZG9
而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmBKGoBJSX
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH93XcUnNdp
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkNUVP49eM
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiAoMjhff5
最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzyhd6GzlB
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJJVI6Eaaf
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2RBngADA4
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qp8t5jtKm
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看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2IpGSG4Ol
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavCihQ8NMF
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzEHYnveSX
接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAH5eueURz
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJb21uSVdub
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04sxT9O5Vm
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzl0FtCsEu
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LrDnoVM6d
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依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPccGGKvOr2
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdr9gNVCs0
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FkRehdwfm
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfLiRRTVQa
「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsBDdMLjOj
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMAtjOgFS2
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwLTGnLSTU
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因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtmKEiZcU0
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「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMVm1svin9
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作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvwjzyQi1t
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqAuQNvWSy
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