第一二八章：畢業營(七)449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGs3HkE3c0
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一聲喊道下，我便把Mandy拉到懷中緊抱著。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbt167o43n
已經不知道，這個舉動到底是理性控制，還是感性驅動了……449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYfW08Ilag
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不過在我懷中的Mandy，也在一陣錯愕過後。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLObiBMcMxf
便輕聲地說：「做咩咁突然攬住人……」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAcLwN0L0l
「唔知……我都唔知點解自己會突然咁做。」我仍然摟抱著她說道。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQd6641x3F
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而我們唯持了這個姿勢大約半分鐘後，她也再說：「一陣比其他人睇到啊……」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22naGaKolE
聽到她這這番說話，我才下意識過來，現在還是在營區內，隨時都會有同級的同學或老師出現。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjqxN9WNYG
因此，我便很快把她推離懷中，並說：「對……對唔住。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6boRVJXTm7
但她沒有責怪我突然的舉動，反而是臉頰泛起一點紅地盯著地板看。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuprfY96R5O
我想，突然被人抱入懷中，有這個反應也不奇怪。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxheSvLY6U4
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「不如我哋去個邊企？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2g0MbEVqo
發現氣氛變得有點尷尬起來的我，便指向了近河畔邊的平台。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsj581udZMN
她抬頭看一看我指向的方向，沉默了一會。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCudxfEJRxD
接著也少少聲地在嘴邊說：「好。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzsnOfhMZr
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隨即我們便一同往平台的方向前去，不過路途上卻沒有任何傾談。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVHlDWixJi
畢竟，現在我腦中想著的，都只是她那一句「道別」。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDfvAdh5MS
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直到我們來到平台，並雙雙靠在欄杆上。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwp7LlUcfE
她也開口說：「聖誕之後，我就會翻番澳洲讀書。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dSNjNfzHm
「喺啊……」我竟然比想像中表現得平淡。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqfMTtGiM2
而她對於的我反應，似乎都感到有點意外。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50b6bv4iOQ
於是好奇地望向我，隨即我都一同與她對視起來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLly1abfN2A
「阿侑你嘅反應比我想像中冷靜喎……啊，唔喺。你啱先都無啦啦攬住我。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vzSPR3J1F
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其實我的反應會如此鎮定，可能是因為我早就猜想到會有這一天的來臨。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrweTjzqO2
始終，她已經不是第一次離開我了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAiSH5Yw8d
三年前，她因為移民而前往了澳洲。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJA5KiifmD
可是在一年後又回來了與我再次相遇。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpLsIXps3M
但是她的家人仍然在澳洲，這樣代表，終有一天，她還是要離開……449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZF7Zkk6Dx
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「點解又突然翻去讀書？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEd6mtkExOC
她沒有即時回答，而是扭過頭去看著前方一片漆黑的河畔。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEAlj1MVEa
「本來都諗住考埋DSE先，但屋企人都希望我唔好考，而喺返去讀多兩年high school，然後直接駁入U。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgzIDnKvJY
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聽到她這樣說道，我都瞬間理解到為何她的家人會作出如此的抉擇。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEsUYZlHVL
畢竟論教育，香港的教育實在太過落後，只專注在菁英培育上。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QL1GIFBUB
然後又推行現在的「一試定生死」方式，來區分能力高與低的學生。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7xV46t4qJ
分分鐘考入大學還比在麻將桌上以海底撈月食糊更難呢。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q6Wlxg5hZ
換做是我的話，都會選擇在海外升學。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAv8nU05u9
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在她的話後，我也一同望向眼前漆黑的河畔。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf4J6H2e0I
頓時覺得眼前的景色，就如同不久的未來一樣。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zRdb0DSIv
現在晚上看著，只會覺得一團漆黑，根本捉摸不清眼前的事物。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4GNAQWSS0
換做早上看著的話，卻會清楚地看到河畔上所有的景物。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VOpcyfdgd
人，會因為一時的迷茫，而失去向前的動力。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5Q9xAGCTL
但又會因為熟悉而感到舒適，並最後失去了探索的動力。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23yJJWxZkl
到底是選擇留在舒適圈，還是離開，都將會引致不同的未來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S00hh1Let
而我們往往擔憂的，就只是那個未來到底適不適合自己。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wXPaZOttz
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Mandy發現我沒有回應，於是又再說起來：「所以今次真喺要再見啦。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eovWSc8br
她又再一次提起了「再見」這一回事。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi0oYupox4
但這次我並沒有像剛一樣立即把她拉到懷中，而是說出心中話：449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnU2WZRVSc
「老實講啊，其實我唔想你走。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SgphYQupA
「我知啊，啱先你攬住我個陣，我聽到啊。」她在話後便微笑起來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfury9fj06U
感覺就像在回味剛才的一刻一樣。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOrAK9Rxir
但接著又再問：「點解咁唔想我走？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBf7RQCkNT
「因為我自私囉。」我直接說道。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmuDtY69AO
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然而，她又沒有立即回答，而是轉過身來背靠在欄杆上。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkvCikMWgI
「唔可以自私喺我到架。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG0jrDkUCy
「點解啊？」我一臉好奇地反問道。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuh4xJGhuiD
「因為……我唔值得你自私囉！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolLN796eMU
她這樣一說，使我愣住了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyl7puBhuV
但是正當我開口時，她又說：「仲有其他人值得你自私。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZMWRh28wm
「你嘅其他人喺指？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk9fFDaQE2
「Venus啊，Elaine啊，甚至可能喺你畢業之後識嘅人。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAgbtf5IBq
在她提起Venus的名字時，我的腦海卻聯想起一段畫面。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPctDVd03Gq
就是開學的那一天，她與Venus在6C班門前談天的時候。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW51mqfOnE
因此我也不禁問：「愛瑩喺咪一早知架啦？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2niuDmFfbk
她點頭，然後望向夜空：「班入面有幾個女仔都知。其實我都諗住差唔多時間同大家講架啦。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRomB4XKTjF
即使與全班說，大家都知道後，都是改變不了她要離開的事實。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIyDfEvFt0
而我此刻想對她就只是：「比我……」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPqzjxngKf
「時間都唔早啦，不如我哋翻去啦。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1b54G0v2o
她突然的一句打斷了我的說話。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ5KFdRRqy
是巧合？還是刻意呢？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HNtrRW5hO
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並且她在提議後，只是雙眼默默地凝視著我。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQxWuskOPG
我隨即只能吞下還在口中的說話，點頭回應：449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GfN4bG8Zv
「都好。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyKHesCFkF
答應了的這一刻也代表著，我們的話題，將會在此結束……449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2sFM33iWg
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片刻後，我帶著複雜的心情返回了宿舍內。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5KMT8ufsb
並在打開門的一刻，就見Harriet拿著毛巾及衣服在大廳的沙發上看著電視。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w8B2Reeut
「散完步翻嚟啦？」Harriet看見我的出現，便立即問道。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhGdQGohOV
而我只是坐到他的旁邊，並靠在沙發上嘆氣起來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxVkAa0MFo
「唉，感情真喺好複雜呢。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeH2FWBJqI
他先是愣住了，但是也一同靠向後，並輕笑了一聲說：449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLPQTZGgTk
「喺啊，感情真喺好複雜架。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1olb0YJn0
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「想放手，但又想捉緊，真複雜」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpR08pyafzh
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