暑假篇：復合？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBPdGkwh4s
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「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RvEeBgkr6
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在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtibRnA0ED
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBr19a24NX
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeRWGQKlFp
她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthXkHTEQBD
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMisC4L78UY
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7KhvBHDMO
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmbkjd4fwH
當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG34see9Fll
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYqluCJAh4
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUVGyeoZ13
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cmyqX2Row
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr56aa9tYY
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLypHCA0MpG
此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5WbVi5ggB
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUH5n86HhV
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGlceFmi9x
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDFMZuTvta
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3I5SxZHXt
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp1FCNgZJE
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDdKNLaY20
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYr7QpYxpYC
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFXVDI9ZVq
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKct034lAG
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv4o7gd3Bm
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1XmIF0hCR
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrJF6sJc87
而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoctLNeMZls
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOCoKPacPB
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGSEvUYImG
Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4HPbk8Qt0
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjESesyX5k
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUwZ5MlLMF
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmMn0ZTnyC
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uAUyrbA6j
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvArmhQAKU
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhjNMzR30Q
「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUEsXO5cFl
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYAiaEeBuv
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLf2SVnP9CY
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD2oNpZZgI
我必須想辦法……有了！417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xvAezFS0M
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「伏—」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfaKRXSfXR
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9fPoC3jJi
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9J5cSDN57
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmoKE517fB
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而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzfICD5V77
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Hd5yfT1X0
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTjOseNuEs
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNB0N9hi6k
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xm4rkhrhw
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cNFOgG055
「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruA0JCFqEG
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG8wUOpIbD
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUGm7NfSgv
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4FdW8gnek
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YCg8SG98s
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYgqKSS8Gx
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7C9rPUmhO
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSISFY1PkDW
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEcEY27Hr3
此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8OVyiMw2N
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QguLbTdmR
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAi6Luw4YR
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzakiEzBKm1
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVUeXAR2M1
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSayw3MDKdU
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZYyZ4uAxI
「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdgv1auhTj
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWj7mBZdH9d
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGzGbIiXuM
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZjylEsIwW
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvryIcGRKd
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ssY9q3da5
「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRm7b1v7xvZ
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfPBOMVnVv
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNYWuWsnvW
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVp6xZqz0Pq
但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10WFMes9Vp
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXeRzKEM5f
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6JIuqYwkd
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FWcs3fw8h
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCj6EGCGj6
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHCeQXzltB
「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhJRYdAYcW
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFeguFsdRE
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXrJ0SrwhJ
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLP0XlKGp4
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqSioIcTI7
「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPMCBGZX8U
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGMEVYQsMl
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrStXYkNCA
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「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36Zm99FOuz
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgUrLT71wr
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYw5hqkMEt
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0VvRGni9H
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH3ZM7nbis
當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfJp5JgHeb
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWSAHIEukZ
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4ruc71DWj
417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSPNTOHRVC
雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxeobScgu2
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyotRKwLyGB
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtePg2tMrUB
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417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh72lkdaMmd
「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOTq7Jmz7T
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小番外：417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4wIQGTymY
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyYymJOm1q
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRCaG7dSDj
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vcSuWPEju
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZnysVC9Tp
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作者閒聊：417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJjruHsXsa
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbhQR9wKAa
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