Yuli:My home's in LA.(我的家在洛杉磯。)328Please respect copyright.PENANAiXUXBRCrCd
328Please respect copyright.PENANABzUWZ3wlTQ
我:So, you moved to Hong Kong now?(所以你現在移民到香港了?)328Please respect copyright.PENANAeFYjXy9sIx
328Please respect copyright.PENANAEFJbQtHH8N
Yuli:Nope.(非。)328Please respect copyright.PENANAMdmnHx2Yme
Yuli:I took working visa here.(我拿工作簽證的。)328Please respect copyright.PENANAQp66z52iS7
328Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0usyDLQcB
在熙來攘往的彌敦大道上,我嘗試了解她的家庭背景。328Please respect copyright.PENANAIM6lQHRYfj
328Please respect copyright.PENANAE4gHRBfqQh
原來她不是香港永久居民,在香港的銀行工作合約完結時,就要回美國。那麼我也不用期望跟她發展戀情了,因為跟本之後就無法再見;我為人較腳踏實地,不能接受異地戀。328Please respect copyright.PENANAscmdwdGdeZ
328Please respect copyright.PENANACp9yo2wVzV
我:Are your parents Asians?(你父母是亞洲人嗎?)328Please respect copyright.PENANAh3RJbW722S
328Please respect copyright.PENANA0QSRMPKSmq
Yuli:My mom is American but my dad is Korean.(我媽是美國人但是爸是韓國人。)328Please respect copyright.PENANAH1cUmrtt4q
328Please respect copyright.PENANAql4EW1jSZS
儘管我在升上小學二年級之前,真的跟不少女生成為閏密,就連最親近的表姐也常常到我家玩;但是現在面對女生時,還是會感到一點社交恐懼。328Please respect copyright.PENANAUb6chbv5eV
328Please respect copyright.PENANARFrcEp20ar
在小學二年級之後的日子,開始各走各路,幼兒園畢業後,被分到不同的小學;升上小學後,儘管也遇過能成為閏密的,但是最後還是轉校了,就連我的表姐也開始沒空來玩。328Please respect copyright.PENANAGqJ8uPTv92
328Please respect copyright.PENANANPfRpRhgHF
然後在輾轉的十幾年間,我的異性緣式微。328Please respect copyright.PENANAYvagnidqy3
328Please respect copyright.PENANAKhdERJfFue
以前我還能輕鬆自如跟女生社交、甚至連穿女裝跟女生玩都敢。328Please respect copyright.PENANAxgv8LW4Jww
328Please respect copyright.PENANAnRO57Qhvly
可是在之後的十幾年,莫說穿女裝,就連跟女生的溝通能力也漸漸丟失了。328Please respect copyright.PENANA254n7eRlc7
328Please respect copyright.PENANAaSnRKlA78c
但是慶幸地,我在這幾年間,透過cosplay的活動讓我慢慢重拾「女裝」的能力;也在這半年使用交友app的經歷裡,讓我重拾一點點「跟女生溝通」的能力。328Please respect copyright.PENANA5Va0KaemAM
328Please respect copyright.PENANA9n7Ds1z1WM
Yuli:You've come here before?(你之前也來過這裡嗎?)328Please respect copyright.PENANA1aneH3c83E
328Please respect copyright.PENANAWNf58zQTra
我:Yep.328Please respect copyright.PENANAQmki6UCZjO
328Please respect copyright.PENANAmgOi3vzv4v
我在心裡默默鼓勵自己「定點來,溝通只是很平常的事。」漸漸又把那種社交恐懼又壓回去。328Please respect copyright.PENANA8etLqXrXUd
328Please respect copyright.PENANAnm4UWPkTCe
最終來到了這家「花」cafe,她似乎對這裡滿懷好奇和新鮮感。328Please respect copyright.PENANAsJW1oAHDrS