Everyone knows Sarawat , the harsh , blunt guy who doesn't give a damn about the world. I look quite unapproachable , but i don't expect anyone to understand me anyway
The way i keep my walls up make my university life pretty tough at first. I have a group of friends , and we're always together , they're good friends but also a real pain in the ass , and since i don't use any kind of social media , they keep me updated about everything
My daily life goes on smoothly. Living in Chiang Mai is pretty nice. Relaxing not chaotic. You can always enjoy a drink or a cup of coffee because the number of bars and cafes here is insane. The food stalls behind the university are cheaper than in Bangkok. I can live here comfortably without adjusting much
The excitement from moving here lasted about the few first days. There will probably be nothing more exciting in my life for the next four years. I'd have never thought that one day my simple life would change...
And it's changed forever
"Sarawat , where are you going?"
"Im going to my dorm"
It's a familiar sigh , a crowd waiting for me when i walk out of the Political Science Building. Everyone is all swee. They often buy me snacks but i refuse every single time
"Sarawat , you're so cute. Please play the guitar at a uni event again."
"I will if i can. Excuse me."
Since i agreed to play guitar in place of an injured senior at the freshy night event , i became famous overnight. I admit i don't really know how to reach to this , and i desperately want my simple life back. But before i think abotu that , i need to get out of the crowd first
"Sarawat."
"..."
"Sarawat" They're repeatedly calling my name , but one voice is different
"Hey , Twat."
When i turn to the direction wehre that voice came from , my face suddenly starts to burn. I repeatedly blink to confirm what im seeing and nothing changes
"Sorry , i mean Sarawat." The owner of the cheerful voice pushes through the crowd to reach me
Closer... os close all of sudden
My hands are shaking , my legs won't move , my breath catches in my throat. Im completely out of control. I feel like im about to cry. My heart won't stop pounding
He's the one i've been looking for. The little guy in his student uniform who left an impression on me.
I dont know what to do. I dont know anything at all. I dont know if i should be happy or how i should respond. I can only stand in place , waiting for him to say something
"Can we talk for a moment?"
It takes me a while to find my voice. I try to make my voice sound as plain as possible as i reply
"About what?"
"Ah , i..." He hesitates a little , eyes moving back and forth in confusion
Fuck , cute , so cute , so fucking cute!
"What is it? Im about to leave."
I dont know why i spoke that way. What the hell am i acting cool for?
"I..."
He still says nothing , so i just stare at his face thoughts running wild. His big round eyes , his cute nose , and those lips pressed together. They way he glances up at me make me lose control entirely
"If you look at me like that , l'mma fucking kiss you. What a pain.
".....!"
It seems like time has stopped. The little guy's eyes widen in shock
Fuck!
It takes me a minute to pull myself together. I accidentally blurted out loud what i was thinking in my mind , how the hell can i stay here?
Im fucking mad at myself. I dont know what to do , so i turn around and stride away , trying to get out of the awkward situation. My heart's still pounding like a drum. I get into my car , take a deep breath , and look down at my shaking hands in silence
I can no longer hide my smile
Tears soon drop on to one of my palms , and i have no intention to wipe them off. running down are tears of joy , after the word threw us at each other once again
I transfer 15 bath to my high school friend's account. he must've seen the future back then , that's why he knew i'd meet the person i'd been looking for again
The little guy's name is Tine. He's lovely , cheerful , a pin in the neck , and absolutely narcissistic. he has tons of good traits , so does he have bad ones. But its good...its good that we're together , love each other , and share both happiness along with sadness
"This is the last song we want you all to sing together."
"Wooooo!!!"
Muey's voice fill my ears. I hold hands with the person next to me , entwining my fingers with his until there's no space left. He turns to me , eyes meeting mine , flashing the most beautiful smile in all of my memory
"I feel so fucking good."
Tine say excitedly. We're in the middle of the crowd at Scrubb's live show. I have no idea how many times we've come to these events together , but how i feel about him has never changed
Just like the first day i met you
"Yeah , i feel so fucking good as well." I tell him , smiling even if i'm on the verge of tears
This is like a dream , i'd been looking for you since the first day we met , and now i get to sing and dance like crazy with you. Tine , i'm so lucky i got to meet you in this life
"Louder , everybody!"
The little guy and i look at each other for moment , before we sing the chorus as hard as we can
"Maybe its because of happened to meet me, Maybe it's because we happen to be together."
I don't know if its fate , destiny or and accident. All i know now is , we were born to be together.
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No matter how long , the music still goes on
