Sarawat is dead
I pull myself together , afraid i'll miss the chance to taste the soft flesh i've been targeting if i space out too long. With that thought , i put my arm under his knees and carry him to our bedroom
I place his trembling body on the bed , and stare at his flawless face before turning my eyes to other parts of his body
Im not sure if i take too long or something , but the little guy apparently cant wait anymore. He leans over and unbuttons my shirt with his small hands. Unable to stay still , i start undressing him as well
My heart races like crazy , unlike before. Im running out of patience , but i have to keep it together because i want to cherish him the best i can
I used to be impetuous , willing to die fighting on a battlefield. My blood boiled uncontrollably because of age and experiences. But our love is settled now , so our sex always starts slow and ends with joy
"Sarawat , you hands are shaking."
"Yours are shaking harder , Tine."
We sleep together every day and kiss each other all the time , but im still excited when we're doing it. What can i do? I fucking love him. I've loved him and searched for him for a long time. Now that he's in front of my eyes , everything feels so worth it
I push him down on the bed gently after we're both naked. I bend down and nuzzle his cheek with my nose before kissing his lips again in love
I want all of him to be min , so i mark his body as mine softy , every inch of his body that my lips and hands can reach
We arouse each other's lust for a while and prepare our bodies. My desire is taking over me , so i hurry to pull the drawer open and grab a condom and lubricant gel. Every part of the person under me is all red. When he flutters his eyes , i almost go crazy
"Tine , spread your legs." The little guy obeys , even though he can't meet my eyes
I need to relax his body first , which takes quite along time. Im now soaking in sweat. The chilly air from the AC cant fan away this heat
"Sarawat , help me..." After a long time of relaxing his body , Tine begs me softly , his voice hoarse , eyes brimmed with tears . He grabs my arms as if wanting something to hold on to
"Its okay , its okay..."
I stroke his head to comfort him and spread his legs more. I push myself inside him slowly until there's no space left between our bodies
"You can hold me , Tine."
"Umm..." Troublemaker wraps his arms around my neck and starts moving
Sometimes we're like two maniacs who want to drown deeper into each other's touch. We know it will sometimes feel like we're lost in a dream , but we still wish to get there again and again
I like Tine. I like everything about Tine. I like him so much i cant find and words to explain , expect that i want to wake up every morning to see him
"Sarawat , hic!"
"Together , okay?"
His sweet moan
His warm embrace
The word 'love he says over and over
And his longing face
They make all the feelings tonight continue on without end...
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Tine
Whoa , its already 10 am , but Sarawat didnt wake me up. I almost fall face first when i check the time on my phone. Lucky for me , the professor doesnt check attendance in the morning class , or else the doomed one will definitely be Teepakorn
My friends didn't even give me a call , but they must've guessed what i did lastnigh for sure. ITs always like this. I get carried away when Sarawat kisses me
By the way , where the hell is he?
I seit up on the bed and look around the room , but i don't see any trace of him. I then hear the clinking sound outside. I guess he hasn't gone anywhere. He's just cooking something like the househusband he is
Okay , i probably should give him a hand , otherwise he'll say i'm not helpful. As i swing my feet down , my eyes catch a yellow note on the drawer beside our bed. It remind me of the notes back when we were club mates. It was also the beginning of our fake turned real relationship
Tine318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZHkUyZALl
Taken by someone : Sarawat
It still lingers in my memory
What about this note...?
I reach my hand to pick up the new note with Sarawat's bad handwriting on it. I read it and feel some emotion arising inside. I read it for a second time , then a third time... i wanna keep reading it
It can't be put down in words. Every feeling every memory , every emotion , its all mixing together , and i dont know how to describe it. But its good...it feels so good
Its probably as Sarawat said. I also believe that morning fits our present moment the best , and i hope this song will continue to be our song in the future
My feet touch the floor. Every step i take is filled with this overflowing feeling. When i catch the sight of that familiar , board back , i cant help calling out his name as i always do
"Sarawat."
"Hmmmm...?" The tall guy turn around , a smile slowly cracking on his handsome face , the song i listened to last night suddenly plays in my head
The one thing right now is i have someone
To smile when we're happy and suffer when we fail...
"Thank you so much." It takes me a while to find my voice. Sarawat says nothing , waiting for me to finish speaking
"...."
"Thank you for everything."
"Um , right back at you."
I read the note in my hand one more time and promise myself taht every morning , for better or worse , i will stay by his side
Tine 318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHm4D4zLJEb
I want to wake up with you every morning. I want to grow old with you
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