第三十七章:問與答616Please respect copyright.PENANAIngwB8zq9M
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」616Please respect copyright.PENANAIcs21W8kZW
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。616Please respect copyright.PENANAWPWZYG8EAZ
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:616Please respect copyright.PENANAZiQEuwhkXr
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」616Please respect copyright.PENANAoaBxvGsZKI
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。616Please respect copyright.PENANACAPneBArIb
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「做咩啦?心情差?」616Please respect copyright.PENANAaaPTUppQ00
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。616Please respect copyright.PENANAbLrDVfWa5Z
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。616Please respect copyright.PENANAOLEqzyless
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。616Please respect copyright.PENANAYaRUyYnlJ0
避免令她感到更煩躁。616Please respect copyright.PENANAuLoL9Son79
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。616Please respect copyright.PENANA0tsWhl6gvh
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。616Please respect copyright.PENANAfZWmaDEUTN
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……616Please respect copyright.PENANAAWf2DRMwdl
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。616Please respect copyright.PENANAkq9AHIt5Ot
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……616Please respect copyright.PENANALwseA2yV1L
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「喂!Alvin!」616Please respect copyright.PENANAx2PLmxlkCX
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。616Please respect copyright.PENANArHC9HBGJl6
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。616Please respect copyright.PENANA1mUVyFxthS
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。616Please respect copyright.PENANAO6nXK2pyXI
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。616Please respect copyright.PENANAVtL5rG0IQO
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」616Please respect copyright.PENANAzffEGPis2e
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。616Please respect copyright.PENANAqtnesI3ClA
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。616Please respect copyright.PENANABQz7RVkSeC
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。616Please respect copyright.PENANA7u8DNKb7HS
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。616Please respect copyright.PENANAhRQJmrNV3n
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。616Please respect copyright.PENANARgcfQbcqH2
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」616Please respect copyright.PENANAxx5YG1hH94
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。616Please respect copyright.PENANAKzmdp2AsFE
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。616Please respect copyright.PENANAcFwTCjhFtJ
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……616Please respect copyright.PENANAE4KVNbcNqx
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。616Please respect copyright.PENANAm8z2FpRfTp
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。616Please respect copyright.PENANACC2p7mpsYg
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」616Please respect copyright.PENANAaLm6fO6sdg
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。616Please respect copyright.PENANAshRwFM5KYH
但我沒有回應她。616Please respect copyright.PENANAjeKajFv1e1
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」616Please respect copyright.PENANAaP5fcUPm0F
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。616Please respect copyright.PENANAHIjhJ87ou3
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」616Please respect copyright.PENANAVVoKj0h5hU
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。616Please respect copyright.PENANAYRvYYwtkAE
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:616Please respect copyright.PENANACFv0eK9Yeu
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」616Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ub35G3gEj
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。616Please respect copyright.PENANAd4vtLye96R
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……616Please respect copyright.PENANA73NAwnSbZA
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。616Please respect copyright.PENANAPUTSZPeJjV
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。616Please respect copyright.PENANAWWwstnNL2W
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」616Please respect copyright.PENANAd4MuoQkbXq
她思考了一會後再說。616Please respect copyright.PENANAR516pyEOiZ
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「如果啲咩先?」616Please respect copyright.PENANAoFYya5rAuB
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。616Please respect copyright.PENANAwSNOFPinPf
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」616Please respect copyright.PENANAJRD5rvLLzn
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。616Please respect copyright.PENANAnXW5AFnmAg
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。616Please respect copyright.PENANAAJL7WdiXOL
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……616Please respect copyright.PENANApn9NQncIxV
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」616Please respect copyright.PENANAQUuv0xypy5
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。616Please respect copyright.PENANA7S2V7tZ4sV
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。616Please respect copyright.PENANAVyPjpnSPE7
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。616Please respect copyright.PENANArTUoPB0Dbt
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……616Please respect copyright.PENANAaT9gOUqmv3
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。616Please respect copyright.PENANArCQuhqwU0I
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……616Please respect copyright.PENANA1801lwRLKK
所以我都不能確實回答。616Please respect copyright.PENANAALlkfhWG9P
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。616Please respect copyright.PENANA04Fzt4gfHK
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」616Please respect copyright.PENANAyaiX0Qt1Vp
我直接與她說。616Please respect copyright.PENANAwzopskeQ1f
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。616Please respect copyright.PENANAhVaqSI0cpY
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……616Please respect copyright.PENANAdEDet63JgC
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」616Please respect copyright.PENANAFQtEFHqrTv
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。616Please respect copyright.PENANAjnS9HN2NWu
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……616Please respect copyright.PENANAVwxS9Om4e8
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。616Please respect copyright.PENANATSvuGlQ5it
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」616Please respect copyright.PENANA8XYI8V3cXb
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。616Please respect copyright.PENANAwA1Cn516qh
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而我正在換衣的時候……616Please respect copyright.PENANAe1pX5PyGKA
「鈴—鈴—」616Please respect copyright.PENANAmIfOdutP4z
突然手機鈴聲響起了。616Please respect copyright.PENANAL7kJAYqs7Q
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。616Please respect copyright.PENANAaKL0pC5x7m
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。616Please respect copyright.PENANAQq3Af0GTHa
我二話不說就接聽了。616Please respect copyright.PENANAu4EzOrHqtY
「喂?依玲?」616Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0DynRPj3N
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。616Please respect copyright.PENANAzj00HS1Y05
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。616Please respect copyright.PENANARMhXcdDxPb
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。616Please respect copyright.PENANARgGVRARJ1B
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。616Please respect copyright.PENANArg6owVpFsq
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」616Please respect copyright.PENANAk0eciVDmT1
她向我道歉起來。616Please respect copyright.PENANAdsBMUfYZD3
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」616Please respect copyright.PENANAo6K4TkpxWH
我希望她不要太過介意。616Please respect copyright.PENANA5oqbxPuBXT
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……616Please respect copyright.PENANAzisMyUQrqq
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。616Please respect copyright.PENANAHRXHOTT2i2
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……616Please respect copyright.PENANAugRdEVyvi1
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。616Please respect copyright.PENANADLLJC2opUR
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……616Please respect copyright.PENANAjsRAlbYSmY
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」616Please respect copyright.PENANAuPzJDZNS9W
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。616Please respect copyright.PENANAFFRgBMqQUt
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」616Please respect copyright.PENANAf2JqnKDx0W
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。616Please respect copyright.PENANASpFFvz8R63
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「原來喺咁……」她說。616Please respect copyright.PENANAO2ydzNrEGZ
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。616Please respect copyright.PENANAN3C3ll9Jei
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」616Please respect copyright.PENANAZc1VbC0Ca4
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……616Please respect copyright.PENANAqNq2ElMi7U
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?616Please respect copyright.PENANAiRQOP7MWZc
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」616Please respect copyright.PENANAkO25UiAyVn