第三十七章:問與答584Please respect copyright.PENANARK3x3QHl6c
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」584Please respect copyright.PENANADcHgieRuHs
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。584Please respect copyright.PENANAyUQcrzyoxA
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:584Please respect copyright.PENANAFqToMa0iZa
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAtSyv3t1qLB
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。584Please respect copyright.PENANAjsZImjcQ7J
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「做咩啦?心情差?」584Please respect copyright.PENANA7aV6CGiG5L
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。584Please respect copyright.PENANA7m0CySe3ts
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。584Please respect copyright.PENANAPaDGbvPm8t
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。584Please respect copyright.PENANAuG5YEBhfhA
避免令她感到更煩躁。584Please respect copyright.PENANABAXIuRcrhC
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。584Please respect copyright.PENANADlSeXHLgYm
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。584Please respect copyright.PENANAl6axIzpRSA
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……584Please respect copyright.PENANA5VSUeTTK85
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。584Please respect copyright.PENANAHMmMvJDaAz
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……584Please respect copyright.PENANA80tzRRKf8h
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「喂!Alvin!」584Please respect copyright.PENANAX8ukuPQ7vt
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。584Please respect copyright.PENANAH10OXufatm
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。584Please respect copyright.PENANAKJ6KJkeHDn
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。584Please respect copyright.PENANAVdvemR2qPA
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。584Please respect copyright.PENANAX3QjL1ZYbT
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAcjGKvttnMU
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。584Please respect copyright.PENANACwpT8Oi2YB
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。584Please respect copyright.PENANAnfzduVKlap
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。584Please respect copyright.PENANA4BDLtX0Mrp
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。584Please respect copyright.PENANAcBlldZP9D9
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。584Please respect copyright.PENANAjAZCtxd4eF
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAaFnN0iHZlS
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。584Please respect copyright.PENANAiOsk4Kx5ia
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。584Please respect copyright.PENANA8gvnYcqku0
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……584Please respect copyright.PENANAblDggDWRx8
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。584Please respect copyright.PENANAwXBWVAjkbf
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。584Please respect copyright.PENANAQGYMEOdAvK
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」584Please respect copyright.PENANADEdipaSWhQ
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。584Please respect copyright.PENANAGOXXbv5yrE
但我沒有回應她。584Please respect copyright.PENANAbfTFBebzNV
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」584Please respect copyright.PENANAUtd1UbD4rd
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。584Please respect copyright.PENANAE5iJ6M0blJ
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」584Please respect copyright.PENANAtqH48riO9h
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。584Please respect copyright.PENANAtk0JLAYHuT
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:584Please respect copyright.PENANAdj3rc7aZFk
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAfNxQ6KusHd
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。584Please respect copyright.PENANAydo4oTFa0J
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……584Please respect copyright.PENANAzle1joIPWx
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。584Please respect copyright.PENANAX8Eww7s2fk
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。584Please respect copyright.PENANAlgKdiH4f1d
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」584Please respect copyright.PENANA6I7dbTJhv7
她思考了一會後再說。584Please respect copyright.PENANA3CwidKN5ll
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「如果啲咩先?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAJK9LPYBavt
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。584Please respect copyright.PENANAtvlOSuXpEQ
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAcb72aKvMjW
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。584Please respect copyright.PENANAFWKoQDTKLn
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。584Please respect copyright.PENANAqzjstLrp2L
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……584Please respect copyright.PENANAcLiz54g1u0
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」584Please respect copyright.PENANAHeq3UzMghb
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。584Please respect copyright.PENANAYeAMq7Riwv
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。584Please respect copyright.PENANAWAWqaCpqbl
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。584Please respect copyright.PENANAKyxGsqo1e3
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……584Please respect copyright.PENANA9yWhF1LQcS
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。584Please respect copyright.PENANA63GbKdDbjF
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……584Please respect copyright.PENANAEhfGkVmsKn
所以我都不能確實回答。584Please respect copyright.PENANAkFiTkUHjQ8
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。584Please respect copyright.PENANAjB4n3XG64a
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」584Please respect copyright.PENANA9ml3fAFe8A
我直接與她說。584Please respect copyright.PENANANirrRB23Gu
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。584Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5eEyp7KXM
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……584Please respect copyright.PENANA4wkE3248Sf
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」584Please respect copyright.PENANANDp7dJ1A8B
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。584Please respect copyright.PENANABNhBREPsUN
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……584Please respect copyright.PENANA3GME1r1p96
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。584Please respect copyright.PENANAIib7O6x3Q8
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」584Please respect copyright.PENANA4EQuxqzvte
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。584Please respect copyright.PENANAsvhbBtDxte
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而我正在換衣的時候……584Please respect copyright.PENANAAt0wIEKyHH
「鈴—鈴—」584Please respect copyright.PENANAADhbMwqhNn
突然手機鈴聲響起了。584Please respect copyright.PENANAUQohMk7V3L
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。584Please respect copyright.PENANA1YcpVSt9GY
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。584Please respect copyright.PENANAsdQAfcGd32
我二話不說就接聽了。584Please respect copyright.PENANAdvGBV41GYQ
「喂?依玲?」584Please respect copyright.PENANANlYJWWuvOm
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。584Please respect copyright.PENANAZAUuvoKK22
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。584Please respect copyright.PENANAehqZmlHzU5
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。584Please respect copyright.PENANAPX8PPUbyIQ
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。584Please respect copyright.PENANAMDuHTuaaLB
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」584Please respect copyright.PENANASlsEByQ7g6
她向我道歉起來。584Please respect copyright.PENANAHWX0DqYCh2
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」584Please respect copyright.PENANAOU33L51GOA
我希望她不要太過介意。584Please respect copyright.PENANAqvevcEa5xl
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……584Please respect copyright.PENANAYnZpS2Le9Q
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。584Please respect copyright.PENANA0f0Z4Vkrsr
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……584Please respect copyright.PENANAqgTvhAhKfj
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。584Please respect copyright.PENANAZlBHmVObhi
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……584Please respect copyright.PENANAWfkdxqrNGJ
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAMjes2Dtojn
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。584Please respect copyright.PENANAX9KpsSvtQ7
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAoandGxTGbE
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。584Please respect copyright.PENANA4kKSiOw33x
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「原來喺咁……」她說。584Please respect copyright.PENANACepbhZsiil
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。584Please respect copyright.PENANA3AIIkQ9KUp
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」584Please respect copyright.PENANAD1D5YIZMbH
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……584Please respect copyright.PENANAWQkvGFtsFK
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?584Please respect copyright.PENANAWxmdspRpHl
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」584Please respect copyright.PENANAbro90SFq0t