Today is the last day of this month. I have made many changes in my life. I created a plan as I promised and I am now following it. I have decided to take one step at a time rather than trying to make a big change in 1 day. Today is my test so I am pulling an all nighter. Before 2025, I will get rid of this habit, but for now I have to do it.
Few days ago, like always I cried myself to sleep, I felt guilty for not working hard enough, I felt worthless. I don't want to feel like that anymore, I am going to do my best for myself, I have myself to make proud.
Mom is very sick, I hope she gets well soon enough, I know she loves me the most in this world, I promise to return the love she has given me triple times.
I am empathetic. I am emotional. I deserve to love myself and people around me, especially my mom. I am now going to enter in the best era of my life.
Until next time,
Joy
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