For the next few days, Lee hadn't texted me back. I was worried. We said I love you then. Of course, everything had to change. Just when I think I'm getting ahead in life, it's like, "haha fuck you." I looked into his window only to find that the blinds were closed. I felt he was closing me off and ghosting me like I was a joke to him.
Then I saw her. I knew her. She was my best friend, Marissa. She was flirting with him, and they were holding hands. Why would my best friend betray me like that? Then I saw her kiss him. As the jealous person I am, I chose to text him, and they proceeded to go inside his house.
"Hey, how are you doing?" I texted, hoping for a quick response.
It was a quick response, but not the one I had hoped for.
"Stay away from my boyfriend; this is Alysha, by the way." Who is Alysha? Why was she with the boy that I liked, and how did he just ghost me like that? I deserved more than ghosting. He shouldn't have acted like such a child. My birthday was excellent, and now everything is falling apart in my hands, crumbling into sand.
I stayed away because I respected Lee, and I didn't want to mess anything up. I wanted him to be happy even if It wasn't with me. After that, I deleted him from my phone, and I hung up my shirt on the paint easel, the one that said, "I love my boyfriend." He walked past it on his way to school in confusion, like he didn't know what I was talking about. Boys are so oblivious at times of women's disappointment. They act like they didn't do anything wrong when they rip your heart out.
When he came back home, I was doing my hair and makeup for a date that I had. I never realized it, but the guy looked a lot like Lee. That's when I went on a date with him; it was too late to turn back. The date went well, but I had a bad feeling because he told me he loved me on our first date. I felt unsafe and insecure. The doors of his car were locked, and he wasn't going to let me out. He looked like Lee, but he creeped me out. I felt his hand on my thigh, but I couldn't go anywhere. The thunder rolled in, and it started to pour.
It was raining again "great fucking luck," I thought to myself; I had to get out. This guy told me he loved me, and now he is trying to push his body onto mine and unbutton my pants. I wasn't this girl and wanted to push him off, but I was afraid he would shove me out of his car or drive off. It was my fault, I put myself in this situation, and I had to deal with the consequences.
Just then, Lee saw us outside, struggling in Troy's car, trying to stay away. He opened the door and punched him. Lee was protective of me. He went back inside; of course, he did. I was sure nobody would help me, and Troy would have his way with me. But Lee came out of nowhere like a knight in shining armor. He was carrying an umbrella and opened my door as Troy unbuttoned my pants. Lee brought me outside the car.
Lee told me to go inside his house for a second while he had a little talk with Troy. I was eavesdropping from the window like any regular damsel in distress. However, I was petrified that the thunder outside was roaring. It wasn't like any thunder, it was a thunder that I thought would develop into a tornado.
"You come near her again, and you won't be seen again, you got it!?" The thunder rolled debris across the road like a sandstorm Lee viciously looked at Troy. The testosterone ultimately made the air stink. It smelled bitter but weirdly good because it was Lee's testosterone that I liked. Lee held him up by his neck against the car. He was scary, I didn't think he could ever look dangerous, but at this moment, both men terrified me.
"Whatcha gonna do about it, boy?" Troy challenged Lee as he looked into his eyes with a vengeance.
"I've got plugs who could easily take care of you. You ain't gotta worry about me. Worry about the people who care about me! I bet any of those people would lay down their life for Kylie or me because she is a part of me, in case you don't understand."
With a petrified look, Troy darted back to the road and sped off, leaving Lee soaked from the rain puddles on the road.
Lee walked in, and I admit he looked so freaking sexy. His whole body was wet, but for me, he was steaming. I watched the water drip down his face. I had half a sense to rip off his clothes, but he was soaking wet.
"I gotta take a shower; you'll be okay, right? Lee questioned
"Oh yeah. I'll be fine." I said shakily.
I stood there shaking from everything I had been through. It was traumatic. My eyes stared off in the distance because I had dissociated from reality. "What just happened?" I thought to myself. "How did I end up on a date with a monster?" "Why did Lee say those things?" "Why did he save me from that jerk when he doesn't want me anymore?"
I heard the steaming shower run for what seemed forever, with a trail of questions that could circle the world ten times over. Then, he stepped out in a towel, barely covering his hips. That six-pack drove me wild. I almost felt like I was drooling. He stepped into the other room and blow-dried his hair, then proceeded to blow dry his arms and abdominal chest area. I watched him do this, maybe I shouldn't have, but I couldn't help . I wanted his arms around me.
He got his clothes, and then went back into the bathroom. I was so nervous. What was I going to say to him? Which question was I going to ask first? Maybe it would be better for me to not say anything? The door opened again. This time he was clothed, so I wasn't so tempted by his body.
"Kylie, do you want to get yourself in trouble like that, seriously?"
"No, I.." I was unable to speak, I was ashamed.
"No, I don't want to hear it, Kylie. You should be happy I was home! Otherwise, you might be God knows where else!"
"I just" I stopped mid-sentence because I was struggling to speak my mind
"What were you even trying to do? Make me jealous?" hearing him say that made me realize I was.
"No, why would I do that?" I questioned
"I don't know. You stopped talking to me!?" Lee stated.
"He looked like you," I said as I wiped tears from my eyes. I was still processing the trauma that I had gone through.
"No, he didn't. He was different on the inside, even I could see that. Jeez, Kylie," he exasperatingly sighed.
"What? I saw you kissing my best friend, so explain that!" I shouted.
Lee started to laugh "No, that's not it at all!" his face turned red.
"What were you checking her mouth with your mouth for something?" I said coyly, being a bit nosy about his business. His business was my business.
"No, you didn't see what was happening, her boyfriend was actually in the car a block away, and she liked him, and she wanted to see if he'd get jealous," he explained, but I didn't believe him.
"Oh, so you think you were helping her out by kissing my best friend?" I ridiculed him and his stupid ideas.
"Your angle was off, I wasn't kissing her! It just looked like that," Lee stated truthfully.
"SEE, NOW YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY, YOU KNOW SEEING THAT HURT A LOT," I hyperventilated halfway through the sentence. I started holding my chest because I couldn't breathe. Everything around me was starting to fade until I felt him.
Lee leaned in and kissed me. It was a long passionate kiss; I think he knew what I wanted to do as he knew what he wanted to do. He proceeded to kiss my lips and slowly incorporated his tongue. He decided that we would do it, and I already knew what he was going to ask.
"Yes," I approved.
I stripped off his shirt and licked his sexy six-pack that he showed off all the time. I proceeded to nibble on his ear, and then I licked his nose.
"Haha, got you!"
"I'll get you later, buttercup," he replied
He moaned in my ear as he kissed my neck and moved his hands across my stomach, which sent me to a different galaxy. It felt like we were in our own little world. He would proceed to buckle while I was kissing him and moaning his name. He proceeded to take off my bra; well, he tried. I ended up doing that. We landed on the bed and continued our makeout session. We continued to kiss while I stripped off his belt with his jeans, and then he removed my panties. There we were in the missionary position after we tried the other positions. I felt him starting to shake, but he wouldn't finish until I had. He was so sweet and gentle. He proceeded to clean me up while helping me find my panties. There we were, and we just talked about the future. I said I love you, to him again, and then he licked my nose
"I love you too, buttercup, I have a secret to tell you; that was my first time!"
"Oh really? You seemed more experienced than me. I mean look at you, Mr. handsome!" I nudged his shoulder.
"Well, you did amazing yourself," replied Lee.
We laid there cuddling, and he told me I was too warm, and of course, he slept with the fan on. Typical. He continued to cuddle me until I fell asleep. He fell asleep with his arm underneath my head. It was somewhat perfect, but I wasn't ready for what would happen next. There was no way I could have prepared myself.
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