第九十二章：承諾與失望459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtGJWg2IOR
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA08kKO3xA1
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6VWGDl5s0
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hCssUYf00
對，那個人……就是Mandy。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQzBTOeD20
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfshqCNoed
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68980txKNe
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcehh0Qr9o
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKppRrc3tf
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLcAtBacau
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD43IXKHm01
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqWJlSLLcL
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcnz5SUYYP
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAp1DbmHWjr
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOzehxUf80
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTs2MNDflZ
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNpUkURKk7
「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHIu4vfAkj
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPi4xpB9A5
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ge8FtocpD
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCx9YpexmB
然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWBsgZcyev
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtfZjEMOvX
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo6uuKpqOn
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1jvo0WwQz
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe1l8pjiuD
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFP7FEgoWPg
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOorksSjVj
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iipMvZbiU
隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWW6ugcM0h
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZmlRrONg2
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqzDAsNwA6
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PFPWQHGY2
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kpkDr50ai
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dytyFVLIO
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWwHtEZIEV
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXeO1YXvsQ
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6ttoystnU
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2DCP6Umx3
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDOrvhmPv9
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsUQVWJuXK
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bnbh5icpj
但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMxB3PieWb
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqj3ndZcCzK
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvMzUsW0zf
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv7Ipo07Dc
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyjK6mjRQY
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgU1as6DLNZ
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1nNbFHV3i
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFapButnWD
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbA5ZZdcTU
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IgRTER88F
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagAYuCGb4s
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEuNCHsSaS
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OH65iJMqW
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqe7fmCYP5
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2P61YIPkc
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFrDoG2jVW
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgbxESV8Xq
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsYtiDMHFq
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDPGNWk165
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GNdDpABFx
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsg8bMquN3
「Online住唔應嘅？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAWLsmo8I4
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRdi6jx0Fd
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrIe2kLIbd
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQN82OmuqB
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe0Pp6GuAi
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c2rlbZTpH
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV20q1clQK
然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2s2PWPWDhe
「我準備做手術啦」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aPRI58aA6
「做完再覆你ouo<3」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbqMagjuVH
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefvJLkktdG
我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrXFi5FKBS
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAshKkS5MMK
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnA63uNBsd
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OtD5xzl8b
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqiT0gaWyv
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWXdxyDKCf
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWsSo9a721
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGnhvyqezT
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQovQdgBS3i
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4HAQrWjFS
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIAslG9ITZ
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0PBjdcdOv
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTiEvJnXac
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4Sv9JAHKm
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6xuLJyJe8
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「各就位……預備……」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2pLZ4zeln
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAApNK3heaO
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglPY64pOa3
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTT8KCmPlR
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhM3vhUYDfK
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「呯—」 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkZZxIW0qA
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gbH69foai
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zuhWzC08B
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIL2vgQYUos
最後更成為了最後一名。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxzhiCNnLs
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3IljW7rA8
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS37eLVwnXI
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2mpQaMqyZ
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW07jq1k6Tr
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5z9roYd79W
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD9nPqFkD9
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LQMlZuH77
然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIYHmQ6dQI
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyP0H1IyRW
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVgpAJw2vT
是Mandy。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdVETHFNiz
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Z8nweab4J
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYl9VvNOcj
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYppp2P0j5K
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4cndz9T0N
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4HjvZjMxo
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKFmIl4cgd
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqi0A7edDk
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJ6bD9jPLo
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RwyR07tRl
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT52Cj3qOIQ
459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIU6TjQIeM
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgxnkNPbsS
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBps0IF4Ff
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod8ZvRZoeB
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qo1Up9NT6
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「啪—」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOAoe1VcjR
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTu0JeKFA2
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaKPU5wshO
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI8Alz3frT
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPbnSlXFwr
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG204ohlysk
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o1lIkrcRC
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