第九十二章:承諾與失望459Please respect copyright.PENANAAtGJWg2IOR
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「Alvin,你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界?」459Please respect copyright.PENANAA08kKO3xA1
在腦海中,我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……459Please respect copyright.PENANAL6VWGDl5s0
她問道了這一條問題,總感覺在過去的回憶當中,也有人詢問過同一條問題……459Please respect copyright.PENANA2hCssUYf00
對,那個人……就是Mandy。459Please respect copyright.PENANAyQzBTOeD20
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我記起,那天是中三時的某一個星期五。459Please respect copyright.PENANACfshqCNoed
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。459Please respect copyright.PENANA68980txKNe
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題,一邊走回課室。459Please respect copyright.PENANADcehh0Qr9o
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「Alvin,Haley!你哋傾緊啲咩啊?」459Please respect copyright.PENANACKppRrc3tf
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。459Please respect copyright.PENANAuLcAtBacau
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Haley見況,立即說:「唔阻你兩個,行先。」459Please respect copyright.PENANAD43IXKHm01
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後,自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。459Please respect copyright.PENANAsqWJlSLLcL
無錯,其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。459Please respect copyright.PENANAvcnz5SUYYP
不過他這樣一下子就走掉,也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……459Please respect copyright.PENANAAp1DbmHWjr
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「喂,Haley!洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。459Please respect copyright.PENANAIOzehxUf80
於是也只好放慢腳步,讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。459Please respect copyright.PENANAUTs2MNDflZ
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「Haley個死仔,話走就走!」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。459Please respect copyright.PENANAkHIu4vfAkj
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來,並說:「Haley可能怕尷尬掛,哈哈。」459Please respect copyright.PENANADPi4xpB9A5
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯,踏上返回課室的路程。459Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ge8FtocpD
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然而就在中途,Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說:「Alvin,你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界?」459Please respect copyright.PENANAIWBsgZcyev
「會!一定會!應承咗你架嘛!」我馬上也回應了。459Please respect copyright.PENANAVtfZjEMOvX
因為明天星期六,可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。459Please respect copyright.PENANACo6uuKpqOn
身為她的男朋友,我沒有理由不去支持一下,為她打氣吧?459Please respect copyright.PENANAf1jvo0WwQz
除此之外,其實我也打算在她完成比賽後,帶她去看電影。459Please respect copyright.PENANAbe1l8pjiuD
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。459Please respect copyright.PENANAFP7FEgoWPg
然而,我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……459Please respect copyright.PENANAmOorksSjVj
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隔天,正當我打算出門口時,媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。459Please respect copyright.PENANASWW6ugcM0h
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結,開始進行倒數。459Please respect copyright.PENANAqZmlRrONg2
若果想見最後一面,就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……459Please respect copyright.PENANAUqzDAsNwA6
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然而,我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。459Please respect copyright.PENANA0kpkDr50ai
並在路途上,向Mandy發送了一個訊息:459Please respect copyright.PENANA9dytyFVLIO
「我公公有事,要趕去醫院」459Please respect copyright.PENANAnWwHtEZIEV
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但是,當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身,手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。459Please respect copyright.PENANAGXeO1YXvsQ
因此沒有接收到我的訊息,並一直在比賽時,無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。459Please respect copyright.PENANAq6ttoystnU
卻因為我的缺席,而分神,最後也與勝利無緣。459Please respect copyright.PENANAc2DCP6Umx3
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世,才會缺席。459Please respect copyright.PENANAPDOrvhmPv9
使得輸掉了比賽的她,卻要反過來安慰我。459Please respect copyright.PENANArsUQVWJuXK
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但後來,我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。459Please respect copyright.PENANAYMxB3PieWb
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席,彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。459Please respect copyright.PENANAqj3ndZcCzK
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣,甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。459Please respect copyright.PENANAgv7Ipo07Dc
雖然她一直都說不關我的事,而且知道我是有原因才不來的。459Please respect copyright.PENANADyjK6mjRQY
還覺得我有立即通知她,是盡責的行為。459Please respect copyright.PENANAgU1as6DLNZ
然而,只是因為她沒有看到訊息,才不知道我沒有來。459Please respect copyright.PENANAk1nNbFHV3i
而一直在比賽時東張西望,這是她身為選手的不成熟。459Please respect copyright.PENANASFapButnWD
但是,其實我是非常自責的,因為若果我有出現的話,或許她就不會輸掉比賽。459Please respect copyright.PENANAQbA5ZZdcTU
我從此得知了,當承諾實現不了的時候,就只會帶來失望,是對自己的失望……459Please respect copyright.PENANA2IgRTER88F
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」459Please respect copyright.PENANAagAYuCGb4s
「嗄!」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過,並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。459Please respect copyright.PENANAjEuNCHsSaS
於是我立即拿起來看,並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……459Please respect copyright.PENANA7OH65iJMqW
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「弊,琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗,無覆到佢!」459Please respect copyright.PENANAn2P61YIPkc
我慌張起來地說道,並馬上點開她的訊息來看。459Please respect copyright.PENANAaFrDoG2jVW
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊?」459Please respect copyright.PENANAcsYtiDMHFq
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。459Please respect copyright.PENANAUDPGNWk165
然而,那時候我卻昏睡了,所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。459Please respect copyright.PENANA6GNdDpABFx
因此,在大約十分後她又傳來:459Please respect copyright.PENANAcsg8bMquN3
「Online住唔應嘅?」459Please respect copyright.PENANAqAWLsmo8I4
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗?」459Please respect copyright.PENANANRdi6jx0Fd
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接著,再過五分鐘後,她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。459Please respect copyright.PENANACQN82OmuqB
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。459Please respect copyright.PENANAOe0Pp6GuAi
「聽日繼續加油啦!晚安啦傻>w<」459Please respect copyright.PENANA0c2rlbZTpH
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然後,直到今早六時半,她又向我傳來了一個訊息:459Please respect copyright.PENANA2s2PWPWDhe
「我準備做手術啦」459Please respect copyright.PENANA8aPRI58aA6
「做完再覆你ouo<3」459Please respect copyright.PENANAGbqMagjuVH
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後,立即就回覆她:459Please respect copyright.PENANAyrXFi5FKBS
「加油啊!我會等你回覆架>X<」459Please respect copyright.PENANAAshKkS5MMK
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然而,這一段訊息,卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。459Please respect copyright.PENANA7OtD5xzl8b
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。459Please respect copyright.PENANAgqiT0gaWyv
會是單剔號,可能是因為訊號不良接收不到,也可能是她關機了。459Please respect copyright.PENANAUWXdxyDKCf
但這時候,我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。459Please respect copyright.PENANApWsSo9a721
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息,由單剔號變成雙剔號……459Please respect copyright.PENANAvGnhvyqezT
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雖然剔號並沒有改變,但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。459Please respect copyright.PENANAQovQdgBS3i
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著,痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。459Please respect copyright.PENANAM4HAQrWjFS
而且更糟糕的是,甚至在我平常步速下步行時。459Please respect copyright.PENANAaIAslG9ITZ
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛,使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。459Please respect copyright.PENANAo0PBjdcdOv
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但我還不能就此停下腳步,因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。459Please respect copyright.PENANAo4Sv9JAHKm
只要再多撐三場賽事,我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力,展示自己達成承諾了……459Please respect copyright.PENANAi6xuLJyJe8
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「各就位……預備……」459Please respect copyright.PENANAs2pLZ4zeln
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。459Please respect copyright.PENANAAApNK3heaO
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備,然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。459Please respect copyright.PENANAglPY64pOa3
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣,我也只能以三個詞彙來形容,就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。459Please respect copyright.PENANADTT8KCmPlR
但是我已經回不了去,因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。459Please respect copyright.PENANAhM3vhUYDfK
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「呯—」 459Please respect copyright.PENANASkZZxIW0qA
我立即抬起身來向前跑,卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。459Please respect copyright.PENANA6gbH69foai
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。459Please respect copyright.PENANA3zuhWzC08B
接著更陸續被反超前,由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。459Please respect copyright.PENANAIL2vgQYUos
最後更成為了最後一名。459Please respect copyright.PENANAQxzhiCNnLs
但是,即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好,還是追不上眼前的選手……459Please respect copyright.PENANAN3IljW7rA8
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線,自己卻還在跑著。459Please respect copyright.PENANAS37eLVwnXI
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這場二百米賽事,我可是徹底地敗北了。459Please respect copyright.PENANAl2mpQaMqyZ
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了?459Please respect copyright.PENANAW07jq1k6Tr
為什麼會落敗?為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了?459Please respect copyright.PENANA5z9roYd79W
我恨自己,恨自己又未能實現承諾。459Please respect copyright.PENANAaD9nPqFkD9
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然而片刻後,我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。459Please respect copyright.PENANAiIYHmQ6dQI
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗,並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。459Please respect copyright.PENANAfyP0H1IyRW
可是這時候,前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路,並說:「阿侑……你做咩啦……」459Please respect copyright.PENANAVVgpAJw2vT
是Mandy。459Please respect copyright.PENANALdVETHFNiz
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「無啊,我去更衣室拉筋啊,仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」459Please respect copyright.PENANAJYl9VvNOcj
我馬上就向她說道了目的,並打算從她身旁走過。459Please respect copyright.PENANAYppp2P0j5K
可是,她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說:459Please respect copyright.PENANAq4cndz9T0N
「Zack佢話你怪怪地,搏哂命去參加比賽,所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」459Please respect copyright.PENANAg4HjvZjMxo
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。459Please respect copyright.PENANAtqi0A7edDk
可是她卻表現激動起來:「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁,你無嘢啊嘛?」459Please respect copyright.PENANACJ6bD9jPLo
我嚇了一嚇,沒有即時回應她。459Please respect copyright.PENANA5RwyR07tRl
於是她也繼續說下去:「何鵬侑,你講!到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命?」459Please respect copyright.PENANAT52Cj3qOIQ
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「我應承咗人,咁咪要搏命囉!承諾嚟架嘛!」我說道。459Please respect copyright.PENANArgxnkNPbsS
「喺承諾咁又點?」但她隨即就質問起來。459Please respect copyright.PENANAnBps0IF4Ff
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時,我也忍不住激動起來說:459Please respect copyright.PENANAod8ZvRZoeB
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉!就好似以前咁,我明明應承咗你,但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽,仲要搞到你分神輸咗!咪搞到你對我失望囉!」459Please respect copyright.PENANA1qo1Up9NT6
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「啪—」459Please respect copyright.PENANAuOAoe1VcjR
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。459Please respect copyright.PENANAhTu0JeKFA2
我瞬間愣住,並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。459Please respect copyright.PENANAcaKPU5wshO
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。459Please respect copyright.PENANApI8Alz3frT
直至這一刻,我才下意識過來。459Please respect copyright.PENANAaPbnSlXFwr
剛剛的那一句說話,到底是有多麼的錯……459Please respect copyright.PENANAG204ohlysk
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望,划算嗎」459Please respect copyright.PENANA8o1lIkrcRC