第九十三章：執著474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aEIFn6btz
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOFlZoo1i6
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF303xN41Uf
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0VUDxWHrE
她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPG1JaZ0OQv
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7pcaK4R7e
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jFDgIloXL
「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlSsCdT5Y5
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpin9jERSs
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1A9toV2FO
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「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx4xhcdleU
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMWwNXkzIY
「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wSTwjA0KS
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTC0bThHpg
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkU67QVQ5pQ
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYBc7fhKsx
「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTdsBC5o9s
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ6s0ewPEo
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFFiIbn7B7
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdTpyx7HaM
「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrO4TeQzDj0
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKeu5lbIhZ
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdhuTeeihC
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「我……記得。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3SogbqE57
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjfN3bdOrA
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEnz7nDvsU
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qAiRnVkOl
「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVh0LmnTw1
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnALo7gjih
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eXPgxs0iB
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hY9sMXvtM
「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJNBrfTYNu
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdruRmdJoSj
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdfjs28DRA
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxYKoD1fop
接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxMTZqLCPj
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2EJkdxU6W
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGs4a6EfqK
「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysTaSHTkhA
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L0ETwtsH6
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXW3lCW5Xl3
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMVr0Q1tfw
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVef277Mz3m
本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbZh5AwUw8
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuPAKhMmL7
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcPpwqJGoM
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKygWm5OiR
「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyuPg98H56
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuto6Nk8iL
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIRYKnxrY0
接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLyFlr5wAR
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f6zyLVkNT
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk7aMLvCDc
本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdB8n49qlo
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4nthJqwpe
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP84JSslb3q
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHyM0Eghef
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ntPy9iser
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpP1pnQYRFk
接下來，來到了更衣室後。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqkLtqLC5s
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrOR0iS7lF
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX7sceRdqS
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVFtcLbXBe
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY52koIn5lF
「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdZU9J79wz
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W2ED4PXBU
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lHlo7Atob
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlTur79HFz
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下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFCRHg5epw
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylkHWmhHKE
在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwwK7j4LFv
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbnw5Irt4B
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlihTVlRorF
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6nAmPdL8H
「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzjeVB9cLV
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbO8GKCAlv
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW5miYTHGq
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBC2S6sbbAa
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiqmvC6fA2
Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o7KjsWvKz
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4VaXW64wt
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VQUfiu9fW
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQokflHLS3
而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C3ugtsprg
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7Uo7Ubm6s
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mwSLcFyVX
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPPLPublIR
最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlVlIBftLz
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuSZEbqRqJ
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6acSbcWHE
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9co6U4I8Lh
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS16JkQTuoo
看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMNUpnyHGf
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQx9Mv7KSa
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs6aBu9sry
接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGPHwt4Nyj
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05BM4Gy9UV
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dx95GfcbC
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgmkYcgpeE
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPpW5e2yAD
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKglpLl90lZ
依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspUjh9SnnD
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlpmKOZBPc
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbPjM2kRCu
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iywTud4lC
「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6d40tTnHa
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gNtmLrCl8
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPpwPL09fL
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Yphjx7z5O
因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVfgeCIarq
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9yqjBG2ht
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeAiX9GuLS
「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBvsrjz3JK
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEeJ9LXfmx
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作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH3p2ZlyOx
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesKcG9fIGl
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