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我們分手的那一天……425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpWQ8XFJD9
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPHBkF7eLK
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rjEih18N3
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLGEO2u3I5
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZA2WjPDXJ
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qS2toIoIA
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DTe0UY4Oq
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7MnNJK3Yt
顯示的卻是單剔號。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6liNXIZnVs
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfV8hMjEPKc
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7oFvW0nSL
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpFq3xCXzY
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeqSc3PHz9
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EkBNdlO37
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkK3Vyfs2C8
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uCaoEYSVJ
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCYbFul7KO
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5Iy8nIGyN
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3i4sxAiXl
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWN5qDPyWs
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0nbeFOxry
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwIy4rJZeR
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshFEuWTQfu
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE0sTGwdbk
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQ4X84keqt
這是回憶嗎？425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanHq5Yafj0
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMCPcidsBI
又是回憶了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkzs0xi0Wy
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbVFX6F23V
怎樣都是回憶。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDhtBGET2h
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yseNfc5FU
不要再是回憶了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWYRq1ZQtG
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gfPUu4yVD
不要、不要、不要！425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcmczPjxYl
「我唔想離開你！」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdN4h5jxr6Q
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「夠啦！」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv4J3gRnZh
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip5BupslmN
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOciCvo8jO
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKo1YbyO8y
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwQn552c6s
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLwe0NSZAo
「咦？」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLmymWJtJ6
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oPQXNCqLf
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jKSVKM8ow
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5zFkM9Pg3
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKqb80aaOG
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZCZJn10h0
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDhS9yUGuo
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv6XnQbaat
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ104niFZwy9
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJD4luSpeb
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGx9Smwlan
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GmbaGPAaw
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrKWhsXX23
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdIlIHVmZn
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvtKOBSnOH
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGz7wo1pCH
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTzsA4yLvO
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2szXZDT50l
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTunCQHinIj
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZTkuESpcx
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVedYZ0ruP
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmb7ryDOMw
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6T4ZWdhqq
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgQmPEaCu5
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfCQhn6XZp
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjgYjvjNv3
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsvEcanRvB
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCUMXdCqxY
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aYd7r6anA
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccHg3zz3Gh
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwFnluq0NN
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrBP9qJKLl
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgSjeDexWl
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIuANkxGok
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqPpn61mXP
不過，當然是沒有了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaVqVHjVkA
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ31Z4Oqhmh
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASuR4sJ6DL
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjalkaKTi1m
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ufeQUjt5X
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfU2jtx1xs
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVLi9R40gL
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PAjlSfQDa
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY53ubO9LOr
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDWiqYnuMQ
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8zwVOePyc
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHPA3Jw6nQ
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWnHQrdWfa
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbc7s89hQ3
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZg7zcUdCd7
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQZqTgu5NB
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHx7OzBC8L
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1SWokWi8W
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxrLkSsOA7
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3P0UTaFjuz
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJndcgACnh
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk03gMTMgky
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpQ1rgQUGg
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHIix9gMmq
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