第一二七章：過去428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbe1hiYLkS
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我們分手的那一天……428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMNI74PV5c
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKS0s1TExw5
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYjZWwNgHJ
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtMbbKS7ol
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbydEedEmHM
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVw3dR0gQQ
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPLVgep9lg
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbKINEBrN2
顯示的卻是單剔號。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj39bxZCcWc
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrAvvuQAvI
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldqqBy6tTu
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoGAPufvZ8
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUH8ntDhsc
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr7FPhRm6K
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLHlclAc8r
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrQJDIqAN6
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2hq90FDmO
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcNPMxwAKN
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjWh2qS3zj
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdY0pqns0K
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXVfmaOjnd
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvAwAWMYic
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYyAeNbEoR
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U9osymVxi
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VfXAnrOIE
這是回憶嗎？428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡophaKFvdni
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXDtkqRKjh
又是回憶了。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuR33Ak97B8
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGugvNJKMeq
怎樣都是回憶。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIOXvnrEt7
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SxuX3lnl2
不要再是回憶了。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAiIEDGG8R
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTRjRhpE42
不要、不要、不要！428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2ZGoHQ41u
「我唔想離開你！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs0LyhRY72
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「夠啦！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHas3orET7
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40gA1BHnp2
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXS9yS2lxd
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbpM3ZOPaH
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxwpxInays
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyL68Xg9Q5D
「咦？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaVhf27nXB
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8I00cIJMW
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRtSJC5Bf7
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJet9hqpgx
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XWtykx0jO
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiBVpcP3s0
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaJAEVVSft
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoQgKmJOUT
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzGXEKrUtJ
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0Tx0D34L4
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lTiocf2kl
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIyYJ792oq
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYCGhAlosd
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhInTMi1foS
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqMS6XiYWk
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQDxAT4qMa
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMr70zdLxE
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQls2UedDW
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH80FFN4Fu
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrLyOXCwdd
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKOnIONdg0
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFosm9pdVj9
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESemTLCIpt
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1S1mBUGwZX
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08dyjgiyy6
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H7tNvHdgE
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeu6yiHS1ll
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAbh1eZkgF
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLWL3mSpcC
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8L9JoK0VV
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgW7NshQ57
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sKWw7LtqS
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkA5j5pEvN
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiv5PFj84EX
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HtRCPuHUh
不過，當然是沒有了。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTeDtBoZ5g
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzli761BOaA
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1SUcCdAUC
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWciz6W45gG
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2w2QqZgPt
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwILWQfgN6
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9iB0ZIylE
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWPZMnSdpq
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlMQfuT3iT
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Z3tBTCQ5Q
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqC9m5qy6E
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB52u1TTtpt
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavVsUUMlM0
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcyRbvpwZ2
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHrF0WxtAh
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRbqhpOPrx
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFsgBLtNs2
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCEfsOqpfV
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmnDMbW5NN
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNT0eRmkwk
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMmuoBAUew
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pmEZqoLjS
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXnMwNLcz9
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNKlhFgT6X
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