第一六零章：約會(下)409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahbeiOj34K
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81784OSpmO
「沙—沙沙—沙—」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkBVB4W8RD
伴隨一個個浪花沖刷，陣陣的海風也同時吹拂我們的身驅。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOlI3u2Byt
我與Venus二人此刻正抱著雙腳坐在金黃而細軟的沙子上，看著一望無際而白茫茫的大海。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcwcOaPc3C
至於剛才我在路上所問道的問題，Venus她仍然沒有回答。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqzLfd3Ce3
只是稍為移開了眼神並指向了沙灘：「不如去咗沙灘先啦。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50ENLTn6cb
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOoD3wvnKM
如今我與她已經在沙灘上靜坐了大約十多分鐘，她依然默不作聲。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpK35aQcMhV
因此我都再問：「你嘅答案喺？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRmcGXIgOU
但Venus只是搖搖頭：「乜個答案重要咩？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQfr0wD4Kp
「我只喺想知……」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2wnEDhLl7
「想知我喺咪當你喺水泡？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3cvHwE3ga
「唔喺啊！」我馬上扭過頭望了她。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgl24Q10u0
只見她依然一臉平淡地凝視著前方的大海。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Tr8qaUqMN
「我就喺驚你諗多咗先一直唔同你講原因。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWG8soRs3w
「點解會覺得我諗多咗啊？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mTmsvjSNh
然而，這次換轉是她扭過頭並與我對上了眼神。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJYGC0EybB
「你問我點解揀你，已經代表你諗多咗。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CsuHzYjhT
我無言了，因為她說得正確。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MqrkiabMF
而她看見我閉上嘴的一刻，也繼續說：「鍾意一個人都要多多原因嘅，咁仲喺唔喺真心鍾意呢？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAYiNDTFT1
「咁……鍾意都有分一見鍾情同日久生情架嘛？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCevbMEuusH
她睜了兩下眼，隨後便笑起來。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbIsCPFuDW
「呵，咁你覺得我對你喺咩？一見定日久？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTHcwah2le
「欸……」我一時三刻回答不了。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxhszj16EK
「你睇你自己都答唔出，咁點解仲要問我原因呢？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY8sExRmE8
我再次閉上了嘴，並微微地低頭起來。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4XDc7NQnC
但一瞬間，Venus也把頭靠到我的肩膊上。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xusRqJsnD
「我對你兩者都有……」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1TSqhMKkf
我沒有立即回應，只是繼續聆聽著。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEm09inPKi
「中三棋藝比賽你做裁判個陣，見你成日都好大反應，又會不時放水比我，覺得你好得意。然後請槍你嚟話劇學會個陣，見到你好認真咁整嘢個嗰樣，覺得你好型。之後中四知道你入咗嚟話劇學會，又知道你都喺住屯門，一瞬間覺得一切都喺緣份……緣份為我哋牽起咗紅線。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgCfViYBeU
「可惜我喺呢條紅線中間打咗好多個結……」我不禁自嘲起來，畢竟我欠她太多了。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ2tPVmGkz
相反她卻否認我的說話：「唔關你事，你有你嘅選擇權利，就好似你最後都同翻Mandy復合咁。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYeWbiNvbn
「我欠咗你哋實在太多……」我還是把那句話從心裡坦白出來。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXJovCFjoE
「正如我啱先所講，你最後都同Mandy復合，完咗佢嘅心願。而我，你就喺我留院嘅時候一直陪住我，仲乜嘢攬拖鍚都做齊哂，個陣我哋同拍緊拖真喺無分別。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijclyF25d5
「感覺就好似比咗份假期待你……」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QV3A10tor
她聽到我這樣說著，隨即把頭移離了我的肩膊，並伸直雙腿坐著。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJwYfCYTpe
接著便雙手輕撫著我的頭：「你試下瞓落我大髀。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJDCUZZ7Or
對於她的請求，我先是愣住了。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMggTqV3ZCh
但是很快也按她所說，轉而把頭躺到她的大腿上。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduyn4x86ec
而躺平的一瞬間，映入眼簾的除了那蔚藍的天空之外，就是那笑容猶如天使般的她。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZNNHQWVDt
「我哋呢個姿勢好奇怪呵？」我稍為不好意思地說道。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxhczsUU4I
始終躺在女生的大腿上，應該只有情侶才會這樣做……對吧？409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviT2poj0Ib
「我想試下呢種感覺喺點嘛，哈哈。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyWwCdmPEQ
她在說著的同時，展露出了那熟悉而甜蜜的微笑。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FXDIvwCtp
而在她的笑容紓緩下，我也放鬆了整個人，完全躺在她那細膩柔滑的大腿上。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3dtUZneyP
期間我凝視著她的雙眼並說：「對唔住，突然問咗你啲咁奇怪嘅問題。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AtQHulRyC
然而，她只是搖搖頭：「我都預咗你會問，始終喺你嘅心結嚟。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyAo0kReas
「我嘅心結？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6YrpiXTC3
她點一點頭：「你擔心自己嘅存在意義，喺咪？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8hHVXlHiw
我沒有開聲回答，只是靜靜地點頭起來。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSv2FqUPfd
Venus說得沒有錯，的確我一直以來都為自己的存在價值而煩惱。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkfrp03N6v
所謂的存在意義並不是甚麼我生在這世上有何用意之類的。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3gsCFIgnC
而是我在其他人心目中，到底有何意義。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡog1FzpNpF8
在其他人的心裡，我可以是一個朋友、是一名死黨、是一個知己、更可以是仇敵或是憎恨之人。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pWI1dAcSw
曾經我在Mandy的心中，是前男友也是復合對象，使得她即使回來的生活也是近乎圍繞著我在轉，彷彿就是因為我的存在而困住了她。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JQxp6ayxG
而經歷完與Mandy的所有事情後，我意識到自己的存在將會影響其他人，Venus與依玲也是「受害者」之一。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTvNr6nZ7q
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNOZPArGl1
「愛瑩。」我輕聲地叫道了Venus的名字。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC24NjWyEJ3
她則是好奇地「嗯」了一聲，隨後便默默地凝著躺下的我。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1NX85riGS
「我剩低嘅時間已經唔多，好快就會離開你。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEYkKuvDpM
「我知……」她的表情並沒有太大變化：「我知你就快要走。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhcxhnZpHQ
「原來你知！？之前仲呃你一齊溫書……唔好意思。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡor1wbzrX46
我別開了眼神向她道歉起來。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPdco4E7xj
因為我，一直都在欺騙著大家。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41YZEE6Ocn
其實我早就答應了呂老師的邀請，前往外國進修。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zVTCGd6kb
甚至連公開考試的成績都不用，就可以直接入學。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zXGtpclCc
現在回想起，猜不到呂老師竟然有如此大的影響力。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiWY7EVznE
就大約在一月初，一次與呂老師會見並答覆我的決定時……409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTxHWCja5h
----------------------------------------- 409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iLcY7Bw8p
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CjVAqPb3M
「Alvin Boy好開心你會答應我嘅invite。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHEBSCFNa3
「始終我都想見識下外面嘅世界……咁喺咪要考埋試，再報個分過去？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy8CpyNqvb
當我問及考試及成績時，呂老師卻搖頭起來。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrfw6omUzV
「你唔洗考exam添啊，有我recommend嘅話，可以直接入學。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq56uLzE58O
聽到老師如此說道，我不禁目瞪口呆起來。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZj5YRA7wM
「唔洗考試分？依家唔喺報U咩？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRziWNsgpmg
「你估好似Hong Kong咁咩，入個U都要high marks、awards同OLEs。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EENyy4A7N
的確香港大學就是出了名「難入易出」呢……409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEZmRGxFxd
「總之有我recommend你就一帆風順啦！」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdp8mKqktgf
「到底呂老師你其實喺咪嗰間U嘅校長嚟架，入學入得咁兒戲嘅……」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMVvoB8tgE
「我都想做principal啊，哈哈！」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnH1LCWpsac
如是者，就在呂老師的開笑下，我們相繼討論了很多有關進修的事情。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNXL8K12Gs
而在數個星期後，我更得知了那邊學校打算在三月尾會見所有受特殊推薦入學的準學生。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UwH63j8aZ
因此與學校及我的父母商量後，中六年級的last day，也將會是我真正離開這間中學的last day……409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZv5812DGB
----------------------------------------- 409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH40J10eF4z
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6S1hrtDJX
「我最唔識應付呢啲離別之交，唯有扮會繼續同你哋一齊溫書考試……」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29S7CFTIim
「我就知道你喺有嘢扮緊……」Venus說道後便把手輕放到我的臉頰上。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50VU5umOXZ
「你點知……？」我一同輕撫著她那只手問道。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xk8WmI6SJ
「幾次同你溫書都發覺你淨喺教我、幫我解題，然後又幫我搵past paper、highlight重點，仲幫我整咗好多notes。但從來都唔見你自己喺到操卷，就好似你喺到為緊我準備考試多過為自己。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ7XvA2tqn
「咁都比你發現……」我隨即便冷笑起來。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtohenZfvcz
想不到所有為她的小動作都被她看穿了。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3ox3V1cDu
「如果……我做呢個進修選擇，你會唔會憎我一世？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpAe8kKcoE
她收起了笑容並說：「我會憎你一世，而且同時我會將你從此忘記。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddQJ9tN6HR
「真？！」我不禁瞪起雙眼、有點震驚地說道。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj4YF0GHqJ
但是她下一剎那又臉掛笑容說：「憎你同忘記你一秒鐘之後，就會掛念住你直到下一世。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3NT7O9KHN
聽到她的這番說話，我先是愣住了，隨後也臉頰泛紅起來。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGH65DH1Yg
「咁快就下一世……」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFUoIgeC4m
而她相繼一同面紅耳赤起來，並微微撅起嘴說：「下一世唔好咩？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdM5YSHlXp
「但你咁樣一直掛住我，會好辛苦。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7qxp8XmrG
「唔好睇小我……」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c5MUFIqn2
在話後，她便低下頭吻到我的嘴唇上。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkVcikvZL0
與那柔潤的嘴唇觸碰一刻，我們也一同閉上了雙眼、聆聽著不斷湧上又消退的海浪。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqFmQNbfVQ
而隨後在吻過後，我也從她的大腿上站起身來。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAurRED94C
「不如去食飯囉？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNn1tjAdIw
但Venus只是先抬頭望向我，然後就向我伸手。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTFZ1Lg26w
「你帶我去啊。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyYoDag4EV
我看著她輕笑了一聲，便與她牽起了手並把她拉起身來。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyP2hBKzaW
接著也二人一同往燒烤場的方向開始步行。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjpHldQjB7
「想食咩？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqLm6sxqwa
「不如去你屋企煮？你家姐同我講話今晚你屋企無人。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6n9Bg8AG9
「喺？點解我唔知架？！佢又去男朋友到？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7OIKYeNEU
「嗯……仲有我同咗屋企講，話我今晚過Coco到過夜……」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiOuN7B670
她說著的同時，臉頰及耳朵也通紅起來，連聲音也越說越小聲。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYG7fSgyu6r
聽著她的一言一語、看著她的表情，我也不禁面紅耳赤起來。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3EvDpwN85
並一同輕聲細語地說：「咁……咁嚟我屋企食啦……仲有一齊瞓。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUWE2orIZe
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKJxIpMXyO
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74QKYeVc7s
「懷疑自己的同時，其實也會有人無條件地接納你」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4y6S35sen
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL7b6sIaEv
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAo3yGA3MdD
作者的話：最終話開始倒數……409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ4XoRYFLs
Penana
search
Loginarrow_drop_down
Registerarrow_drop_down
