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「你諗清楚啲？」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJlxuh6I8p
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0p1RmKrh92
這個畫面似曾相識的……359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhe6kxDrIqG
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8pG9B0IK1
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNdfHvlCit
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjP79f0rp1
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiw0VBKcM0p
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1IzkYj2Du
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCci157mSO
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sI4DQfxjI
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJqZfsiQ4s
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAisXyEwZh
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexCe6jzIJI
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZB8TLNkiy
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQfPIbuKAe
「唔、知、啊！！！」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHS46TNLwU
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYYx1aUjYs
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfhuxvdEVw
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPgc7TkeSO
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenjeHfn0fM
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXWoSHMDev
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphUqsX6WHP
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5JRxXAfHg
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJGSeZuzSg
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpdVrSzNbC
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yIv7Kg5Jl
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr8HM5m3f8
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01pO5nJs1p
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dxFysUY9r
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlcl203RCy
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJPQtRlE9B
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Z580kiU9L
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH57neAWgLZ
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENt5d4iGHZ
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCuKu4Xq6w
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYr9ndjTfC
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUcMUPk60v
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHhb9kpAFm
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjc4XBOWyQr
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJO6V7UJRR4
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsr8eEfnpX
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3ZS7ZOpp3
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZvAazCf48
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUR9Rpabyk
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3vetS2tQf
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xx8Fgv18q
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21WB7LXeo1
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBGkcrYYLK
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBSSFRXyqU
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqfsTK0sm6
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiLrcUhHhp
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gqjfKJU1u
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKkOONEW7y
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvQD95C7rm
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmG0My1oJS
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyspBuYqPtL
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASt0PAhwRB
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7VXJyIn62
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPT3aJf0wB
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfnkpWwtwX
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhfWwXORy9
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2H3HaBC6bI
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPesXhc7Wp
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHDJncwLUE
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6kzu3Y2vB
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81uu3HNRcw
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrRH9iyMrM
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL761rJiX3
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhloI3Atqc
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMptbaksCX
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRU4VRXtgwU
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ9KV4Qcrp
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GiFMiGTPn
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmjNtTZr53
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtfEkBKiqe
「快啲教我點做。」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67V0ojGc2V
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQe0O35RD5M
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXWEQKDpUj
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaW9kP57or
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgaGRIZqg4
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalUBUWdYU1
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThzG29oa3f
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9FJhGQKPS
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BfV3kTzCr
「欸！？」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKxpSsO3Wd
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7GMg9oxTn
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zC0SSIjK2
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGVoqSZ66q
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkf3EoHdzXE
看來我還不夠成熟呢……359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Winm88gju
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpvSN4F3x9
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2JP2nuGCA
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivwhb9ihci
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeesyupniWa
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUCJgHlkS6
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVArZkerqby
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP652XISUY
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm1xD3lH76
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnHYt4JGgo
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3zxin50Te
還有六人。359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwKnlpsaWu
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「成長、成熟」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI08CbiY4A4
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忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb88P2NObx
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