第三十七章:問與答666Please respect copyright.PENANAmMuDntuJ4O
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」666Please respect copyright.PENANA61e0f0Rjif
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。666Please respect copyright.PENANAbEMQBzPCJW
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:666Please respect copyright.PENANAZdqkk1pi8e
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」666Please respect copyright.PENANAJz9RndQEvk
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。666Please respect copyright.PENANAIkrVv3MqUW
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「做咩啦?心情差?」666Please respect copyright.PENANABJjx04scQb
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。666Please respect copyright.PENANAPXlEkujc9P
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。666Please respect copyright.PENANAl9X39YYiEF
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。666Please respect copyright.PENANAMC7Sq9S8z8
避免令她感到更煩躁。666Please respect copyright.PENANA1xb7Y6l0Nc
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。666Please respect copyright.PENANAb86yMnl1AV
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。666Please respect copyright.PENANANSuVZE2zrk
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……666Please respect copyright.PENANABxCmhH9BxR
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。666Please respect copyright.PENANAFcZSJomPke
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……666Please respect copyright.PENANAHVbEJRNMNs
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「喂!Alvin!」666Please respect copyright.PENANAcrgp6Hvpbh
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。666Please respect copyright.PENANANpzXJpIMRi
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。666Please respect copyright.PENANA2zeHWYkJ1p
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。666Please respect copyright.PENANALeBn0tyQhD
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。666Please respect copyright.PENANA0HPX5B9I6Y
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」666Please respect copyright.PENANAsjzjgzyjuA
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。666Please respect copyright.PENANAdx5dX9tJtV
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。666Please respect copyright.PENANAoZGB9W3yeJ
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。666Please respect copyright.PENANAyih8MNn4qh
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。666Please respect copyright.PENANAm8eO5oCNvP
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。666Please respect copyright.PENANAMPjuC73amn
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」666Please respect copyright.PENANAFgfgcqeOtW
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。666Please respect copyright.PENANALE8vMkb7hL
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。666Please respect copyright.PENANAAHGnTMWMkW
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……666Please respect copyright.PENANAXu3FUQsRRT
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。666Please respect copyright.PENANAXDVl62GZ6T
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。666Please respect copyright.PENANAXVWWslWLWu
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」666Please respect copyright.PENANASiNWrADvuz
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。666Please respect copyright.PENANAXFjMQzSCKL
但我沒有回應她。666Please respect copyright.PENANAUY8bfVuKhr
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」666Please respect copyright.PENANAQRG3k8WXQR
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。666Please respect copyright.PENANA4L85o7U6wy
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」666Please respect copyright.PENANA4m8ENsUDTn
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。666Please respect copyright.PENANArGfz4Gj0ml
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:666Please respect copyright.PENANA9XBXQJ0hhj
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」666Please respect copyright.PENANAeWvZ12U4Tz
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。666Please respect copyright.PENANAaIobghnQF7
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……666Please respect copyright.PENANA1iY1iweAEE
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。666Please respect copyright.PENANAjF802hOkvK
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。666Please respect copyright.PENANA2oUNiTGyVJ
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」666Please respect copyright.PENANA4USNX4CZex
她思考了一會後再說。666Please respect copyright.PENANALwsPsqsinA
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「如果啲咩先?」666Please respect copyright.PENANAwltCVphtj6
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。666Please respect copyright.PENANAoWL0LuyXij
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」666Please respect copyright.PENANAxkE1GQa3UW
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。666Please respect copyright.PENANAqXDH20rdPa
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。666Please respect copyright.PENANArGED7Pjet0
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……666Please respect copyright.PENANAOg4EkLOXTz
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」666Please respect copyright.PENANA9JfLJYqSvm
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。666Please respect copyright.PENANAWEYJ9VfkSu
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。666Please respect copyright.PENANAqpdMosXpw6
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。666Please respect copyright.PENANAK2BpefGRDi
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……666Please respect copyright.PENANANxpw2RIw78
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。666Please respect copyright.PENANAZWU0QOevWX
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……666Please respect copyright.PENANAnHRsryOhr5
所以我都不能確實回答。666Please respect copyright.PENANA7rsJRQ5FfL
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。666Please respect copyright.PENANA5bDeOfPceo
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」666Please respect copyright.PENANA7q6MxoGEBi
我直接與她說。666Please respect copyright.PENANAaUgRG9dx7h
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。666Please respect copyright.PENANATPLNXbsA4Q
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……666Please respect copyright.PENANAeFuGSHqtZF
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」666Please respect copyright.PENANA4x54DGBCG8
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。666Please respect copyright.PENANAB7IPkjcP2k
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……666Please respect copyright.PENANAP7jI7ikBic
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。666Please respect copyright.PENANAACTTjaq1TO
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」666Please respect copyright.PENANATtqhWklZ7P
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。666Please respect copyright.PENANAyMKiIGVDxV
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而我正在換衣的時候……666Please respect copyright.PENANAaopkHZ20TO
「鈴—鈴—」666Please respect copyright.PENANAVXYD7Xch69
突然手機鈴聲響起了。666Please respect copyright.PENANAOK6KxbiO84
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。666Please respect copyright.PENANA9krWEigbvR
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。666Please respect copyright.PENANAKp89G7Wn7f
我二話不說就接聽了。666Please respect copyright.PENANAg48DuwsxlF
「喂?依玲?」666Please respect copyright.PENANAOmEYg27Lkk
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。666Please respect copyright.PENANAUFJXtQRaDd
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。666Please respect copyright.PENANAVttqvpQbs0
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。666Please respect copyright.PENANAXBdcWeKLp3
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。666Please respect copyright.PENANAb2I3jBZJqm
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」666Please respect copyright.PENANAL64jJM3ul4
她向我道歉起來。666Please respect copyright.PENANAHZtT3kUX2x
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」666Please respect copyright.PENANAksDTC3BAY0
我希望她不要太過介意。666Please respect copyright.PENANAQIo2uxx9c6
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……666Please respect copyright.PENANAImwkFy7XtY
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。666Please respect copyright.PENANAkkehbTSJlb
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……666Please respect copyright.PENANAN9c4K9Hhlb
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。666Please respect copyright.PENANAmGaz6CGG72
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……666Please respect copyright.PENANA5YCLRN4XIJ
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」666Please respect copyright.PENANAyK8ga85X2e
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。666Please respect copyright.PENANAq98spdzwft
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」666Please respect copyright.PENANAepevMQU1mT
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。666Please respect copyright.PENANAIQeGATHt8z
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「原來喺咁……」她說。666Please respect copyright.PENANAGrVTHgNKo1
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。666Please respect copyright.PENANAWDqXrC76Fx
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」666Please respect copyright.PENANA0oqpxRjT0v
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……666Please respect copyright.PENANA3gljs7C58t
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?666Please respect copyright.PENANAf4vSlAbf6B
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」666Please respect copyright.PENANAj52tDcKDUn