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「好喇，大家明咗個舞台妝點攪未呀？」在科大的common room 4裡，導師在工作坊上教導著同學怎樣化舞台妝。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqKI8CAQr8
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理論上，科大的Winter學期對很多同學來說如同放寒假；然而我為了刷學分，卻額外報讀了課程。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR55AVWYsCt
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趁著今天人在學校，我參加了話劇學會的工作坊，聽說未來的兩個月即將舉辦大專院校的話劇表演比賽。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlofT1ddZ4t
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「水神，冇見你一排又型咗啵，條褲幾好睇。」Dave打量了我的全身便讚道。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8renvP6SoX
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我正穿著一條牛仔褲，那是一條深藍得近乎黑色的牛仔褲，唯一奪目的焦點就是褲腳有著像盧薈般的白色條紋；要生動地形容，就像是漆黑的深藍夜空中，地上長出奪目的純白盧薈，完美地形成色差對比。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdFHOptWXs
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我：條褲雖然長咗啲但堅係型嘅。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFOzuiHgi7
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事實上，在平安夜那晚，我也穿過這條褲外出，還真的被那些參與「free hug」的人稱讚過，看來這條褲真的沒有買錯。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xjs6vBNn8
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Dave：開sem再見啦！345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyMHQuWURB
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活動結束後，我在科大的北門等侯著巴士回家。這種冷天，在空曠的街上等侯，而且地點還在人煙僻靜的清水灣，不止是令人感到身寒，連心裡也寒。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrk9Y8EBRh
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等車等得無聊了，便打開手機上的Bumble。那像蜜蜂黃的背景，猶如為我在寒冬裡送上一杯溫熱的柚子蜜茶。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy7ofMqWmr
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Veron，她的大頭照是一張黑白自拍照，分成了四份，顯得頭像很小，雖然還能看到她的五官，但不是完全清晰；第二張照片，則是由粉紅花堆砌出來的心形，像是要展現自己的藝術氣質。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaJxxSfS3c
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直覺告訴我，愛這樣修圖，又不願放上最清晰照片的女生，是對自己的樣子沒有信心，給人一種顏值有限的感覺。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1kznX7EgC
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儘管是修了圖，但仍是瞞不過我的雙眼。我看著唯一的黑白照，唔⋯⋯五官還可以勉強接受，就右滑吧！345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKxDEGJY2F
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「水神，我係太陽神呀。」成功配對後，她便跟我打招呼。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURXMKj9Jtq
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我：點解你叫太陽神嘅？345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmizebLrt2P
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Veron：冇，只係我中意神話。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XmjtwsPjz
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我：你讀緊書定做緊野？345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0gDnvi90F
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Veron：讀書，你讀咩科？345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQB4VP3jnr
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我：工程345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVE59g6i035
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Veron：我會計😩345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhlx573kjj
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開場白的用途，就是讓雙方初步地互相了解。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNNkq6cHup
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她回覆我後，我便上了巴士，把手機收好身旁。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrvR0UeLAV
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回到家裡，才繼續聊。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyS1RjaxdBQ
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我：點解用黑白相嘅？🙈345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAReVy4yipj
我：想睇你彩色相345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEP1pP63QI
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Veron：太陽神想要安全感😊345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTDYC0Pn8A
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來到這裡，我暫且不再回覆她。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8f77jQulV
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其實我無意吊癮，只是慢慢厭倦了在網上秒回別人的動作。以前我或許會秒回別人，但可能是年紀大了，老手的精力不如新手，自己也不想再像以前那樣，經常秒回別人；如果每次都要秒回別人的話，自己也很累。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBX3f0gZiq
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於是，我下一次回覆Veron的時候，已經是第二個早上。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AzujY4p0j
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「你下星期有冇時間？我想一齊去cafe。」要聊的開場白都聊完，於是我便直接提出約會。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDnoCgYtjs
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Veron：唔係好得345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX0WmnwVeI
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我：咁再下個星期又點？345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0GZzXRIoE
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Veron：最近我仆親，出唔到嚟😢345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQfNdT7dNl
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我：Oh, sosad.345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdzg6MxUdu
我：咁休息下先啦345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mPPtL4gZZ
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Veron：你要出嚟嘅話，可唔可以著女裝呀？😳345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNpmOg7XFn
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在我的預設之中，我的首張大頭照是女裝照，一方面是展現自己愛穿女裝的個性，另一方面也是因為網路世界，是一個很講注意力的地方，不取用這種手段，我就無法從幾百個同時競爭的男生之中脫穎而出，引起特定女生的注意；只有到了現實世界一對一的first date，為了製造男朋友的感覺（或第一印象），我才預定以型男的形象出現。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPNhJqQ1nu
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Veron這番話，卻直接打亂了我的部署。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQvYRI6e3g
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說起真正的穿女裝外出，我仍有心理包袱未解決。除了像萬聖節、cosplay event這類日子之外，我都幾乎未試過在平常日子裡穿女裝外出；心裡還是會懼怕扮演的不好，被人一眼看破男兒身，惹來歧視的目光。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPvrQ5Zarh
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我：唔係幾好呢😅345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1BcvAQwHL
我：你等我呢排買到靚啲衫先再出嚟啦345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3NTIlSAb0
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結果我打了退堂鼓。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpx0UNf5xm
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Veron：係呢有冇IG？345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MPKtcKpAi
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最終，大家只是交換了IG。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjErVlxOD5H
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