I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NfZwmxSjp
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZevR7ygth
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYvn9SrEYE
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIWQrM8K6x
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjSNbmWjRK
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Sdq8qNpF2
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4V8tU6M5rp
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zHXxOfL65
He's already someone else's. 824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc80JtUfGf
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