I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YibMo3nXx
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wrHf9df1C
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy21RFoAqZj
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlK2tJB6XL3
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWCC7yeX7o
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwXNYUwNip
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuxcAJ1iRD
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHm4DbkAkZy
He's already someone else's. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAFTh4DzPS
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