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Our minds run us, hell, our minds just run.
It all keeps going on and on and on again day after day after day. It's a continuum that will only cease when you do.
In a perfect world in a perfect time, our minds would be kind. But, the world and everyone in it are not perfect. So, it just keeps on going until we break.
Every time we look at ourselves there's just more cracks added. The wreckage just keeps piling up until we’re buried underneath it. We let our thoughts consume us - we let other people consume us.
The thoughts of others control every single thing we simple-minded humans do. Even how our own thoughts work are controlled by someone other than you, therefore, you also control the thoughts of others too.
Our own mind isn’t our own. It is consisted of pieces of others made into one.
The mind… is something I’ve been thinking about for a while now. I don’t know about you, but mine is driving me insane. The constant over thinking and assuming is maddening, truly. It’s laughable the amount of scenarios I come up with to account for things that I have no answer to.
The human mind is a place that is inescapable. You can’t get away from yourself and that’s what drives you mad!
So, lately, I haven’t been thinking. Well, I have, I’ve just ignored it. I’m learning and trying to just do my own thing. I don’t want to let my thoughts control everything I do.
I’ll even go as far as to turn my phone off for days just to “think” for myself. Contradictingly, I’ll take a break to think, or think about how not to think. I’ll wander around, I’ll take a walk and just kind of forget about everything. Recklessly, I’ll stop thinking and start just doing instead. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQu3vjZ9xVK
I don’t want to continually let my mind rule over me. I’ll do what I feel like doing instead of thinking things through.
If I don’t want to talk, I won’t. If I want to say whatever I want, I will. In a way, I’m finding that individuality that my mind never let me have. My mind made me stay on track and do what everyone else was doing, but I don’t want to anymore.
I’ve been going offline and out of the ranges of communication for a reason. I don’t want to be influenced right now, because if I am then I won’t be able to find myself. To be me, I feel like I have to stray away from whatever is comfortable, from whatever my mind is telling me to do. I need to let my emotions take over for a little while.
So, if I’m changing, if I’m not the person you once knew, then it’s okay. I’m finding myself. I’m not letting other people's thoughts control what I have to say. My actions are reflecting how I want to be. So, if you’re not up for the changes, then leave. I have no room for the people who can’t handle the real me, whoever I may be. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRU2eT84MK
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(*Escape. Get it? Instead of Midnight Thinking* it's Midnight Escape* because I'm escaping my thinking. Yeah, I know I'm dumb.)865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw71KIsULm2
