I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0aBfHJToX
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPDNBeYt1L
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoBrl5DnMo
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIurGNkuQlP
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LRRLzkd2d
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEPnhy6hQn
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1uDfJYHd5
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AwhDZ8xcl
He's already someone else's. 797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5E25HOC58
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