I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2htGLneDRz
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJ2GWx3yzS
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpHCLO62tV
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2cG5rVBjI
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC8kp8n9js
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0V5xpbefO
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfm0vHkjIUs
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSpQSB6iEa
He's already someone else's. 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqXjBrgMfz
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