I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPTSaD89Gt
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ObQoKZSDv
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bVJgG5bG0
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKF4o1aX1Q
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkl51H5z27m
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDdlKVgHlA
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc0w3eq7jV
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnygSz6c3C
He's already someone else's. 889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlCFg2Yb1n
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