Theres a quality I don't like about myself very much and that's my inability to think for myself. I honestly don't think I've had one original opinion or thought that hasn't been given to me by someone else. I'm so naïve that I pretty much believe everything I'm told.  It's like I can't even form an opinion on my own.

Different people point out different things and I take which side I like better. I don't think about the side that hasn't been suggested. Even my religious views are from someone else. How am I supposed to believe in something when I only go by what people are telling me to believe in?

I just wish I could differentiate between what I think and what other people think. But, I swear I always feel like I'm missing something.  It's like I'm letting people think for me. Even my stories are a composure of a bunch of different ones.

I feel like a fraud, like I'm ripping people off when I take their view on something.