第一二七章：過去370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3hfXPsxAg
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我們分手的那一天……370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7QLtfRp6j
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3Qzsdx5Bf
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHY8Wji5yye
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOUeCAtaEb
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPj8lNi1bW
我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZi2surpYi5
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkE3hyKqSO
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLglqTWpBm4
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Hg2r0mmGx
顯示的卻是單剔號。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlxUqbJnay
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapQTulwPKz
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBWW6Ou5do
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBfgiCygCg
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg40iyDlw4b
雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkCVRMxnTP
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8IrJOSQ16
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7pczBFpRS
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGn59ujWfi
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lwO8jnXdT
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfKw7Yn26F
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3yqT7RQVm
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoVwjIu47Z
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTq2CDyvXq
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQNjTWkGBV
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvR0rr0obG
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4AXys0EK6
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexcap3cl9h
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxWc2UDoOG
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQOi7cofCR
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmIguGnLSC
「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwDk8tqlhr
這是回憶嗎？370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvI2BK2FmK
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLmAirRCi9
又是回憶了。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWu6KJWXMg
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn88gc5Aif
怎樣都是回憶。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSsbaeZutg
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpAjv8MwCX
不要再是回憶了。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyvEFOkFuC
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYKha49M5b
不要、不要、不要！370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJ8CWDCmrK
「我唔想離開你！」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46evID08jH
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopt6pQERPI
「夠啦！」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxKgzSFZ4k
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PMMo8kSHO
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkfU7hFK0w
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPUDIzdSMz
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6IMBFpB6u
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7WkC9Pefq
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHjv2FYfSt
「咦？」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IqjogV0cr
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZkwrDN7Bp
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu8RU8tBqG
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5hmc9kDey
我轉過身，來到了床邊。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Q37q5AOmz
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZHGUOxTMS
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz1dUDut42
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgZeZqupZd
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5NmAhK7Kn
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAlxip0pg1
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h2Oo8SzvB
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPNsZoZUJP
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0Yu9F9BKD
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hsZAs2Nm0
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUK3L1B6620
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlW1pBnQnx
直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIzc20CG9T
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64LZQG4cOJ
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqu0jGT40e
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGcCuen6PU
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkRmJDhWbv
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAYcibrMN5
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhJVGo9eSM
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKe34WXOXv
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvih6n3VBjn
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfnQyDxMlH
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzX4oLLxxN
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvbYYKKPpA
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHJdLmTsB7
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRYvi0kvHp
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrCgbdpWXI
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHgV9kP9B1
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGd8jE794q
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TaBcJyjWh
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1LBjwg5Xr
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8B48YTinrl
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvaA389Xc9
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p7wQca7ZN
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtHZXPBNt8
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9z9FCRyP1g
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4knCaNpZI
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQdbcVdwlJ
不過，當然是沒有了。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKdyuYxcoc
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AypTCtZRV
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrXtOTZtic
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfApb5IBbi0
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJ0waHnHgq
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtx5GbWhK3x
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiVFWhDkuC
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyZYzPRvOx
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbe5BLFOYs
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0C6YTZzmL
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRorVjrXHY
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyzjrDQlaQ
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH6bbXnsU4
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPy5FGnE6Gf
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFrxpzWrIe
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVooxgFNRw
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuk5GjWN9jA
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMTGqbR4Fq
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVEx37cmDX
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBUrUTJP9M
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbKqm8ugEJ
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7AQAs20o8
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkMU6typiO
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370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof7y6e5F2Y
「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGNlMQoaSg
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4FY6gJr9c
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6tePqrrqq
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRPVZLBpuE
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAsG39FUqK
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9p89b2oJq
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvg6SUEfQhh
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