第四十三章:解釋580Please respect copyright.PENANAHXKbaABD54
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」580Please respect copyright.PENANANVsEqymN7k
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。580Please respect copyright.PENANAuzAvN1f0UW
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。580Please respect copyright.PENANAyk26OO2aE3
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……580Please respect copyright.PENANAHgyiy3bWav
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」580Please respect copyright.PENANAKrA3ZNyZWw
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。580Please respect copyright.PENANALaTTP5E6ip
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。580Please respect copyright.PENANAWNFbW1I6f0
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」580Please respect copyright.PENANAx2DCh86fET
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。580Please respect copyright.PENANAsvy0MTGVdy
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」580Please respect copyright.PENANAhuSUuo8qMV
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。580Please respect copyright.PENANAPC7ZBpAEg8
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」580Please respect copyright.PENANAm0LrdatPw9
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。580Please respect copyright.PENANABGB7LLoE8o
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」580Please respect copyright.PENANA8RxS2F91BL
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。580Please respect copyright.PENANA8t1qW90Cln
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……580Please respect copyright.PENANAT8SjtGzR7r
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」580Please respect copyright.PENANAb60uJJcT9g
她的眼淚開始流下來了。580Please respect copyright.PENANAsvOdvUjCiX
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。580Please respect copyright.PENANAH9EVTIj9TW
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」580Please respect copyright.PENANAm0VatlxeIs
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。580Please respect copyright.PENANAKm3HnnP77z
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「依玲!」580Please respect copyright.PENANA5XZfGCSpE7
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……580Please respect copyright.PENANAqKRf817C2j
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」580Please respect copyright.PENANAkxwQB1rnGA
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。580Please respect copyright.PENANATpS20Y9a24
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。580Please respect copyright.PENANA8C10JJ23Ev
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。580Please respect copyright.PENANA1ltyn1JpT6
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。580Please respect copyright.PENANAAg2KDTUYVi
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。580Please respect copyright.PENANA7fqHkhFFtj
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。580Please respect copyright.PENANAguC2CRAGcL
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……580Please respect copyright.PENANA94MuQo4zCO
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。580Please respect copyright.PENANAmNu1Te9FZw
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。580Please respect copyright.PENANAQk5j4WF7IF
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。580Please respect copyright.PENANANsPWAM0Jpp
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……580Please respect copyright.PENANAKcDcxdSUqL
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。580Please respect copyright.PENANAf57DWQGPuR
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」580Please respect copyright.PENANAW00wxSNp0A
我最終都是向她道歉了。580Please respect copyright.PENANA4ASYUw46ZY
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。580Please respect copyright.PENANAR25B25zygk
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。580Please respect copyright.PENANAOkEcC8HU7I
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。580Please respect copyright.PENANAhGsbCH4ZOS
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。580Please respect copyright.PENANAp0PZtPSK5K
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。580Please respect copyright.PENANA6l3jD4HSYl
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」580Please respect copyright.PENANAF0BHqCuftc
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。580Please respect copyright.PENANAUNew27bImy
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。580Please respect copyright.PENANA50rmGcvqmk
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。580Please respect copyright.PENANA2SeYDJ2CZ5
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。580Please respect copyright.PENANAlfGrp1FyIN
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?580Please respect copyright.PENANAVmdmFD8BsD
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。580Please respect copyright.PENANAzUdHXDBhuK
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。580Please respect copyright.PENANACpZKYYfZZ7
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」580Please respect copyright.PENANAnJ4p4sHfgz
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。580Please respect copyright.PENANATgBYV51QEd
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但我仍然沒有回應她……580Please respect copyright.PENANASWsoMB1jeq
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。580Please respect copyright.PENANAng2edEUYaR
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。580Please respect copyright.PENANAqWKUB0VAoK
令她失望的也是我。580Please respect copyright.PENANA4mQciTKeSy
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。580Please respect copyright.PENANA89s0eoILp6
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。580Please respect copyright.PENANAyMFHpXODSB
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。580Please respect copyright.PENANAbjCHnlTDl9
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我沒有說話。580Please respect copyright.PENANAKPVRxmtlbc
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。580Please respect copyright.PENANAVHdQ4R2UuP
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。580Please respect copyright.PENANAZkWIZJoP8z
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。580Please respect copyright.PENANAuZYAAO0Wu0
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。580Please respect copyright.PENANA9hNk2xMKQD
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。580Please respect copyright.PENANAwK5f2Q1wAQ
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。580Please respect copyright.PENANAyJtEWIv8MS
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。580Please respect copyright.PENANAf27BjWY8T0
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」580Please respect copyright.PENANAyOMTinwajL
我仍然被她緊摟著。580Please respect copyright.PENANAAh35nslB82
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。580Please respect copyright.PENANAKDan8aH8uV
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。580Please respect copyright.PENANANt9ZYIUnQm
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。580Please respect copyright.PENANA4PTNTHE0hS
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。580Please respect copyright.PENANA4tH2m9d66W
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。580Please respect copyright.PENANAiftCBBSWCN
我不是故意的這樣問的……580Please respect copyright.PENANAC4bJFX8gr8
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」580Please respect copyright.PENANAvyiv8XvVI3
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。580Please respect copyright.PENANAAUXRpWtQ48
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「哦……聽到啦……」580Please respect copyright.PENANAt2qwuhNm3l
我又被她罵了多一次。580Please respect copyright.PENANAJZS1q5wCc9
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。580Please respect copyright.PENANA5qVylOdD9B
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」580Please respect copyright.PENANAzK6xliwCTK
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。580Please respect copyright.PENANAyz9rTYH1MQ
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。580Please respect copyright.PENANAvPwOi1YC9f
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……580Please respect copyright.PENANAajcMerTEOH
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。580Please respect copyright.PENANAPX5CvQPnvF
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」580Please respect copyright.PENANAqgmXKCOOqv
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。580Please respect copyright.PENANAEIFUSvKnnB
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。580Please respect copyright.PENANAIaMJxtB5Ku
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」580Please respect copyright.PENANAZPegKOAC5x
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。580Please respect copyright.PENANA1ScbdQtSkO
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……580Please respect copyright.PENANAEozRYGZkN8
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」580Please respect copyright.PENANAmh7JcaiRVV
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。580Please respect copyright.PENANAWJrZPJHBsA
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。580Please respect copyright.PENANAVW8IaekflW
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」580Please respect copyright.PENANAZlAwvPmMYn
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。580Please respect copyright.PENANAjxDRo3piId
然後就拉著我一同走回去。580Please respect copyright.PENANAvjVGgTRUvr
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。580Please respect copyright.PENANAjBs8hAvcpS
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……580Please respect copyright.PENANABcFmaRbCw0
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。580Please respect copyright.PENANASO2iNgQ8Mw
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」580Please respect copyright.PENANA3qVEIMzyCi
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。580Please respect copyright.PENANAkAv3nhKS2F
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。580Please respect copyright.PENANArc5tVPkqbU
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」580Please respect copyright.PENANAD7kItONvWG
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。580Please respect copyright.PENANAbie3ef6TyP
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……580Please respect copyright.PENANAQUks8ofcVW
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」580Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ne5jL6Fkm
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」580Please respect copyright.PENANAzVF1wnpEEN
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」580Please respect copyright.PENANAsqKYeOeDSn
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。580Please respect copyright.PENANA0FwMVwAuux
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。580Please respect copyright.PENANAi06e0WI3Cy
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……580Please respect copyright.PENANA4dqjSSBuSy
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。580Please respect copyright.PENANAu597hff7AH
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。580Please respect copyright.PENANAlinoq75vHA
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……580Please respect copyright.PENANAL94E2YovhG
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」580Please respect copyright.PENANArKZMJqmVMx
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。580Please respect copyright.PENANAvPyid3LpWU
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」580Please respect copyright.PENANAe7tVOwjQEq
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。580Please respect copyright.PENANA046v0WCPxD
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」580Please respect copyright.PENANAGAz48tJTLh
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。580Please respect copyright.PENANAoLKriOZsCU
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」580Please respect copyright.PENANAcd6zVVzT1C
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。580Please respect copyright.PENANA0dpNFbXrMh
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。580Please respect copyright.PENANAMK8W3XLASG
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。580Please respect copyright.PENANAcZRwnkWPnt
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。580Please respect copyright.PENANA3l6h3lVuRt
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。580Please respect copyright.PENANAIy9lKS46NF
然後就一直掃著我的手機。580Please respect copyright.PENANAuUZeV8aF6E
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。580Please respect copyright.PENANAz6T5VAAFLD
我八卦地看了一下四周。580Please respect copyright.PENANARfXgHMV5vq
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……580Please respect copyright.PENANA3TytANxsCk
我看見了Mandy。580Please respect copyright.PENANAubxnX8XW7E
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。580Please respect copyright.PENANAZuP0ehuyiL
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。580Please respect copyright.PENANAS7et0jQxli
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。580Please respect copyright.PENANAcz09wo84rA
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。580Please respect copyright.PENANA2MyV2owq48
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……580Please respect copyright.PENANAlupfHDaTtO
我並沒有再看到她。580Please respect copyright.PENANAs2z83yd0Mz
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到底是我眼花認錯人了,還是太過掛念她所以出現幻覺了……580Please respect copyright.PENANAkSrVJs9PKE
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「當我離開時,我希望你能夠再次捉緊我」580Please respect copyright.PENANAApGcUXP8NY