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「你諗清楚啲？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptxPRUZV3O
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYuD0NzX8K
這個畫面似曾相識的……319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUZiGlWe07
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI532ahQTCJ
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehZO0sAv2q
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRmVzrdG47
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IhguB2qII
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzyxhbaDYM
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lXjdazNuj
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdVeRS3D2T
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i2LZajvke
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53aWt5FVhz
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMvYlU0Cit
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaK6cB5OTEy
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ppkh9FFKB
「唔、知、啊！！！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVpA7YHLjq
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wctCkyG67
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7x8rkaMyAc
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOmD2leh74
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BbI9FpQwz
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMp5TCUaizg
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFVpY1TfW2
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKMLnzQ9jg
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYESmzZTLTk
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa32OONqsSV
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfavpezutR
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSYze7lo2R
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WW0NYO89T
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8Xu3arQ5W
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC63DmVnk9
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xoorocL7b
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSPDxHLtlp
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWxEokhKfc
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSIIttxahe
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12N99xhCZU
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLtoF0kyzE
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2RSvf8OPL
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH1fktd5PP
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6Gw9cdhJ4
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZOt4nngsy
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVj1OWMzCX
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinQ2Hfx4Cl
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaKM0Nyzhw
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfOIZxfyDT
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7j7bS7BM31
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4R4oM6AJeo
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp449XIVX8f
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPEYoCXrdO
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC9gw9qRRL
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDeSFfOm4q
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXJRAMVBbW
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtX1cDyrpj
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegwmIh82aX
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgqfQEZBDz
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAlM60VXJp
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4n3wEXtlY
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52IPSc3Ibw
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvRLP1FB9B
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuTwsl8VpB
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡro3ehYpQ1M
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz1XCir7Ar
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU56GZQhcM
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXUk0uiJJ0
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXF66XJeSo
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPhKOchg8w
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN306zjibSu
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgjAzIozT3
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8YPM28SUR
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8se12aqWhH
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotulB9zSS7
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgcR9eLM5E
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2kzQ2IhEv
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELkZANGX0Y
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUi2YAm3ET
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UYZ9KzKCm
「快啲教我點做。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOWrIySlSJ
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wtgoHTkjP
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDORpdGory
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk3wGD0AX5
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ER0Z2gB1Q
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsU5wAptOg
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAee2EkX8Vk
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlhWUDFtyp
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyu0ozBMAO
「欸！？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7YNlTXm5k
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8p1YAcusOd
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgQ4qhutdv
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8z2RMW5Je
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPDady5oML
看來我還不夠成熟呢……319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPYTn6P0gv
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FB2QNAXvk
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXjBT2ZF1D
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEylOIP6eKq
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCJAvBWi1O
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNixph5qbTG
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBx8lP7H7x
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAagxmnrtF
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaEdkt9Lpq
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QohwVtUif
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUW2z8lr2h
還有六人。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26mgz8k4Fq
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「成長、成熟」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5AieRWAND
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忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVyCvZEwY9
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