終：07332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY849rHXe2h
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「你諗清楚啲？」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7rucRoi4w
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDh5Lk4zSL
這個畫面似曾相識的……332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUjfk31FHS
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I1c4Dt9f0
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07wMHY9WbS
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrKcyWbfKn
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsSYmmio6D
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSkrYbWMQK
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iW4TsUN8b
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfi9zfVThV
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRu5buzDCh
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dA64dljDO
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mgbq39AIy
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60RubHDmFW
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbhgLFhqtC
「唔、知、啊！！！」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKMfqb4Zdz
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpB3f0zBqM
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpFIJ8RiZk
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfiaGser9h
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VxtflZ1k5
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUqzxp7TiW
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyY7eiX12Y
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCvlSCvgeL
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFd1kodLxz
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ080dNMF4GJ
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCen4iRc0Ea
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQLhUE7oTv
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2KIhRN7Yc
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsrNXvTHN7
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFn9aSg2pk
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHQRaDWGtg
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZVaDqAggj
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox3KCwrZui
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbUVG5834t
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIenqz1aeb9
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrmU0agfwo
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIhTPDOsG7
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUvIeo9zcX
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEW6xPyubz
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhSsXvwRhd
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9dO2pxSWf
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e2Wo1bcRh
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aTz6cfUfC
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2Y6SsIMnt
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavfqSQWiwD
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xoJYNBkGX
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxNmot5XHa
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwsN3EStvb
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2eJnIwvmV
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMge3BRd51D
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONIK3iILZT
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqnCCqrWNu
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVSfED8s0v
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQH0sgDzLyj
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtfztNSNUh
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QJJ0NULnK
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBOofatUni
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxZ2LEtv8a
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe180cv5r3
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yW3OQ9Yrr
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvAg9dtstW
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlIVhqgUlp
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouiTyKwXFF
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3fLjkKfCH
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfQh4Nx6yC
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzSfYbYrcw
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguxUAeUQyy
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQroRsfBGX
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5ZalGwKar
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ridYhguRn
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49BojCHYIZ
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzHMEdyH8j
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFFiVcEuJu
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSWoSnMF68
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lnZY7l6Fq
「快啲教我點做。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEw5BXHaceS
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRq355HOwub
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3rDZvIJCL
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjEs6UN4HU
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKtr8ML5kN
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg46lqlfa6
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap4yPzqI2Z
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwPvxb71Vg
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgT4GATvGay
「欸！？」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfT14FTOMKd
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yGDJOGg3v
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVNM0Zkps8
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XpFgFJ13m
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UNtJEi9Hp
看來我還不夠成熟呢……332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3F77xh3Bg
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsw5L3PKRK
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXleySGa1DS
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpJMh7uB2g
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnC8kXIVFg
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡterOboCMIT
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROpS9DC1hh
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSyXSr1SFE
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TvNZXdXwZ
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VYtQzNVpn
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xWGsJuzOB
還有六人。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG1Ef9fkDw
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「成長、成熟」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkNF3OFC9U
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作者的話：332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88NQJjtDA3
忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlwXO0ek0Z
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