暑假篇：復合？383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Jz8T9DSPG
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「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwPXBzjPT1
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41xpecgC85
在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqMJ3bkydB
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6wq2iD66R
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbF364zwFrA
她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4omzf65IG0
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzvb6TPIPK
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9tgB89Ply
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Lh5SZZwPo
當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiao39Q0mfY
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BENtH7gGq
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOVnLrJk8v
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8QElVnNc4
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbQpbOrLLv
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPGVHlQztN
此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrVjYQf1oM
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX79O5ziQk
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbMyuy9GiK
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3doc4JsPQ
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVb67R4jHp
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY5lNGDqWm
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshwYFzmmuO
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwoLG8VnXs
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNYugci0ni
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQmxQZGjQ8
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCSrtcISOk
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMexn0zGfbq
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1rsW74IlD
而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAfWGfEiqa
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRwYyK7TU2
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8wvIDz5fO
Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGH7oAQcpO
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIwMSdS1w8
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡth8NM9mj2s
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3HvTgaFSg
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimQdQePVeF
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Zh0MY8ss8
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ucgnyNlsk
「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15h9PGCRJ7
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaHjSwtJm9
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jSrOeAU8r
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7n4CX69ig
我必須想辦法……有了！383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYx0Z3Wgmb
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「伏—」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKJJ7MTS0z
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5MtUMYhat
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPXiS0oTrw
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFAhND5S0k
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmBWZkkI9h
而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWia5Yn7i5
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqFGdA5tCH
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlbrkgh4SJ
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeWfprpwdP
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkOwkku0Zj
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxkBbR1nxJ
「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHe01oxJ0u
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGLh4CH3JH
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIbmyWYga5
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxK7FwR2HZ
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSDbTQLiDC
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Aqs1Cbu1V
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQz8gv2e9x0
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfKvpiZEp9
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZIflDsca8
此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQOFfS7u11
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74uU3J2vYX
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59tHgbCw82
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNIqaZhVVj
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDbMV6qfWg
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Fy9h8R4uZ
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqBACPl6Ac
「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpBxlhT9mN
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKNL5k6wu6
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxLOy9o6FM
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5l7ileBdGM
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡholY8guSrL
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFarl7oj9N
「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSEnLLSA3f
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAhePVodc6
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjK64c8fTD
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZNEVXTxYC
但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBvriFgvAX
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfxlOz8mzq
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERSuypwtJo
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39Ptvwy7qE
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AykVJ94RO
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8TKvAMIBb
「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0MFQqjMsH
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5M988N9pN
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTA6mO6Rv6Z
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA68Rp9vq77
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXfDc6kKUF
「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtMZvEmqXH
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv9zVq4oKI
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUwDM8tHbk
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2crzMNwAC2
「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjiWI1dkdW
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnhwiOOaNa
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfw4WdtHLv
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVefoCOy3o
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwJSYbtK4W
當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzy9hyjFwIz
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFhGVvOzi2
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvUf6S0IJm
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkwxFiOzyy
雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifvKkoqcv0
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlu1ZEr2a8i
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0TFBfCDCg
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383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThYLh6ZDus
「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKiaVHPDTD
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小番外：383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJDefGS1rj
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZv2Lr4sns7
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJnmByKm1S
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXA1zMrzd5h
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ExQzN5d5U
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作者閒聊：383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsRxQsb6bi
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsOS4O80uc
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