暑假篇：復合？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRYAVMz9Jm
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93ehBNzg33
「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkQNwOV9Kf
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在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkU8qo433sD
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QpYSGsiWw
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDPHflXVDQ
她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mwkE2rkDP
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1rClbhiex
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4rdvndEz5
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENEAmIhT28
當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIoVfJVeAm
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcsDypNJBh
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrHw7BtqO4
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlFq3rut4O
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtRvtYMlB1
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56nZtXWJgl
此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRm8l876v3
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph4a8A27Vl
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUBCAOj8J6
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDlGQ52UUX
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJnw5Keuxw
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyf6bwiNURC
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFbKgI3YEj
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0GQGXLPLN
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nDSIdommX
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSQ2hKeKhV
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WLe81VuZs
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaQaFEoObA
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzXlDZ9ps8
而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxp2rbi21q
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA0gU9JKQN
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixoYf785DX
Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDLU1uMMiL
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRyfrsPF8z
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9lYu9mEhc
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBD6bP7KfWm
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE62BIGja4
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oFbhAZveK
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzochNQHnVg
「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ534gHLDHZY
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cbT7XeLns
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN3qvwMKjf
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkgQYeaqSQ
我必須想辦法……有了！369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKGU2atuOz
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ISh1zdoKD
「伏—」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjPE9hHNeH
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVejMfxj9pc
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYSsEXo7q5
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsoqvDUako
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHxMbBjupS
而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rttuvtDE1
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWe5BdzLpI
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m4RcLuunQ
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68Ov5Ns44k
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0g1wSVCZg0
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaiJPMuQJH
「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P2Ro7CfM9
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVc2hiZOC5
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo9VaEsajG
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkTOkPGf17
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI47ydVT03
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPk5h7R10Gm
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjxAoabqX0
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkfVNj2xSg
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgr2CstfiIt
此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqixK1AsdsK
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl4YKMcYG9
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPrYpX0xWP
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR3j5tO4EE
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmRTkusC2s
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2zVJAc0Vj
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIY1CHLZD9l
「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4TymkgQll
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7egc8yDZZ
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhq2C5tRpq
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfm70kq4UIJ
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfhzi8NOfS
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnp2R0o7TGI
「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGFb6rgI8K
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wZXuYiKm7
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGiPHrHSvC
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaI1ee4iHW
但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4gBgOCIzm
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLfeTsWU9m
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72vOH6GSJX
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKztLStggQ
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT3gTap4JS
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Nh1L07VOW
「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2b13B1QrN
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsRu41lQfP
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQhL2Mg4D7
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb60Qfkmllp
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ybSyscD45
「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZCZ9pwDPc
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGtwrRt3QV
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gAbbJez15
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8pRZ4kmaH
「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fkgag1hJe
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qNkifJDLl
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuMTFxG2C4
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChEAUjwCMs
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EssgyhIFr
當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjYs1aa6sR
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHFSEOGbma
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDzcQ7am0v
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKSDPKllX9
雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtngDaLAyI
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIEnYe4egp
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6iDXdLJru
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369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8J7vSbGn3U
「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwTEZJpHS9
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRJVBjEF8F
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小番外：369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvAeuJKanb
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG9TwcrhsW
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVnWWkmeBC
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdHAriiQsB
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8Fh1iOCiB
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作者閒聊：369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROeD8Jeyuy
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwhgQk0mjm
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