第九十三章：執著432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSQ64TmMaj
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYFSV5T086
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZ4aG2wDBt
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlDmSKfTT4
她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AkFo1SdLE
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbavzKwE7N
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQRcw3se7W
「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwVDrxDwxb
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFml98bLxj2
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1y6oxXMIL
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHzfaIBiHY
「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrafLXPqti
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RvG8T5QfM
「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE51hCWiWXZ
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco3V74WSsq
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVLqoRnSjz
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMVB4m6GXm
「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYjRld8lNy
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoN8T8MCGf
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFRXMu3Amb
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2OoaqPs9D
「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaI5QeRGQg
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAiMWD9MCH
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3585U0PkU
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTirO8dqGxP
「我……記得。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJI5Xdx2sO5
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANewBJ3fKI
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZmBeggOYe
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiLCWyX2Hz
「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfWS8Ab9rI
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVklfL0Sov3
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJrqnorJpF
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCkCbIXLIr
「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU0KuVFnHC
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKNXns7nve
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkDnvWDe7h
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEALMLjAXLd
接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2QJKUQfQu
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkEmssBMvN
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7Iv0CfrDk
「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JnGarfkxO
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN5NRh6t1m
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLGFpKtqYw
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBYvMyYSMF
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZNq7L6HGs
本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9f6P2zWv05
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eyY7jSKaV
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapbt9F3ZgI
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBMSu9yDoL
「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc5fO2lAeB
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnknQw2ykFB
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbAORvImKi
接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoY2L6dgoeR
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5VjujuCvK
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KwMIgsZEi
本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyhfv8FRlx
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAkOUl06vR
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqiiJedcbx
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvMfA28efd
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc03v65cPAv
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAGh7dagnw
接下來，來到了更衣室後。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VDvyQAyH7
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtKf2tZMip
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7srBiGxWBe
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nanttn9mq
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gOfl3fRz0
「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoC4CUTSO2
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixjLXqX90v
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkpqTq7fZB
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAmZZmkqfz
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下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpq3omLXZ6
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlNINzpd8z
在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhznaiDEG7
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZnqE3yppP
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQvIQS3VlA
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7TazaNj59
「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb7CtudXlo
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3JesVUe6I
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3jkfahYdl
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9BkAn6pHC
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTH34V78GS
Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2zBW4EP5j
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6FhXvq7ck
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCtPcwL0W8
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ888bIjY0Z6
而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS7m24ae8h
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2xfOHdRww
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNU5YrkDIx
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4pZ8tGUlf
最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwj0w6Qd2z
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmmOfuVxDA
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DSznp2zas
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6qx4jojzg
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyHPgcnm1V
看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjMcnK3DSC
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVUymAy1YR
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyxA0nmN7H
接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogrdzZRXSx
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPUVvg6Uiw
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkh41GZtxgn
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOiSofbtNu
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMccZfDWrlf
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK00SiO9G0t
依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s5PVmHlmj
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡii1L6tVnSA
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFt6EOSJ1e
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLgiBjht8O
「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvHSP2i4iR
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gaAWmzx6N
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0y8E39bde
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ey1jHxgWw
因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdU9Bvt59F
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyaBKe0VHQ
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IbVJ0zx4V
「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk8xCXjiJU
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa3NeIRGjT
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作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hZvn7bVMG
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxy2kznqeQ
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