第一二八章：畢業營(七)379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkvFxpJ9sQ
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一聲喊道下，我便把Mandy拉到懷中緊抱著。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UQL1d2Wxu
已經不知道，這個舉動到底是理性控制，還是感性驅動了……379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjb5EakuHn
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不過在我懷中的Mandy，也在一陣錯愕過後。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvn7OQDupG
便輕聲地說：「做咩咁突然攬住人……」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpnhOQkp3J
「唔知……我都唔知點解自己會突然咁做。」我仍然摟抱著她說道。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtbHo570rp
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而我們唯持了這個姿勢大約半分鐘後，她也再說：「一陣比其他人睇到啊……」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq63oeArW90
聽到她這這番說話，我才下意識過來，現在還是在營區內，隨時都會有同級的同學或老師出現。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0smgL1b8eP
因此，我便很快把她推離懷中，並說：「對……對唔住。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBfcxfBLeB
但她沒有責怪我突然的舉動，反而是臉頰泛起一點紅地盯著地板看。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EHvnqOxFx
我想，突然被人抱入懷中，有這個反應也不奇怪。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQdx9NF6KC
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoSElRQpBF
「不如我哋去個邊企？」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8HeFwsNsH
發現氣氛變得有點尷尬起來的我，便指向了近河畔邊的平台。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoqlaWYK0o
她抬頭看一看我指向的方向，沉默了一會。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡot1BuBF3dS
接著也少少聲地在嘴邊說：「好。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuVzQsErMc
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBwMg8Kyxy
隨即我們便一同往平台的方向前去，不過路途上卻沒有任何傾談。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgYl57AzuK
畢竟，現在我腦中想著的，都只是她那一句「道別」。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gxlu2TiaG
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzojnf8lqMN
直到我們來到平台，並雙雙靠在欄杆上。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34E05rvyNH
她也開口說：「聖誕之後，我就會翻番澳洲讀書。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGWuaNzI7M
「喺啊……」我竟然比想像中表現得平淡。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAlCAfvrur
而她對於的我反應，似乎都感到有點意外。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUiS9rmGJb
於是好奇地望向我，隨即我都一同與她對視起來。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWF9e2JJYrw
「阿侑你嘅反應比我想像中冷靜喎……啊，唔喺。你啱先都無啦啦攬住我。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7etRIOH0MX
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其實我的反應會如此鎮定，可能是因為我早就猜想到會有這一天的來臨。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GSDPU2yHu
始終，她已經不是第一次離開我了。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam1ZkJMMal
三年前，她因為移民而前往了澳洲。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4ZsmPKSvY
可是在一年後又回來了與我再次相遇。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4gc1dDe49
但是她的家人仍然在澳洲，這樣代表，終有一天，她還是要離開……379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYQeBWg5GN
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw36AjAAtgM
「點解又突然翻去讀書？」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQwQUgOT43
她沒有即時回答，而是扭過頭去看著前方一片漆黑的河畔。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3el9JsFGFt
「本來都諗住考埋DSE先，但屋企人都希望我唔好考，而喺返去讀多兩年high school，然後直接駁入U。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5dzVnXEZR
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聽到她這樣說道，我都瞬間理解到為何她的家人會作出如此的抉擇。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wq2eSFrPF
畢竟論教育，香港的教育實在太過落後，只專注在菁英培育上。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTGmQbTiL4
然後又推行現在的「一試定生死」方式，來區分能力高與低的學生。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUr3PRDfsP
分分鐘考入大學還比在麻將桌上以海底撈月食糊更難呢。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHfzmhpWyn
換做是我的話，都會選擇在海外升學。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBNlrDt7Vc
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在她的話後，我也一同望向眼前漆黑的河畔。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ9QtBM0T7
頓時覺得眼前的景色，就如同不久的未來一樣。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyX2dEz8DwM
現在晚上看著，只會覺得一團漆黑，根本捉摸不清眼前的事物。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliARmNmlbz
換做早上看著的話，卻會清楚地看到河畔上所有的景物。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgmAZh92OA
人，會因為一時的迷茫，而失去向前的動力。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMlcpvNTw5
但又會因為熟悉而感到舒適，並最後失去了探索的動力。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeqcE3aIS6
到底是選擇留在舒適圈，還是離開，都將會引致不同的未來。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgPOVshGQ2
而我們往往擔憂的，就只是那個未來到底適不適合自己。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4LnKuYEuK
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeyi9mzXEr
Mandy發現我沒有回應，於是又再說起來：「所以今次真喺要再見啦。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf1NksWuZh
她又再一次提起了「再見」這一回事。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEOIGDd141
但這次我並沒有像剛一樣立即把她拉到懷中，而是說出心中話：379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSrOxqJvED
「老實講啊，其實我唔想你走。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvHVkh0BKb
「我知啊，啱先你攬住我個陣，我聽到啊。」她在話後便微笑起來。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2Lzp4s57V
感覺就像在回味剛才的一刻一樣。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDt7rbpHL0E
但接著又再問：「點解咁唔想我走？」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1EIwYOb1y
「因為我自私囉。」我直接說道。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lGcHdqE4P
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAsfaf5e4X
然而，她又沒有立即回答，而是轉過身來背靠在欄杆上。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5L0FGkVCM
「唔可以自私喺我到架。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRuQu8oPRI
「點解啊？」我一臉好奇地反問道。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTmT0E35Aw
「因為……我唔值得你自私囉！」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZAMMDK0zD
她這樣一說，使我愣住了。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsm7xobHG3
但是正當我開口時，她又說：「仲有其他人值得你自私。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvjEfyfgZS
「你嘅其他人喺指？」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaSaO05BX2
「Venus啊，Elaine啊，甚至可能喺你畢業之後識嘅人。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t1LvyZJI3
在她提起Venus的名字時，我的腦海卻聯想起一段畫面。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaSb5AS3yd
就是開學的那一天，她與Venus在6C班門前談天的時候。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29yrOmuEiI
因此我也不禁問：「愛瑩喺咪一早知架啦？」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorYpOaOdEt
她點頭，然後望向夜空：「班入面有幾個女仔都知。其實我都諗住差唔多時間同大家講架啦。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzIFzkPZz9
即使與全班說，大家都知道後，都是改變不了她要離開的事實。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EeVQJUCRk
而我此刻想對她就只是：「比我……」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYy5H3ldFx
「時間都唔早啦，不如我哋翻去啦。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwk45DltUX8
她突然的一句打斷了我的說話。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAA6JLTSapo
是巧合？還是刻意呢？379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj3w4nC4sq
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCVPkdqBQb
並且她在提議後，只是雙眼默默地凝視著我。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNZPtIGtAE
我隨即只能吞下還在口中的說話，點頭回應：379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMbQQgluS9
「都好。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjItnR1YmY
答應了的這一刻也代表著，我們的話題，將會在此結束……379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31ctjdbf3U
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片刻後，我帶著複雜的心情返回了宿舍內。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OipjiRH1m
並在打開門的一刻，就見Harriet拿著毛巾及衣服在大廳的沙發上看著電視。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6CEOUNr5s
「散完步翻嚟啦？」Harriet看見我的出現，便立即問道。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHllUe46oeI
而我只是坐到他的旁邊，並靠在沙發上嘆氣起來。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeITIR5juR
「唉，感情真喺好複雜呢。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94zkmbYanS
他先是愣住了，但是也一同靠向後，並輕笑了一聲說：379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYFrlvbZRa
「喺啊，感情真喺好複雜架。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0Ry5in4HU
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「想放手，但又想捉緊，真複雜」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EnoZ7OiMs
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