第五十九章：重新開始586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTP8HmLjCuE
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在回憶中，中三那年的五月。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWS5gxVzoP
我與Mandy在晚上剛看完一套電影後，便在前往車站的道路上走著。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcac5sxhIVZ
還記得當時我手上還拿著看電影時吃不完的爆米花桶。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50YhjLGRs7
而Mandy則在我身邊與我討論著剛剛電影的劇情。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilmY7qOBr8
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0ONWKTwlx
「Alvin啊，如果有一日我哋真喺咁唔彩分咗手……你估我哋會唔會好似套戲嘅男女主角咁，十年後先再相遇翻？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXx0H8FMkN
她突然在我身旁問道。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSgcvUGSr6
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但當時的我，並沒有想太多。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5E4KG5RZJf
只是從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花並放到嘴裡邊吃邊說：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMdiSrLipO
「我哋又點會無啦啦分手啊。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELNrcTRJiF
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當時的我，這樣想著是正確的。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKj8RjqAsS
那會有情侶在交往著的時候，就已經會在想著分手之後的事情。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9t1f7RBEL
中學生談戀愛，雖然不會把這段關係想得太過遙遠，不會過份考慮到將來的事。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20PSnCopBh
但起碼此刻都會想與對方在每一分每一秒都留下最珍貴的回憶。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo0ywdQhEF
對方或許不是自己將來的另一半，但總會是自己人生甜蜜回憶的一部份。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ajdrz0ggf
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YiOyggHsr
「傻，我比喻架咋……唔喺真喺諗分手啊！」她連忙為自己剛剛的說話解釋起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ97qqkU0Mz
看來是害怕我想多了。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWjM9upSq5
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8gZPgLETe
「咁就睇下我哋喺咩理由分手啦。以啱先套戲為例，男主角因為要去打仗，而佢都知道自己可能會一去不返，佢又唔想女主角浪費時間去等佢呢個將來唔知會喺生定死嘅人，所以先決定同女主角分手。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R7M85Z5BS
我開始在分析著剛剛我們才一起看完的電影內容。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHXHqOrHXQ
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXKGcTqdnA
「但其實女主角都一廂情願，即使要等十年都願意等佢……我覺得喺個男主角太一意孤行，自動幫女主角決定埋佢嘅諗法。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZ89p8ME51
她開始批評著剛剛戲中的男主角的行為。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEBSE5pDY5
「咁都喺因為佢哋唔坐低認真溝通一下，先會搞到要悲劇收場分手……雖然十年後又比佢兩個相遇翻，但真喺拍戲先會有咁嘅再遇情節。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNpS8t0MF8
我說著的同時，又從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花吃著。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbrkI19ET2
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「所以呢，如果我哋遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通！唔喺我哋就真喺要等十年後先再見翻對方架啦，哈哈。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cnt5mE6hs
她笑著說，然後同時摟住我拿著爆米花桶的手。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCEapYH2S9
「哇，差啲倒瀉啦……可能我相遇翻之後，又會好似套戲咁一齊翻呢。」我都一同笑著說。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xFz3VXMZt
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyLEp9ZrLb
接著，我們二人又繼續有說有笑地向車站的方向走去。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFk0r5yarf
當時我們所說的內容，我一直都把它們當做是情侶之間的玩笑。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRVgjLf33d
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但沒有想到，我們在兩個月後真的分手了。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDR8zMIYH8
分手的過程都與那一齣電影挺相似的，不過我們是男女角色對調。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrPPbz8WBh
Mandy因為要到澳洲留學，而沒有信心與我維持關係。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSyh0JrTVh
我就一廂情願希望大家可以先嘗試一下維持這遠距離的關係。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYHtdD5Yj9
但最終，我都沒能把這個想法告訴她。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqERFi6Eyl
而她就從此在我的世界裡消失了。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVktJF6yokg
直到現在，我與她再一次相遇……586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDvPorOhIX
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「何鵬侑，其實你對我仲有無感覺？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdALVHU3Aqg
在路燈的照射下，Mandy看著我問道。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaTkXo757F
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這一個問題，在中四時，都有不少知情的人問過我。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08kIwNlPj8
而我一直的答案都是模稜兩可似的。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOQUs7jUCr
或許我心裡其實一直都有一個同樣的答案，但我只是不想被其他人知道我真正的答案到底是甚麼。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyICNzsUbNW
直到這一刻，由她本人親自問道……586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN00c4ZhOkQ
我應該不能再隱藏這個真正的答案了。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKyIy9Gglv
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9s6CJ5PbEF
「你要我老實答嘅話，喺仲有感覺。」我說出口了。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6aZPuerey
而在我面前的Mandy都彷彿一早就知道了我這一個答案一樣。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhU2HhZAxMq
接著，她就深呼吸了一下後說：「都過咗成年啦……點會仲有感覺架……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyE7UGDwjLi
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZACkq2RSNa
「原先都無乜架啦，但同你相遇翻之後，個感覺即刻出翻哂嚟。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkiwpZTfUZ
我其實都不知道自己在說著些甚麼。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3wzl22iZj
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovA2VoA6rH
「問題就喺呢到啦！」她突然說道。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6xNlAtMno
「問題？」我問道她。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHQWlT1EIG
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjylmleMxkC
「我哋依家嘅身份仲喺前男女朋友，所以一見翻臉就自然會咩感覺都出翻哂嚟……明明大家都已經分咗手成年，但你仲喺好似move on唔到咁。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN31wEnMc6Z
她說完後，就轉身背向著我。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sZ1KNeQIX
但聽完她所說的話，我反而感到有點疑惑起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXyTXj4JeH
於是我都再問道：「你咁樣講，好似講到自己已經放低咗咁。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTQbmcdkC6
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2z33LaU8B
她繼續背向著我，使我都看不到她任何的表情。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxM5CCUKaR
「我……放低咗架啦！」她說道。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ArgY3lXGD
她的這一個答案使我突然有一點失望的感覺。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDFyyhIPHE
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwi0lpsGFe
「喺啊……你放低到咪好囉……唔似我咁。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEleaHKPJs
雖然失望，但對她來說或許是一件好事。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLvYyCIrtv
畢竟我們的關係都只是過去的回憶而且。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0hl1sEsQv
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNAh7B3HZK
「所以我覺得點解有時我哋喺班房到會有啲尷尬就喺因為我哋身份嘅問題。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLvdXN9L4s
她終於轉過身來，但同時旁邊的路燈也因為時限而熄滅了。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFqJ6p0yru
我只能夠看到她面部的輪廓，而不能清楚地看見她此刻的表情。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHUmExdawK
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7zEnaXAK5
「身份嘅問題？」我又問道她。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36K97FUBoy
感覺上現在我完全是被她牽引著一問一答似的。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZDpi5UQSk
「你仲覺得我喺你前女朋友，所以有時喺交流上先會有啲尷尬……你應該好似我咁放低哂，然後就以一個新嘅身份去面對你！」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3hP5OqEif
她又回答著我，貌似是在引導著我進入一個話題。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2E5c6WosP
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIsHGldYEw
但這一次我選擇不回應、不問道她。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZZ87yDHS4
而她知道我沒有打算再問道時，就自己開口繼續說：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAr3PCm16L
「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWsb4NeoaD
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnFLg31y1E
「你嘅意思即喺我哋做翻朋友，好似啲典型嘅分手對白咁。」我忍不住說出來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGfoeEHZ4c
因為我經常都會在一些討論區看見一些人分享分手的金句，就是「做回朋友」。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzxlAvVxES
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9W9eBkfEx
「咁唔好咩？你又可以放低我，而我哋又可以繼續正正常常咁交流……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSZjpdW2sd
她語氣變得有一點低沉起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oCYYmCTTC
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96bV1KAwzd
問著我的心，其實這一刻我都不知道自己如何是好。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPdXTGapQR
一方面，我知道我與Mandy的關係已經完結了，是時候應該要繼續向前行。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9bA0TkiqZ
但另一方面，知道她已經把對我的感情都放下，我反而有一點難受起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxJi98mJUi
我發現，原來一直以來只有我一個在過去的回憶中折磨著自己。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCMV70c5Fo
在我還掛念她的時候，原來她已經一早把我放下了並開始著全新的路程。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRs2L12jRip
看來，我與她身為「戀人」的故事真的要在這一刻終結。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAbKE4dQhH
而接下來，將會開始的……只是我與她身為「朋友」的故事。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6o0qBCno8T
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nF5tFpNKQ
「好啦，我哋做翻朋友啦咁！由今日起，我哋就只喺朋友。」我向她說道。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8DtkKEwkG
雖然在說的時候，內心還是有一點難受。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKKcF0ArIC
但或許，這對我來說，對她來說，甚至是對還等待著我的Venus來說……586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFHvPlM1oK
是最好的結局及開始。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS4sr0WftO
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ttH8PNVH9
接著，在我說完後，Mandy就很快又轉過身來背著我，然後開始說：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoinPteDPOc
「好啦……時間唔早啦，你……快啲翻去買飯比家姐啦，我都要上翻去煮自己份晚餐啦！」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VEARynoO3
然後她就向我揮了一下手作道別，就往前方的屋苑方向跑去。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hqpJBZQQB
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFUs10YhjL
這時候，路燈又因為感應到她的動作而再次亮起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctZtgUVE1C
但我都只能看著她的背影慢慢遠離我。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqMw5qDafr
「今日真喺坐過山車咁呢……」我自言自語地說著。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVjERJjWqh
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHyE7rC5FX
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WCDZLLyId
「有多少人會真的願意選擇，由零再從頭來一次」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GpGn2wtjV
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDHVwZfuvf
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作者閒聊：為慶祝紙言點擊過萬，緊貼將會是59.5章。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1p2lwW9vpo
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