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「沙—沙沙—沙—」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kzrYK9561
伴隨一個個浪花沖刷，陣陣的海風也同時吹拂我們的身驅。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKtSWmCFLW
我與Venus二人此刻正抱著雙腳坐在金黃而細軟的沙子上，看著一望無際而白茫茫的大海。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNUSp6Lxur
至於剛才我在路上所問道的問題，Venus她仍然沒有回答。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiwOoL6lm0
只是稍為移開了眼神並指向了沙灘：「不如去咗沙灘先啦。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr0wosuOWs
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如今我與她已經在沙灘上靜坐了大約十多分鐘，她依然默不作聲。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjuyxNCMY6
因此我都再問：「你嘅答案喺？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiiyigxMvL
但Venus只是搖搖頭：「乜個答案重要咩？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8y6UjmVErS
「我只喺想知……」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzmGYBm1eZ
「想知我喺咪當你喺水泡？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5TGOT1cu4
「唔喺啊！」我馬上扭過頭望了她。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yPhLy4DYs
只見她依然一臉平淡地凝視著前方的大海。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8RNGp3JSc
「我就喺驚你諗多咗先一直唔同你講原因。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e05o0twOd
「點解會覺得我諗多咗啊？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Omk2eT3o8
然而，這次換轉是她扭過頭並與我對上了眼神。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DO3etKUZ8
「你問我點解揀你，已經代表你諗多咗。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboblRqghFY
我無言了，因為她說得正確。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GFHNKB7Z6
而她看見我閉上嘴的一刻，也繼續說：「鍾意一個人都要多多原因嘅，咁仲喺唔喺真心鍾意呢？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIukdqqAwNN
「咁……鍾意都有分一見鍾情同日久生情架嘛？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxX2jjAyv3
她睜了兩下眼，隨後便笑起來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt7h83ykEk
「呵，咁你覺得我對你喺咩？一見定日久？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbEoWgYoQD
「欸……」我一時三刻回答不了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1jAQgzlmi
「你睇你自己都答唔出，咁點解仲要問我原因呢？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IUsteG3Dv
我再次閉上了嘴，並微微地低頭起來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteyYNGEIvq
但一瞬間，Venus也把頭靠到我的肩膊上。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnOlTpwVLj
「我對你兩者都有……」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5z73WLqQr
我沒有立即回應，只是繼續聆聽著。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oMIsB9Zjh
「中三棋藝比賽你做裁判個陣，見你成日都好大反應，又會不時放水比我，覺得你好得意。然後請槍你嚟話劇學會個陣，見到你好認真咁整嘢個嗰樣，覺得你好型。之後中四知道你入咗嚟話劇學會，又知道你都喺住屯門，一瞬間覺得一切都喺緣份……緣份為我哋牽起咗紅線。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6YqMPupbC
「可惜我喺呢條紅線中間打咗好多個結……」我不禁自嘲起來，畢竟我欠她太多了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxabSg43J4
相反她卻否認我的說話：「唔關你事，你有你嘅選擇權利，就好似你最後都同翻Mandy復合咁。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfaS7ocwAc
「我欠咗你哋實在太多……」我還是把那句話從心裡坦白出來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMskwns9eqA
「正如我啱先所講，你最後都同Mandy復合，完咗佢嘅心願。而我，你就喺我留院嘅時候一直陪住我，仲乜嘢攬拖鍚都做齊哂，個陣我哋同拍緊拖真喺無分別。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOYnWbwfBC
「感覺就好似比咗份假期待你……」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDdih6ewUe
她聽到我這樣說著，隨即把頭移離了我的肩膊，並伸直雙腿坐著。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJy7zAuJtV
接著便雙手輕撫著我的頭：「你試下瞓落我大髀。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwg07uAITm
對於她的請求，我先是愣住了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHYuxnT9ac
但是很快也按她所說，轉而把頭躺到她的大腿上。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BlXaSqN9i
而躺平的一瞬間，映入眼簾的除了那蔚藍的天空之外，就是那笑容猶如天使般的她。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrt9d2hGUS
「我哋呢個姿勢好奇怪呵？」我稍為不好意思地說道。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKJscrDkiN
始終躺在女生的大腿上，應該只有情侶才會這樣做……對吧？371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdbL0c8lqZ
「我想試下呢種感覺喺點嘛，哈哈。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUq2tFRy6k
她在說著的同時，展露出了那熟悉而甜蜜的微笑。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq9dyMZUdo
而在她的笑容紓緩下，我也放鬆了整個人，完全躺在她那細膩柔滑的大腿上。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVpUPQ7A3S
期間我凝視著她的雙眼並說：「對唔住，突然問咗你啲咁奇怪嘅問題。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIRyI8urKe
然而，她只是搖搖頭：「我都預咗你會問，始終喺你嘅心結嚟。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboaV2zl8wN
「我嘅心結？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiqn3AeMih
她點一點頭：「你擔心自己嘅存在意義，喺咪？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZDdYTTQHj
我沒有開聲回答，只是靜靜地點頭起來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaRUwW1tmt
Venus說得沒有錯，的確我一直以來都為自己的存在價值而煩惱。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmXuYQKyab
所謂的存在意義並不是甚麼我生在這世上有何用意之類的。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fDjqTuOVY
而是我在其他人心目中，到底有何意義。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMsIfZzIvu
在其他人的心裡，我可以是一個朋友、是一名死黨、是一個知己、更可以是仇敵或是憎恨之人。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDRfYSsO20
曾經我在Mandy的心中，是前男友也是復合對象，使得她即使回來的生活也是近乎圍繞著我在轉，彷彿就是因為我的存在而困住了她。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZP5et45pgA
而經歷完與Mandy的所有事情後，我意識到自己的存在將會影響其他人，Venus與依玲也是「受害者」之一。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hVtRWXOMQ
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「愛瑩。」我輕聲地叫道了Venus的名字。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56xOhI2LUR
她則是好奇地「嗯」了一聲，隨後便默默地凝著躺下的我。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokJm45hHiq
「我剩低嘅時間已經唔多，好快就會離開你。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFRJGfgXoh
「我知……」她的表情並沒有太大變化：「我知你就快要走。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7Ug7arPlS
「原來你知！？之前仲呃你一齊溫書……唔好意思。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3SvRDQTKa
我別開了眼神向她道歉起來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSE3Yh72LDC
因為我，一直都在欺騙著大家。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVrxGIef9z
其實我早就答應了呂老師的邀請，前往外國進修。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY4M0gejPs
甚至連公開考試的成績都不用，就可以直接入學。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VjQNG93Zn
現在回想起，猜不到呂老師竟然有如此大的影響力。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zPXI2Fihz
就大約在一月初，一次與呂老師會見並答覆我的決定時……371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytP3s8AySF
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「Alvin Boy好開心你會答應我嘅invite。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN67nNcbnY
「始終我都想見識下外面嘅世界……咁喺咪要考埋試，再報個分過去？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7qjsHLy60
當我問及考試及成績時，呂老師卻搖頭起來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvSNrSsWnt
「你唔洗考exam添啊，有我recommend嘅話，可以直接入學。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYqqhwa5gA
聽到老師如此說道，我不禁目瞪口呆起來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3xDAbLg8q
「唔洗考試分？依家唔喺報U咩？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZJev6Sk1C
「你估好似Hong Kong咁咩，入個U都要high marks、awards同OLEs。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ4siH0GZQ
的確香港大學就是出了名「難入易出」呢……371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4zFTnQR1Z
「總之有我recommend你就一帆風順啦！」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1upj4xrbv
「到底呂老師你其實喺咪嗰間U嘅校長嚟架，入學入得咁兒戲嘅……」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBXGHCPM1K
「我都想做principal啊，哈哈！」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywBBUQfw5Z
如是者，就在呂老師的開笑下，我們相繼討論了很多有關進修的事情。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQPEAzQrxC
而在數個星期後，我更得知了那邊學校打算在三月尾會見所有受特殊推薦入學的準學生。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7rFDJTeWf
因此與學校及我的父母商量後，中六年級的last day，也將會是我真正離開這間中學的last day……371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhUm9efocN
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「我最唔識應付呢啲離別之交，唯有扮會繼續同你哋一齊溫書考試……」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJioa4wQ4eV
「我就知道你喺有嘢扮緊……」Venus說道後便把手輕放到我的臉頰上。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GGg4fwe7p
「你點知……？」我一同輕撫著她那只手問道。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuw69sMBicJ
「幾次同你溫書都發覺你淨喺教我、幫我解題，然後又幫我搵past paper、highlight重點，仲幫我整咗好多notes。但從來都唔見你自己喺到操卷，就好似你喺到為緊我準備考試多過為自己。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSJX6x2IDb
「咁都比你發現……」我隨即便冷笑起來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUO3JNk4IO6
想不到所有為她的小動作都被她看穿了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5jpWzNGya
「如果……我做呢個進修選擇，你會唔會憎我一世？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyC9vYJ8PzA
她收起了笑容並說：「我會憎你一世，而且同時我會將你從此忘記。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdgCSdnHB0
「真？！」我不禁瞪起雙眼、有點震驚地說道。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKvKNWe1Y4
但是她下一剎那又臉掛笑容說：「憎你同忘記你一秒鐘之後，就會掛念住你直到下一世。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1IGXJhE1T
聽到她的這番說話，我先是愣住了，隨後也臉頰泛紅起來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35eUxJRMzw
「咁快就下一世……」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5GtGXHwjl
而她相繼一同面紅耳赤起來，並微微撅起嘴說：「下一世唔好咩？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo3wZmbCAQ
「但你咁樣一直掛住我，會好辛苦。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQQPJ7TdCL
「唔好睇小我……」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSGwmRbJif
在話後，她便低下頭吻到我的嘴唇上。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvyxkV52vF
與那柔潤的嘴唇觸碰一刻，我們也一同閉上了雙眼、聆聽著不斷湧上又消退的海浪。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnBjgHLBEf
而隨後在吻過後，我也從她的大腿上站起身來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhKj8ACVM7
「不如去食飯囉？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1LECO3Bgu
但Venus只是先抬頭望向我，然後就向我伸手。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELHBYfxqoi
「你帶我去啊。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9OY2tYACr
我看著她輕笑了一聲，便與她牽起了手並把她拉起身來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqYX0XympZ
接著也二人一同往燒烤場的方向開始步行。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXVVzxHPUG
「想食咩？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSF7HvVh1w
「不如去你屋企煮？你家姐同我講話今晚你屋企無人。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4XrerzyQs
「喺？點解我唔知架？！佢又去男朋友到？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyg34wUiK14
「嗯……仲有我同咗屋企講，話我今晚過Coco到過夜……」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3acjv7zjI
她說著的同時，臉頰及耳朵也通紅起來，連聲音也越說越小聲。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwf3FTVoiQd
聽著她的一言一語、看著她的表情，我也不禁面紅耳赤起來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MTEnDHgF4
並一同輕聲細語地說：「咁……咁嚟我屋企食啦……仲有一齊瞓。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7vx4aLqzi
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「懷疑自己的同時，其實也會有人無條件地接納你」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EHqatyKIv
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作者的話：最終話開始倒數……371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPiSG0bwOo
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