第一二七章：過去380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oe3Oq8k4e
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我們分手的那一天……380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80eWbFurNG
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhe76JNeQCi
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOu2jtqcl5
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBjZAlYu1b
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPr9U487EU
我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxldnboybba
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oRI1WIqpD
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrt3iYgq6sw
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6caNzGC2s
顯示的卻是單剔號。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunPZZUdPR5
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VAMOXtyX9
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht4R5l8yz1
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGnlgmszjt
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDoqD9xupH
雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLezOT0Ve4N
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bPzwMthF3
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakMMNatO1k
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMNJCqx6Ut
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0ppBqcsOK
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQLfiWo5eU
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0W1XPtFBI
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHHNXNbMxC
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpgr7dZ1Qr
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AldUgRxep
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yUldJrdRQ
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfzzo3hIfL
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LElPHs3x2
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7R5OsLCTjw
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXonumQtlnR
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjdcg9ySj8
「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU3rlDoCZL
這是回憶嗎？380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTM5Zr2y8lq
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWY2yBHXCWv
又是回憶了。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVJ4zDPRht
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULdbn9zT8B
怎樣都是回憶。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVR88zOSLpF
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGMDq62riC
不要再是回憶了。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMovdBIoOpJ
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzlBBCVExw
不要、不要、不要！380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkOQTlNcw5
「我唔想離開你！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5hnmTfmFr
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjw9M6ShmKw
「夠啦！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9f6HwM0HeF
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyYmqZ9xn6
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSB0t2Va13
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VhDZMqjhV
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnud58Pn2S2
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCieUa1vtS
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMv5HFOtz3
「咦？」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpwEj2dsfz
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBfosZ7ZuF
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0zF8wqQqp
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFOGzlmbxd
我轉過身，來到了床邊。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGbYL97bvb
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0vgtsT5AF
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURMx0O7Ati
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcaHOeq4AU
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOge6Dml0l
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4khwFJgWg7
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62O7ZIeZY7
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTFIHHhjAw
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07rSc8J4ZV
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyBv4PpaD9
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx4x1BB5bF
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQH9WeL8nm
直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPr5Z9diJX
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD306Bl9nG7
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsl7pAbCV4
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGly5doaLH
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsZxn0z6YZ
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOuXFARK5j
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmfWj4LFX9
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5aA662GYO
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6c7JYVPal
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOd3nSv9Al
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ8cDdyVK1
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIRfKQSMDa
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGTQ0SaxTv
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBumwitt8Am
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgl9UY5gz9
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6K5TmRDhn
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwSs14XECj
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZ0AG3Qd9b
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsM32fPydn
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGhnPZJniW
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CgFU3ROm5
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3R4DS486pW
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHVAIrHyLO
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc8exqLJrY
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKS4fjCSRuq
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ8FKjZAVz
不過，當然是沒有了。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly6LMQKOFF
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdeb4VmjmB
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcflZAtrtN
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEcijYpdZj
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeNGU3rFfX
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡah16aUpc2m
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Lhjt1QIod
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzkN3D6Qyf
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bcgUtKydC
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeGkju0bfF
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwMgVP8OyL
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBNJ08VfHu
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0iC9mJatF
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncN3h76BvF
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PQlGRa5kj
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpXfXhNz4K
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCy3Zjte03
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk86m8J6ko
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly3b0BdPHq
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoe7Qz0P1KL
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hjcx1hcan
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9blfyJMlI
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwi8uJ4tq4
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKa2v0Gudl
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBOXBgeXp0
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6adIfD41U3
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9NVwRW0wX
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KLxXoppYq
380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcm8zU1hxTF
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejBeCcWcI0
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