第一二七章：過去400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91xzJuELzN
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我們分手的那一天……400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivjg4YSdc8
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aR9qqtdzZ
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxb4rLtJFi
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFcp26DI4S
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbY8d2xHpJU
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3XIaux9ft
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWdelK4FrL
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxoQgf5z3d
顯示的卻是單剔號。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp3oPjN4RQ
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgDU4Jtzuv
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXQgq1GSjT
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoICOYp5if
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgiiZqVbwq
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVABmlp1Z5M
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLKs7SPxI0
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQusknR6aO
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfS3Vjhba7
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfn6DWdqNGi
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlbAX341Kd
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGRJj06IgQ
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoS3qfDd3M
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdPa4CVVSq
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFBKzlHnJh
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf70x8BFqHP
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA0kjzYxBD
這是回憶嗎？400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGRDmX0PhW
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEkmTO1VaD
又是回憶了。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjVSGOluIG
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXDm3laMvY
怎樣都是回憶。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf7D6fep6w
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzIPvijFNP
不要再是回憶了。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhINt2odz2
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vG3BExZug
不要、不要、不要！400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPshIXMmaH
「我唔想離開你！」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBzO3wCnn8
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「夠啦！」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6QEjAj4x5
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTltdcHQ64o
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QAeAsDUTs
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMexPchBVf
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbCAjELZil
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzmZR1Ook4
「咦？」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pDDBK56sa
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFNkKLdjqS
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIM9zllc6r
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQRc5f6cBR
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOge9OcDKe
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxU0Y4YSbmJ
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXB9AU6ya0
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLxuZWccmh
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzDMp5Kv5x
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFH5WHXE25
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfyrDPIySU
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5Nbw5Y6Et
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqd2XpIicd
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoVLkFV3ru
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6b8BFsC3K
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPlfTzSCG4
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZh20tH3cD
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYirnHRz0Ya
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1IpGLSN1R
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUeLMDTPoB
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43YN67X9P9
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPUB9hkjuu
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWGP12rMS0
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3trXlpicZ
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFxRbGgq4h
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy2sWF8MoI
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wBB8PjVHh
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXDuXXu2AX
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa98M5JnJlr
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4yMv7p97x
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ4l8aDXqf
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQHmfivbE5
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcKIWDHJkO
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNAFJlZvLV
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR7z2MIApo
不過，當然是沒有了。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3k0mcpXIit
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP3PNqfJPL
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupXGDkrEew
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWwirQSkTy
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FIt4WfWyJ
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3n1iRNsBJO
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhgUcSSwCh
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnF7hfbiOH
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKGQu8gLdS
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXntedCD52
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYvZwsSR3B
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZdm0XOyqg
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtO2wyEULYK
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1XFkrjAWc
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnWmRMyKY8
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1MLakMTUJ
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomeGzwNVVQ
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRsWeIKdeV
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo2k64kKoE
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0zZA8E5ZF
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mRHmdwfsT
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6bghZBxBt
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjonGVo8ty3
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」400Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihQb0msvrG
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