頭殼麻麻,明天又要拔智齒,經歷了上次的痛我已經不相信別人說的啥打麻藥是最痛的了TT,只求明天左邊的比右邊的不痛,真的是快要哭死,到底為什麼我拔個牙那麼痛嘞......。
然後我再次進入了一個不知道日記該寫什麼的時期,剛好我在Threads上看到了一篇推,寫著「用盡了最後一點墨水,卻寫不出完整的句子,可問題從來不是筆,而是寫下的內容是否還值得繼續」,這是來自一支叫做emo_sleep的帳號寫的,我覺得物現在的狀態有點像是這樣,我突然不知道我寫日記是為了什麼,平常沒是我也不會特別點進來看,更不用說有人會特別來看,寫日記變成有點像是我的每日任務,草草了事就結束了。
但我也不想要就這樣放棄,所以接下來幾天我會想想該如何重新把日記變成一件對我來說有意義的事情,而不是像現在這樣每天都在交作業,不知道能不能想出個好辦法就是了,但我真的還不想放棄......。
all the kids are depressed
BY Jeremy Zucker
'Cause all the kids are depressed21Please respect copyright.PENANACsh79M8Cbu
因為所有的孩子都很沮喪21Please respect copyright.PENANAiHU60POMgf
Nothing ever makes sense21Please respect copyright.PENANAKKUcTINuBU
沒有什麼是有意義的21Please respect copyright.PENANAOYbvdXi2gU
I'm not feeling alright21Please respect copyright.PENANAYNd7sFo3HE
我感覺很糟糕21Please respect copyright.PENANAoF6D0J0OmL
Staying up 'til sunrise21Please respect copyright.PENANAldk3Fkbgpq
會熬夜直到黎明升起21Please respect copyright.PENANAG9rUCgI9T3
And hoping shit is okay21Please respect copyright.PENANAkfZ3Mp6CfI
會希望一切都沒事的21Please respect copyright.PENANAlayoHmZdlb
Pretending we know things21Please respect copyright.PENANA0IexGa0cR1
假裝我們都知道所有的事情21Please respect copyright.PENANA3K4UVmXJnP
I don't know what happened21Please respect copyright.PENANA6QccmNWJ8m
我不知道發生了什麼21Please respect copyright.PENANAg2cxzFCf5C
My natural reaction is that we're scared21Please respect copyright.PENANADfO8jXufyG
我的自然反應是我們很害怕21Please respect copyright.PENANAGWh7cQ4egd
So I guess we're scared21Please respect copyright.PENANAIg2S5wKovg
所以我想,我們是很害怕
來源 https://nostorynomusic.com/jeremy-zucker-all-the-kids-are-depressed/21Please respect copyright.PENANAboRni1d92b
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