頭殼麻麻,明天又要拔智齒,經歷了上次的痛我已經不相信別人說的啥打麻藥是最痛的了TT,只求明天左邊的比右邊的不痛,真的是快要哭死,到底為什麼我拔個牙那麼痛嘞......。
然後我再次進入了一個不知道日記該寫什麼的時期,剛好我在Threads上看到了一篇推,寫著「用盡了最後一點墨水,卻寫不出完整的句子,可問題從來不是筆,而是寫下的內容是否還值得繼續」,這是來自一支叫做emo_sleep的帳號寫的,我覺得物現在的狀態有點像是這樣,我突然不知道我寫日記是為了什麼,平常沒是我也不會特別點進來看,更不用說有人會特別來看,寫日記變成有點像是我的每日任務,草草了事就結束了。
但我也不想要就這樣放棄,所以接下來幾天我會想想該如何重新把日記變成一件對我來說有意義的事情,而不是像現在這樣每天都在交作業,不知道能不能想出個好辦法就是了,但我真的還不想放棄......。
all the kids are depressed
BY Jeremy Zucker
'Cause all the kids are depressed44Please respect copyright.PENANATs4tTQwkX0
因為所有的孩子都很沮喪44Please respect copyright.PENANA7h5phjxbiz
Nothing ever makes sense44Please respect copyright.PENANAnHC8KnY4ma
沒有什麼是有意義的44Please respect copyright.PENANAkiC7Bh7G3y
I'm not feeling alright44Please respect copyright.PENANAPSQeLSMeCL
我感覺很糟糕44Please respect copyright.PENANA4znNtIIRLK
Staying up 'til sunrise44Please respect copyright.PENANAbjCwwg4AoH
會熬夜直到黎明升起44Please respect copyright.PENANAceDAcdSWjj
And hoping shit is okay44Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7RpQq9WRy
會希望一切都沒事的44Please respect copyright.PENANAIowOB1MdJK
Pretending we know things44Please respect copyright.PENANAu8m3sQ9Kxs
假裝我們都知道所有的事情44Please respect copyright.PENANA11JhptmfIc
I don't know what happened44Please respect copyright.PENANAixXcifo0Wf
我不知道發生了什麼44Please respect copyright.PENANAFADeFuZPuT
My natural reaction is that we're scared44Please respect copyright.PENANAPmv3v3uHPw
我的自然反應是我們很害怕44Please respect copyright.PENANAIoKypxDMHk
So I guess we're scared44Please respect copyright.PENANA53sRvjvdaw
所以我想,我們是很害怕
來源 https://nostorynomusic.com/jeremy-zucker-all-the-kids-are-depressed/44Please respect copyright.PENANA79INsR3YlN
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