頭殼麻麻,明天又要拔智齒,經歷了上次的痛我已經不相信別人說的啥打麻藥是最痛的了TT,只求明天左邊的比右邊的不痛,真的是快要哭死,到底為什麼我拔個牙那麼痛嘞......。
然後我再次進入了一個不知道日記該寫什麼的時期,剛好我在Threads上看到了一篇推,寫著「用盡了最後一點墨水,卻寫不出完整的句子,可問題從來不是筆,而是寫下的內容是否還值得繼續」,這是來自一支叫做emo_sleep的帳號寫的,我覺得物現在的狀態有點像是這樣,我突然不知道我寫日記是為了什麼,平常沒是我也不會特別點進來看,更不用說有人會特別來看,寫日記變成有點像是我的每日任務,草草了事就結束了。
但我也不想要就這樣放棄,所以接下來幾天我會想想該如何重新把日記變成一件對我來說有意義的事情,而不是像現在這樣每天都在交作業,不知道能不能想出個好辦法就是了,但我真的還不想放棄......。
all the kids are depressed
BY Jeremy Zucker
'Cause all the kids are depressed20Please respect copyright.PENANAKG758r2QL9
因為所有的孩子都很沮喪20Please respect copyright.PENANAG1AgDJH0gd
Nothing ever makes sense20Please respect copyright.PENANAdjWSGXLNWW
沒有什麼是有意義的20Please respect copyright.PENANAt4qAtXO7D7
I'm not feeling alright20Please respect copyright.PENANAXqthj0w4Lf
我感覺很糟糕20Please respect copyright.PENANAqYtGbMNj6I
Staying up 'til sunrise20Please respect copyright.PENANAZSTIUbVhKB
會熬夜直到黎明升起20Please respect copyright.PENANAVsaw4fIp8n
And hoping shit is okay20Please respect copyright.PENANA3GzkxfOdS3
會希望一切都沒事的20Please respect copyright.PENANANwQCneW6Up
Pretending we know things20Please respect copyright.PENANA6xLrlO1Gg6
假裝我們都知道所有的事情20Please respect copyright.PENANAI9cJoYNgrN
I don't know what happened20Please respect copyright.PENANAw7zOjgDUWp
我不知道發生了什麼20Please respect copyright.PENANAIdIF8cObei
My natural reaction is that we're scared20Please respect copyright.PENANABYkiLO6iFB
我的自然反應是我們很害怕20Please respect copyright.PENANAHLy1jrgNAI
So I guess we're scared20Please respect copyright.PENANAVUyCrMAyYy
所以我想,我們是很害怕
來源 https://nostorynomusic.com/jeremy-zucker-all-the-kids-are-depressed/20Please respect copyright.PENANApVSZhEvUAf
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