第四十三章:解釋581Please respect copyright.PENANArGUt9ZRtH5
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」581Please respect copyright.PENANAQgNvpkPPiH
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。581Please respect copyright.PENANABww4o6OyrH
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。581Please respect copyright.PENANAA2Ed26gd6C
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……581Please respect copyright.PENANAvZndxcYNky
581Please respect copyright.PENANAoglhzpAXeU
「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」581Please respect copyright.PENANAQASEXHq8li
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。581Please respect copyright.PENANA5I7qeI3kp4
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。581Please respect copyright.PENANAamdbOnGZNp
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」581Please respect copyright.PENANA9uuMhzi1Us
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。581Please respect copyright.PENANAEWLkQXyNdA
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」581Please respect copyright.PENANAUkn63HdMMR
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。581Please respect copyright.PENANAI73jKGWeNa
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」581Please respect copyright.PENANAgyYpzp7ytq
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。581Please respect copyright.PENANAoGCT4jIel5
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」581Please respect copyright.PENANAX5kyAsWUF3
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。581Please respect copyright.PENANAhgKavzNcK6
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……581Please respect copyright.PENANAfLG9buiDgt
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」581Please respect copyright.PENANAnGFwcf1VaZ
她的眼淚開始流下來了。581Please respect copyright.PENANACwGnSAdj9e
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。581Please respect copyright.PENANA8bTC7CMBD8
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」581Please respect copyright.PENANAEAl2zkfwDt
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。581Please respect copyright.PENANArZjh9aMaDO
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「依玲!」581Please respect copyright.PENANA36WhL9Xwe5
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……581Please respect copyright.PENANA71ZcW4XLOd
581Please respect copyright.PENANAahEOiHz0fE
「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」581Please respect copyright.PENANAsvJRMaZmsd
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。581Please respect copyright.PENANAhZEv43TJEm
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。581Please respect copyright.PENANAKu4AR416R2
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。581Please respect copyright.PENANALYWj8ORCdx
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。581Please respect copyright.PENANAN8M09VxDR9
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。581Please respect copyright.PENANArmsfHQPrQB
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。581Please respect copyright.PENANA3MkA2XYC5Y
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……581Please respect copyright.PENANAY0MqnEqbS7
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。581Please respect copyright.PENANAmCu5zRDzQF
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。581Please respect copyright.PENANAopOAFLnq8I
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。581Please respect copyright.PENANAwLso01PCBF
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……581Please respect copyright.PENANASJPj9H5pIP
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。581Please respect copyright.PENANAoBa04iuwmR
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」581Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ghbyu8Rg4
我最終都是向她道歉了。581Please respect copyright.PENANAIddX4ftwkU
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。581Please respect copyright.PENANAUzA3SQ4jkE
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。581Please respect copyright.PENANABiXLGK3HZG
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。581Please respect copyright.PENANAHMgYQmRvuK
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。581Please respect copyright.PENANAoZOZd2AJRf
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。581Please respect copyright.PENANAftBFcDtVW6
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」581Please respect copyright.PENANATRxvm13ZjX
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。581Please respect copyright.PENANA4kgNlKoh2x
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。581Please respect copyright.PENANAnQZ46FGItl
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。581Please respect copyright.PENANAo8n4TdIbAn
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。581Please respect copyright.PENANACIpXZddHHi
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?581Please respect copyright.PENANAqkH1lLnGsX
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。581Please respect copyright.PENANAXci8aS4GbO
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。581Please respect copyright.PENANAYU80nf3ZdZ
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」581Please respect copyright.PENANArDb9B9be7u
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。581Please respect copyright.PENANAzbMWhheKkH
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但我仍然沒有回應她……581Please respect copyright.PENANAXluYjIY75J
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。581Please respect copyright.PENANAhk8MAEoM9Q
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。581Please respect copyright.PENANA74yGsXQAYe
令她失望的也是我。581Please respect copyright.PENANADHdQ3LG487
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。581Please respect copyright.PENANAoY9uXeGK8n
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。581Please respect copyright.PENANA3fkfIjgNeB
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。581Please respect copyright.PENANAD3Vc3xzVvT
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我沒有說話。581Please respect copyright.PENANAWXDcHCsuC3
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。581Please respect copyright.PENANAukNJT2ofMo
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。581Please respect copyright.PENANAZfgGQmztPh
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。581Please respect copyright.PENANAXjSdAhHeyv
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。581Please respect copyright.PENANAtSVsBMRSUj
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。581Please respect copyright.PENANAp5iaSGdzS8
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。581Please respect copyright.PENANAAqLqimEz13
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。581Please respect copyright.PENANAblMkcb0ff5
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」581Please respect copyright.PENANAO0g0Q9Rw56
我仍然被她緊摟著。581Please respect copyright.PENANAZYOXLLm5rj
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。581Please respect copyright.PENANAIq8OUBxU5w
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。581Please respect copyright.PENANAumV6wOlNET
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。581Please respect copyright.PENANAfz4Dyqpl80
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。581Please respect copyright.PENANAw8WjKHvROI
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。581Please respect copyright.PENANAiSY6xIO3xU
我不是故意的這樣問的……581Please respect copyright.PENANAwkjr7cspQQ
581Please respect copyright.PENANAGkg0q3nLSe
「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」581Please respect copyright.PENANAmRwebRFC8E
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。581Please respect copyright.PENANAXrBMT4UcW9
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「哦……聽到啦……」581Please respect copyright.PENANAGZQnWsStfZ
我又被她罵了多一次。581Please respect copyright.PENANAEjRg9D7v6y
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。581Please respect copyright.PENANAP2uPpIvDIY
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」581Please respect copyright.PENANAQZmqnegTqa
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。581Please respect copyright.PENANA3M1CPEWx4H
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。581Please respect copyright.PENANA4raYAgUQBG
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……581Please respect copyright.PENANAJAGDdxhdRa
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。581Please respect copyright.PENANAvErzxf2npy
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」581Please respect copyright.PENANAeBE4gyq8Wc
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。581Please respect copyright.PENANA6VJnTG7Qhp
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。581Please respect copyright.PENANA7Aulpdj5jU
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」581Please respect copyright.PENANAmgr7am0YOu
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。581Please respect copyright.PENANAJP55geeizu
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……581Please respect copyright.PENANAVEJi8KIqt1
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」581Please respect copyright.PENANAUKEsQ5kx0i
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。581Please respect copyright.PENANAKkpF1AzfmU
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。581Please respect copyright.PENANA5dpJnq6Mr7
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」581Please respect copyright.PENANAaJDZVQoUiX
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。581Please respect copyright.PENANAGsM4bJ1YWK
然後就拉著我一同走回去。581Please respect copyright.PENANAPpkLwWPTbq
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。581Please respect copyright.PENANAai6nwElrM2
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……581Please respect copyright.PENANAebPre2qYIk
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。581Please respect copyright.PENANAV1HBup81zu
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」581Please respect copyright.PENANASY4oBt79R1
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。581Please respect copyright.PENANAw5DQydpaUe
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。581Please respect copyright.PENANAlrGLq3Mo7b
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」581Please respect copyright.PENANAakE6wSYTqk
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。581Please respect copyright.PENANAfnRje2krU3
581Please respect copyright.PENANA3a9yPHLQEU
而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……581Please respect copyright.PENANAZVChb6rLsa
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」581Please respect copyright.PENANAPq6ET0oDBs
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」581Please respect copyright.PENANA8euO3gVKXY
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」581Please respect copyright.PENANAwS6q4pxllo
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。581Please respect copyright.PENANAzIxDN0xa5W
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。581Please respect copyright.PENANABv5xLcnNVg
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……581Please respect copyright.PENANAKqAHLWEVul
581Please respect copyright.PENANANbVmoryK2G
「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。581Please respect copyright.PENANAJeWvz2UvTN
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。581Please respect copyright.PENANADlsclttHk0
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……581Please respect copyright.PENANALUtI31Ksur
581Please respect copyright.PENANA1Q5KHy6yzC
「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」581Please respect copyright.PENANAFteFobbNqe
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。581Please respect copyright.PENANAgI7UXIFgDL
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」581Please respect copyright.PENANAe0vLuK4d4S
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。581Please respect copyright.PENANAVCsEcmlRvl
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」581Please respect copyright.PENANA6rNNbyhpr1
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。581Please respect copyright.PENANAevm2aX8RSF
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」581Please respect copyright.PENANAJOpNKekzWN
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。581Please respect copyright.PENANAtJ3rmWgHbE
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。581Please respect copyright.PENANAZHSH9fkqhU
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。581Please respect copyright.PENANAoBTWOhOYHm
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。581Please respect copyright.PENANANRcaJxhaXq
581Please respect copyright.PENANABzSvFecVuF
我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。581Please respect copyright.PENANAJWuPeplZHP
然後就一直掃著我的手機。581Please respect copyright.PENANAWQlOvEHWAJ
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。581Please respect copyright.PENANAcAJHqL4UbI
我八卦地看了一下四周。581Please respect copyright.PENANAKklHJQDSCb
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……581Please respect copyright.PENANAHBLUXKU8Yo
我看見了Mandy。581Please respect copyright.PENANA68Eko5rCjU
581Please respect copyright.PENANAKCxh2RJMFP
當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。581Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7sah3nwwU
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。581Please respect copyright.PENANATE1ZMZjDc0
581Please respect copyright.PENANAQmu7UGtjen
於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。581Please respect copyright.PENANAmb8ZejzTEC
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。581Please respect copyright.PENANA6Pc91kj6i6
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……581Please respect copyright.PENANAZnoL3kgDC6
我並沒有再看到她。581Please respect copyright.PENANAmxqvKjpJTl
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直至列車駕離,人群散去。581Please respect copyright.PENANApwCcivlY0n
就只餘下我一個人站在車站的月台上。581Please respect copyright.PENANAcdmk7oqcfs
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到底是我眼花認錯人了,還是太過掛念她所以出現幻覺了……581Please respect copyright.PENANAQwds0x4Nbm
我都不知道。581Please respect copyright.PENANAzOt1F5hcK8
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「當我離開時,我希望你能夠再次捉緊我」581Please respect copyright.PENANARRCnib6946