走攤事件發生後，失去興致逛地攤的我索性提早回家。家空無一人，大概是上班了。由於去過醫院，加上入夜天氣會更冷，因此我入屋第一件事便是趁早泡澡。泡完澡後，我又再陷入無所事事的空虛狀態，原本打算在手機搜索「招聘」，手指的力氣卻突然被抽光似的喪失意志，感覺是某種力量迫使我放棄，看來還是彈結他好了，但今次不能在梳化躺著彈，要是再發生意外就準備變蒸矮瓜了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLySVTjOqaf
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我從手機喚出樂譜，然後依著譜嘗試彈奏。我已有一陣子沒認真練習過結他了，今次彈奏的歌曲是——549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zJFt9TBnv
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We wish you a Merry Christmas,549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVgWx6cJiO
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We wish you a Merry Christmas,549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXE9xPsl1PK
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We wish you a Merry Christmas,549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreN7v3Jap0
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and a Happy New Year.549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGMUE1EejL
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Good tidings we bring, for you and your kin.549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiOTGzMD4H
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Good tidings for Christmas, and a Happy New Year——（註4）549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLSXdfYW3R
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寒冷的屋子、加上十二月的時份，自然就是聖誕節的節奏。現在唯一能令我心情稍為舒暢的，大概只剩下彈結他這一事了。只要將意識完全放進樂聲中，意識便會隨著音樂軌跡的高低起伏、移動快慢而飄流，現實的煩惱與困倦亦得以暫時拋諸身後。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYouoU7c5M
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話說，上年的聖誕節是幹啥呢？沒記錯應該是跟豬頭去吃自助火鍋吧。當我吃到要撐死的時候，她仍滿心歡喜的將一碟又一碟的食物搬到桌上，那豬一樣的食量我至今仍記憶猶新。至於再對上幾年，我已想不起了，大概都是無事可幹；直至上一年跟豬頭一起住之後，才重新有一點節慶的概念。雖然同住後餘錢並沒變多，生活也不見得有多大改善；但生活還是悄悄起了一些變化，至少多一個人同住，氣氛是會熱鬧一點點。最初認識時她就已是這副豬樣嗎？大概——549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY619yJnrV
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咔嚓————549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkreQJJnYV
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突如其來的開門聲將早已飄到世界某角落的元神迅速拉回肉身——549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq9GkRYqAZ
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「原來是你在彈結他。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiNIInPief
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豬頭疲憊的雙蹄一拐一拐到梳化，並攤坐於我身旁的位置。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmPaS9ugzc
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「聖誕節還早吧......」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy5Bt3XKVN
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「哎，可以先行預演慶祝聖誕嘛。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjPfwoLE06
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我一邊彈一邊又自言自語的唱起「We wish you are Merry Christmas」，她隨即皺起眉頭：「唉......你不會唱歌就別唱，我想抖一會。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJJYtGacYh
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「到時就會換成你唱啦。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYzYve8l2T
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她沒有回應，而是直接跳頻到另一件事：「今天有做飯嗎？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f4wDZcYcK
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我搖搖頭，她臉色一沉，似是準備嘆氣。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFL4rbs1XI
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「不過我找到好吃的東西——」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HBBIVtf3g
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只要聽到跟「吃」相關的，她的豬耳便會豎起專註細聽，她雖然仍舊一臉裝作不感興趣的樣子，但其實本能還是很想要吧。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9CDX1vR9X
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「登登登登——」我向她亮出透明膠盒。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sNejusYWj
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「這、這不過是糯米圓子罷！......」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMQrjQT2dv
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她咀是硬，但其實恨不得將全部都吞進肚子吧。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgyFsk614Y
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「這不是一般連鎖店的貨色喔——而是古法製作、擁有北方家鄉風味的手作糯米圓子啊！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKs1bm30mn
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「誰的家鄉在北方？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgkszh1gYL
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她冷冷的反問。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDacxamAIP
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「那擁有北方異國風味的手作糯米圓子好了......」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuI9xMj81b5
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她取出一件圓子大口咬了一口，然後若有所思的細細咀嚼——549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gsLBvcJYp
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「是紅豆餡的味道，似乎沒加很多糖，而是用陳皮代替，因此甜中帶一點酸。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS9YaYzuzg
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「的確是家庭式製作的感覺。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IOutKShX6
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她並沒有如常遇見美食那樣豬吞豚嚥，而是一邊細嚼、一邊像是回想著甚麼。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OqJlszwcQ
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「怎麼了？你似乎吃的很艱苦的樣子。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuySZ6TnF6E
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她輕輕搖頭，「只是有點熟悉的感覺而已。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ326rlDZVMp
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「以前你的家人會弄這個？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGMhelTUum
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「也不。」她再次微微搖頭，「我的確是以前吃過這種圓子，但不是我家弄的。我媽在生的時候，曾擺過地攤補幫收入，我記得那時曾幫媽包過餃子，所用的餡料不是康古流行的，大概是她老家的家傳吧。雖然做法至今我還大概記得，但她過身後我就未再做過。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGfJy2aA5C
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這大概就是所謂異曲同工吧，雖然是兩種截然不同的食物，但其所蘊含的風味是一樣的，因此她一吃便聯想起她早已往生的母親。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98TKywb5Fq
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「我想，這圓子跟你兒時包的餃子是異曲同工，那都是我今天在地攤買的，是我前同事開的攤子，她也是來自塞納那。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBUY1cXGoI
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「......也難怪，你這樣一說，我就更加能理解這種感覺從何而來。」豬頭的嘴角不自覺微微上揚，最近似乎都未見過她笑。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusKnmfjVUd
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「要是你喜歡的話，下次我再到地攤買回來就好，不過下次能否再找到她的攤也是問題，我現在才知道攤販區那麼混亂。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoPYbidhbn
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「怎麼了？」豬頭翹起腳，繼續吃第二顆圓子。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmXSJzUu4J
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「沒，剛才我被迫參加了撒哈拉動物大遷徙，幸好是冬天，不然我早就死了......」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xmWIus10A
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「哈哈——動物大遷徙原來有矮瓜，竟然沒被大象踏扁還真幸運。」豬頭笑著挖苦我，感覺就像以往一樣。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZjaWc1kLK
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「要是我再跑慢一點，你現在看見的就是矮瓜餅了，也許還是油炸的。」我陪她繼續開自己玩笑。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV519WVR37
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「那你應該慢慢走，讓我現在沒炸矮瓜吃。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrOmIePVlL
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「我就是為了補償，所以買圓子代替了。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGh4V6QhSk
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「好吧，算你有良心，餓壞跟沒美食下肚的豬是連矮瓜都能原條吞噬的。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdtgCRAJYa
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「真恐怖的豬啊......」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PIejWud7Q
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此刻，我覺得那些事發生前的日子像是回來了，心中不禁感覺到一點舒暢；不過，一切是否從此就雨過天青呢？只能但願如此。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIdqamPMDF
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「啊，不知道攤販區現在如何？剛才只顧著跑沒機會看。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO66dmdqAnx
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「你看看新聞有沒有報道就知道喔——也可能有些人在直播。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbcW0F1Bqg
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我就亮起手機翻了翻即時新聞——果然有在報道。現場似乎仍未恢復平靜，除了走攤造成的混亂之外，似乎有攤販不滿，跟市政的人對抗——啊，似乎有直播能觀看。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Mf4JCH8M6
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我將手機畫面切換至投影模式，將畫面放大後平放到餐桌上。直播片段中，入夜的攤販區就像看立體動作片的情境，一堆手持盾牌跟警棍的傢伙，與一堆大大小小、形形色色的手推車對峙，有攤販將貨品擲向他們。最震撼的莫過於有熟食小販於木頭車頭點火，然後將燃起熊熊烈火的木頭車一腳踢向警方防線，車上的熟食跟滾油同時往前飛濺，化成幾道火舌跟幾個火球迎面撲來，就像真的會將我們都燒著一樣。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsCWuuFQ12
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「看來這陣子還是別去攤販區好了......」我從她手上的膠盒取出我的第一顆圓子。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xQmLUuzWd
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIEvAjztmm
「過幾天就會恢復正常啦——這種事其實不時都發生，只是從前你都不怎麼去攤販區才不知道。只要有錢賺，就會有人繼續鋌而走險。」她大快朵頤的大口咬著圓子，椰絲都掉到地上。看來她比我還要見慣大場面，我似乎還真的孤陋寡聞......549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJl2HOelIrH
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「話說，」豬頭突然跳頻道，「你今早出門了？我起床時你已經不在家了。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q4VRzLGaN
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「對，」豬頭讓我醒起最需要說的事，「我今天去醫院探望你最尊敬的雄哥哥——」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeP1cbeeM2
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「發生了甚麼！？——」豬頭一聽見我提及高雄入院，原本慵慵懶懶攤坐在梳化上吃圓子的她，瞬即挺直身子、瞪大雙眼盯著我。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhE3vrQoNTb
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「冷靜點，我還未說完。你的雄哥哥去示威被人打傷了，不過似乎都是皮外傷，看來是被打慣了，所以沒大礙，我探望他的時候還生龍活虎的罵我。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E65KHpXN8
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「......」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjHrSMP5Fa
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「總之，簡單而言，就是你可以放心。」經我拍胸再三保證，她才總算鬆了一口氣的樣子，這傢伙真命好......549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENBysYCvmU
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「那，他在哪家醫院？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlSSg2rCh0
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「瑪莉亞醫院。離這裡有一點距離的，你要探人的話最好早一點出門。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoga2t5Rokn
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「嗯......」她微微點頭，然後把手中的圓子都放進口內。「謝謝你買的圓子。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTc7IpPeF4v
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「剩下的一盒，你還吃嗎？我打算順道把這個帶給他。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2JxjMQRVB
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「隨你喜啊，反正家中的泡麵還有不少，你就拿這個跟愛人——」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NESeO953R
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啪嘞......我的左腳掌似乎正被重物壓下去。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78RzDPjpTL
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「......是你尊敬的雄哥哥，......你可以先把豬蹄移開嗎？你繼續磨蹭的話，它真的會變成矮瓜餅的。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2DKCYUy20
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「哼！」豬頭拿起了盒中最後一顆圓子，連咀嚼也不用就整顆塞進口，我可只吃了一顆啊......「這是你經常亂說話的懲罰。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoG6BzWrGX
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「話說，」高雄應該不記得豬頭是誰，「高雄跟我起碼還算是相識，所以縱使我無聲無色的去探望他還算說的過去；但他似乎已經記不起你是誰，而且你們也沒多少交流，你像我一樣走過去會否太唐突？攪不好的話，他有可能以為你——」當我準備又要說出禁語之際，幸好豬頭率先將我剎停。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJh12yti4E
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「嗯......你這麼一說，也似乎有點道理。」豬頭用兩指頂著顎，裝作會思考的豬。過了一會，她瞥了瞥放在我右邊的結他，然後頭頂亮起燈泡——549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VyylsKbil
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「你還算用這個刺激起他的回憶？似乎也是個好方法。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSQoTHPzJZ
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「雖然這枝結他不是特別的型號，不過送結他這種事，我相信不常發生吧，他一定對這枝結他的事有印象。」她將結他重新裝進皮箱。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTMUaNv0Vi
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「那，我祝你們明天順利相認。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWy9jjgdcz
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「嗯，希望如此。」踏進家門時像是半死不活的豬頭，現在看起來恢復了往日的生氣。雖然前一陣子遇上的都是麻煩事，不過現在似乎開始重新將好事找回來了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbtiWAe1ZI
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「要是順利的話，大概能夠再次一同慶祝聖誕節呢......」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKgTr7NrTn
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「你們倆就好了，我摻一腳的話可能又會吵架，我也不便當燈泡。」我不想破壞得來不易的機會。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvENoRJliI
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「一起在街上報佳音、一起倒數、還有最重要的聖誕大餐——」一提起大吃大喝的事，沈睡於豬頭深處的豬魂便會甦醒，然後她的意識終會由「吃」字徹底支配——549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfVDnU6AYI
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火雞、聖誕布丁、聖誕蛋糕、沙律、千層麵、聖誕老人、馴鹿、雪人、聖誕樹——一個又一個聖誕菜式的名稱源源不絕從她的口中抖出來——啊不，那些真的是聖誕菜式嗎......？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaNdZOvPGU
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「慢著，姑勿論你能否吃的下，你有那麼多餘錢嗎......？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBWFsWLnsG
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「放心吧，上兩個月當幾份兼職還是儲到一些錢。況且，吃好的時候別看著錢包啊！這話可是我生平聽過最有智慧的至理名言耶――你不會已忘掉吧？」這句話不就是你發明嗎......549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DYh696F8O
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「你不會吃到破產的話我是沒差——啊，你敲詐高雄不就好了，這樣就不用顧錢包了。」聽見我的提議，豬頭賊賊的笑起來。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshorZiEMmG
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「這不是敲詐——就是『分擔』一點花費而已，反正到時大家都有份吃，很公道的說。」我相信最後還不是你負責「分擔」大部份食物......549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlefOuyDIpU
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「看來我要開始重新練習結他了，最近幾乎都沒碰過。」豬頭才剛將結他放回皮箱，轉過頭又將結他取出，然後一臉像是嗑了藥的樣子揮舞著結他——549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhmO0rsozk
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夜深，我們都已陸續返回睡房各歸其位。她當然不會那麼老實一上床就睡覺，從天花反射著光線來看，她正摸著黑把玩手電吧——549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklJJVyBmsn
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「哇！？......」毫無戒心的她，被我輕易入侵到她的領域，並坐在她那厚臀肉上。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8EDF8eoMP
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「你想怎樣！？打烊了打烊了——要豬肉最快都要明早七時吧？！而且我是非賣品！」由於被我坐著，因此任憑她怎樣揮手扭腰也無濟於事，只能任由我支配。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmS2RFbjlO
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「你還是放棄無謂的掙扎吧，這樣對大家也較好。」我不顧她的反抗朝她伸出雙手——549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzf2SWhwt7
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「哇！......？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgfhSXKUoR
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「每天見你回來都像頭交配過度的死豬一樣，我就勉為其難幫你身上的豬肉鬆弛一下吧。」我雙手十指抓著她的肩頸交界，然後拇指在其上逐漸加壓並打圈揉搓。剛才還像一頭卡在捕獸籠掙扎的野豬，現在變成了在稻草上安詳睡覺的農場豬。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPy2llrnIyf
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我從頸到盤骨幾乎所有地方都進行一次豬體按摩，按得我兩手都麻了，但她似乎好像仍意猶未盡一樣想要繼續。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI08lTYtOu
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「你的手勢不賴喔——以前當過按摩師？」她背著我說。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzKuhHQOph
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「沒有啦，只是小時候一家人會互相按一下而已。」那都是兒時的事情了，上小學幾年後後就沒有再試過。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKkUCNHPWv
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「聽得來是很溫馨的事呢——真好。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Dhrp8Om23
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「沒你想像中那麼好啦——」我不想她又因這種事感觸。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrcxpgCGE3
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「無論如何，也是值得珍惜的事情吧。就算你與家人關係不好，但畢竟也是你離家前的事吧，你就別再拘泥於那早已過去的事啦。」其實我已經將當時對他的恨意忘記得九九十十了，只是我無面目再踏家門。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZFiOAUVtV
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「也是呢......」最後我還是不禁問了她個蠢問題：「那你跟你爸也有值得珍惜的事吧？要分享一下麼？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBJDPVQtO6
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一片漆黑的房間鴉雀無聲了一陣子，然後她一副氣定神閒的口吻回話：「大概也有吧，但歷史太久遠了，一時間也想不起，抱歉呢――」其實她不提起更好，那我便可索性束之高閣當作從未問過。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0l7UOVvY8f
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「哎，按得我手痛了，下次再幫你按吧，不過下次起要逐分鐘收費。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJT7QpeDFZt
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「哎唷——某人現在的伙食是靠誰的？竟然還要額外收費。」她這句話直接戳中我的痛處，使我只能舉手投降。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgpVrmM1Xn
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzI67cxWNB
「總之我現在手酸按不動了，歡迎下次光臨。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac5LclQlvJ
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正當我準備走回下層之際，背後傳來她的低語：「......其實，我沒資格教訓你，我也是自作主張丟下家人竄走，然後不敢回家的膽小鬼。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtLqoWOdcB
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我輕輕拍了拍她的背：「那就別想那麼多了，你叫我不要拘泥於過去，那你也別拘泥於過去吧。快睡吧，剛才我起碼為你按了半小時，今晚你大概能好好入睡吧。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZvYJB3df0
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我摸黑爬到床梯準備離開，「是是——你就自己先睡吧，我自己懂睡覺的，放心。」她還是打算到半夜三更才睡吧......這個我還是別管好了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPcUGWZnKB
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「今天你為我幹了不少事，謝謝你。」上層傳來使人寬心的道謝。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFsz5ySFvG
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「別這樣客氣吧，能看見你恢復精神我就放心了。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUWDtFkbVF
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「嗯，現在感覺好多了，明天一定有好事發生的！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jD6BGN7bj
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這個家維持了近兩個月的「嚴冬」，看來終於要過去了。
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[4]《We Wish You a Merry Christmas》，經典聖誕歌之一，相傳已流傳達數百年之久，惟原作者佚名。
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